Searching and searching

Last night I went to my dad's house knowing that my doll won't be online anytime soon.. So before my dad came to pick me up i tore apart one side of my room in search of nail polish that Caroline had givin me over the summer and had lost it a week after I had returned. Yes, I'm still looking for it!!! I feel really bad about losing it right after she had given it to me.. So after putting my dresser back, folding up all my clothes and placing them in the proper droors, rearranging my glass dolls and making Erin's present she gave me the center of attention over there instead of it just sitting in a corner, just sorta set there.. So i made that pretty.. And I moved my Vanity back and then i took apart my closet and reorganized the top of that.. The OPI wasn't in any of those places!! and a couple of days ago or maybe last week, My mother and I took my mattress off my bed and organized everything under my bed.. well, reorganized... suprisingly!!! NO opi there either.. and a couple of weeks before that I took everything off my computer desk shelves, nothing!

So when my dad finally arrived here I was just putting my beautiful new gloves away and my winter coat back in the closet. Got out the things I would need for the next day and headed to hi house. When we got there I crashed on his bed and he got ready for bed and said i could get a movie off the on demand thingy.. We decided upon the movie Walking Tall. IT was a movie about a soldier returning from war and his hometown had totally changed and he didn't like it. I don't quite know.. But after the movie i decided to snack a little before going to sleep.
When I woke up this morning, it was around 8:30am.( slept in!! yay!!) I asked my dad what his plans were and he said that we were going to come back home this morning so he could work on my mother's van. Turns out my mom got Brenda and Art's to do it for her. Meaning my dad didnt have to!! So I asked him if we could go to the library, then the mall and maybe Michaels to get a few supplies for a christmas project which might not happen. around 1 we left for the Library and got me a library card!!! whooo hoo!!! oh yea!!!! Picked out 4 books for my report thats due in Jan. Then we both went to the mall got lunch and then headed off to the store to get the rest of Doll's present!! yay!!!!! :)) :)) Very excited!! After that, went into Sears to get my dad his 5th rice cooker he's owned!! you see, every cooker he has owned in the past, he has given away to a friend or family member for their own use.
We never went to michaels because I was too excited on starting these books! and yet i havent opened them and havent gotten much further than page one! So i gave up and went for a short bike ride around the neighborhood before comming home around 4. Got home, Checked mail, imed Doll ( not there anyway), looked at her blog and then got shot with a billion ims when i signed onto aim! Kelsey was one of the only i responded to though because I needed her opinion on Doll's gift. Sent a pic of it to her and she tells me that its really pretty but I'm still insecure about it cause I come to not like it all that much and where will whe put it? and what if Mak gets hold of it just like her puter cords?! Looking at it a little longer admiring my the chosen one, hoping she will like it. Knowing she will say yes when she does get it!! I just wish i could give it to her in person instead of through the mail!! sigh... oh well... anyway! now, i must go because I want actually get further than the first page in my new book!!! exciting!! lata!!

BY the way!! Today is Rachel Solomon's and Shelby Daniel's birthday!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAI AND SHELBY!!! Love ya both much!!!! see ya later lil sis! xoxo

Waiting

Doll is not home this weekend and I am patiently waiting for her to return. I have Checked every couple of hours since i got home until around 2am there. So far she has gotten these foods made: Including:2 pumpkin pies, 2 apple pies, 2 cherry crumb pies, 1 peach pie and banana bread. and she quotes, "The salad is soaking, the stuffing is drying, potatoes are peeled and boiled and the dough for dinner rolls is rising as I write. " So I think all she needs is the Turkey and she'll be picking it up tomorrrow for her thanksgiving in Polad with about 45 people comming. So it should be super! and believe it or not, She has cooked all of this!!!

So as I wait for her to return I occupied myself today by going with my dad for the day and then later on I went with my good friend, Christina, to the mall to do some Christmas shopping!!! I only had an hour though... so I didnt do much.. We went from one end to the other very quickly trying to stop at the stores we knew we had to go to. I ended up only getting two people their gifts! Not enough time to get all ten!! My original plan was go from the first person to the last person on the list but that didnt happen. and originaly my mom wasnt on that list but somehow she got on it!! and suprisingly she was the first person to get something so far!! shocker!! SERIOUSLY!! I promised myself this year not to get her anything because she never appreciates it. so... But anyway!! I got Dolly something!!!! Very, Very pretty too!! I still want to get the second half of it though.. So, i'm thrilled! I can't tell though!! SSSHH!!!! Don't tell DOLLY!!! lololol and i asked my dad what he thought and we dont ever agree on anything cause of our tastes, he said he really really liked it! so even better! So I picked up both my mom and Doll a gift and went to hallmark with Christina and I bought a pack of christmas cards then too. And then, that was hard because there were too manY to choose from!!!! it was between pooh bear, santa, a grl sitting on santa's lap and saying something like...I have a lawyer and if u dont get me everything on my list, my lawyer will be contacting your lawyer and we will have a problem.. well that was the jist of it.. and then there was a set of cards that had a snow man and he was saying i hate that kid. The snowmans nose was in his butt. and then there were those umn.. i can't think!! precious moment cards!! those were really cute!! So I ended up not getting any of those and my friend chose a set out for me cause I couldn't make up my mind. So while i was in there, Christina was trying to get a hold of her mom to tell her what time to pick her up and then i decided to call my mom to see if she'd pick me up later on than from what my dad wanted to pick me up at. But that didn't happen. so after going into hallmark We went to go eat something cause neither one of us ate yet. And yes Doll, I ATE!!! lets see here what did i eat? Mcdonalds: Fries and a double cheeseburger. (not the healthiest) and btw I went back down to 95... sigh.. I was trying soo hard!!! grr.. If you guys havent heard yet, I am trying to gain weight for Dolly here because she thinks I dont eat at all.. which I wont talk bout! lol ;) So while eating we tried to call Christina's mom again and we couldnt get ahold of her so one of Christina's friend's mom's picked her up. So then my dad came about 5 min. later.. good timing! So after I had left there Dad wanted to take me to walmart before it got too late to pick a coat out. By this time, i'm pretty tired. It's between rushing around and shoving food down my throat in order to make Doll happy.. ( not complaining!!) lol So my dad picked a coat out for me and i made him hold my purse so i could see what it looked like on me.. but then we couldn't find a mirror so he was walking around with my purse in one hand and my scarf around his neck. Very manly! We found the mirror and I was like, yea I like.. Now, that i look at it it is white and it has fur around the hood. fake of course!!! long story short, when I got home I tried it on to take a better look at it and it doesnt look half bad!
After getting home I logged on and looked to see if Doll had updated her blog since she had left. Luckily she has!! her first one had to do with an addition in the family!! Her Aunt Lori had a baby!! CONGRATS!!! So right this second i'm looking at the pictures because they were up earlier.. this is quite an experience for me because i have never seen a baby some what just born. Never been in a hospital to see a baby born never visited a hospital because of a baby and never seen anyone in labor.. so pictures are exciting! not as good but still exciting!! The baby's name is Gemma! Very close to my cousin's name Gem.

Anywho it's getting late and i was finishing up some work for social studies.. sigh..but i'm finished for the night.. xoxoxo ps: OK i bet you guys are all thinking omg nicole is soo obsessed.. all i have to say is i'm like this with all ya guys and you can't change that!! monica i'm like this with you to emily, shelby and kaylee i talk about you guys to everyone!! well almost everyone.. lol and all my other friends i talk bout all of you to family and how great u guys are to me and stuff! and how my mom loves you guys and how everything so dont even start!! lol anyway i'm now talking with a friend trying to understand something.. loves!!!

Thankful

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone! I would just like to say how thankful i am to have all the friends that God has given me. I'm thankful for everything God has givin' me good or bad. I think about the war in Iraq and how the soldiers there are dieng every day to keep us free. How they protect us so we don't have to wake up each morning wondering if our children will be safe. I thank each soldier for their courage, especially Mr. Ted Little who will be going off to that war very soon!

Individually, I want to thank Amy C. for her kind words to me every day and howmuch you love me. You are an awesome friend to have and I couldnt and wouldn't ask for more. God has once again blessed me with a friend like you! I only can hope that you and I will never forget how Great he is and our special friendship we share.
Dolly, now for you!!!!!!! Dolly you'll always be my great friend!BFFI love you very much! God's fingerprint has definitly touched you! You, to me, is the greatest friend in the world! lol Beauty is not always shown on the outside but your beauty is definitly in your heart and mind!! And we all know your gorgeous Cause how can u explain all these hotties that you are surrounded by!?! I'm blessed with so many things you have done for me without u realizing it. You brighten my day everyday!! and you always manage to do it NO MATTER how horrible of a day i have had. A smile from you is just enough to let the world know that God is in you and that u care. Your ways express your gentleness, patience and lovability to everyone! OH! and your humor! we can't forget that! KOCHAM CIE!
Laura, yes you. yours will be short as always because of obvious reasons! I want you to remember how unique you! HOw you teach differently from the other teachers but I still love you and students still like you for you personality! You are a great councelor and u can see that I bet with the students who come with me to see you and the students who see you afterschool even! YOu are the only teacher that i know of that gets gifts at school on their birthday!!! Special? I THINK SO!

Over all, I'm very thankful for everyday. God has given me breath so i can glorify his name and be able to be with my friends everyday!!!

SO EXCITED!!!

Today, right after lucnh, there is an all call for Nicole Fisher to please report to the office. Not panicing, knowing i never get in trouble with the office, start walking towards the other end of the building, where the office is. Mrs. Solomon stops me, saying I've been looking for you ALL day long!! when i need you I cant find you! I'm now thinking, why would she need me? She explains that when i was over I was looking at Matthew's pictures up stairs and Mrs. S can not find them now. She was asking me to reassure her that she was not going insane! So I did so. I told her that if i'm not mistaken they should still be up there unless Matthew, being the kind of person he is might have lit them on fire or got hidden under a pile of papers. So She should go look in his room when she gets home. Reassuring her again, Mrs. S, you are not insane!! I promise!! So anyway, when i get down to the office I have to wait for the guidence couselor! I'm now panicing!! You see, on Friday, I blabbed a little bit to my science teacher, Mr. Tribbitt, about some of my home life.. I told him about how my dad is sick and my mom has a b/f and so on.. As i was waiting for my dad to pick me up from school, we had a small innecent chat. So it seemed. After I left his room and got home, I find out today that he was worried sick about me the rest of the evening!!the couselor told me he almost called her at her house because he was SO worried.. I'm sorry mrs. Ribbitt! So when i arrive in her office she starts asking a lot of questions. Trying to answer as honestly as possible withought getting anyone in trouble, including myself. So anyway, i was really nervous about all of this!

OMGSH!!!!! When I got home today Doll, the great person that she is, sent me an im as soon as I got home!! She says, "I have a suprise for you" Impatiently, i accepted what ever it was she had just sent me! My window gets larger!! Screaming now, realizing what it is, I'm saying, "NO!!!! OMGSH!! DOLLY, I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!" so for the next like 5 minutes im jumping, screaming and doing little dances! Dolly has just made my whole week much brighter!!! Forgetting everything that i was taught today, ignoring my auntie's e-mail(which i NEVER do) and totally not wanting to send Mrs. Umphrey an e-mail about some stuff that I wanted to tell her!!! And BETTER yet, Kris is there!!! although he wasnt sitting right in front of the cam I did get so see him too!!! You guys know how i've been bragging about how Dolly's friend Kris is soo HOTT?!?!? well, he turns out not being as Hott as he looked when i saw him in the pictures- But then, keep in mind, it is like 10pm there!! who in this world looks good at 10 o'clock at night?? i mean seriously!! i dont look good all day long much less at 10pm!! I also got to see this scarf Doll has been talking about and trying to finish for ever now! She has finally finished it and its now around Kris' neck!! Very exciting suprise!!

In other news, today i wore my very pretty white sweater, the same one that Mrs. S has today! I agree, it does get annoying after a while having every person that passes you walk up and PET you!! I mean, I'm not a dog!! but i do like the attention... lol :)) So anyway, I think it was monday that i asked mrs. Fodness for a Christian cd and today she hands it to me and right after class i rush to my locker and place it in the top part of my locker. So when i go to violin lessons (btw thanx to Doll i think I did really well on my tests for the concert!) at 2:15 i pack my stuff, not thinking about the cd what so ever and head down to the band room. After my lesson was over at 2:45, which is when we get out of school, I get on the bus and we go home! when i get home Dolly ims me and that suprise happens!! yay!!!! :)) But anyway, I remember, when i get home and one of the only things i did manage to remember when Dolly imed me, was the cd mrs. fodness let me borrow!! And I forgot it!! stupid me...

Feelin loved

First, Lets start off by sayin' Happy birthday to my two girls, Laura and Sarah! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! This morning I managed to get 3 clases to sign Laura's birthday card in 20 minutes!!! impressive!!!! 3 whole classes about 28 people per class!! I think thats prettty impressive!! lol :))

So today, I recieved a very sweet e-mail from my math teacher. My math teacher is very awesome! She is really starting to grow on me!! Anyway, she said little things like how she really takes to heart when and what i e-mail her almost everyday unless i'm extremely busy. She had said a few things that had really meant a lot to me and I wanted to share it with everyone because today was another one of those "lonely" days so she really made me feel special and she made my day!! Although I'm still hoping to hear from Doll... And i just got an IM from her!!funny! :))

Tonight I'm hoping to start a few of my Christmas projects and unfourtanitly only a couple of my friends are getting presents.. sigh.. Short on money this year... And, my friends, no, i'm not getting any of the teachers presents!!! well... at least i'm not planning on it unless i can't resist.. lol ;) But, Before all that i have to find my mom's keys and try to straighten up the house a little bit! It looks PATHETIC!!!! looks like.. my mom was in it for too long!!! lol So i'm working on making my blogs longer but its not going to happen for a little while! I must be going now! I have to get to work!! oh! and practice my violin tonight too for the upcomming concert!!

Parenting

( for those of you who don't believe in God please dont take it offensive or ne thing) Today the sermon at church that pastor pagan gave was about parenting. It was what we think a good parent is. Is it letting your kids do what they want all the time or being strict? well, tests have proven that most children and teenagers prefer a strict parent to help guide them to what is right. I think so too! Most children's personality and what they do is based on what they were shown by their mother's or father's example that was set, not what they said. Pastor pagan gave an example like, you tell your child to go read the bible while u go do something else somewhere else. Wrong thing to do! You should be there, reading with them setting the example and giving them the message that you should be doing as i do. (in a way) He gave many examples and several quotations and such from the bible. so, i found that pretty interesting. but nothing new that i didnt already know but it was good to hear it from someone else other than myself.

In sabbath school, we talked about Job and how everything was taken away from him to test his faith. and how God and everyone, even satan had a meeting up in the heavens and said that God would allow Satan to put these "curses" on Job but NOT to kill him. So we read the last few chapters of Job today. and thats about it.

God bless! happy sabbath!! Mr. Little, I am going to miss you when you leave!!!!!! BIG HUGS!!

Short day!

Went to the harrisburg symphony today. My probably one and only symphony for the year... It wasn't as good as I thought it would have been. Last year's was much better. The orchestra played a beethoven peice, i think it was The Creatures of Prometheus and concerto #1. Andrew Armstrong played a piano solo for the concert so that was nice. He's pretty good too!!But the orchestra got to miss the first 4 and half classes!! so that was exciting for me except i had to go to music class with mrs. Boyer (ogre!!) I'm soo mean... She wasn't in a good mood today.. Don't ask me why.

hmmn.. mr. little today was handin out pizza to the students from kids on a mission from 1st marking period. so since i dont mind getting to lunch late i offered to help out giving da pizza to the students. My friends, Shelby and Chelsea came to help too cause Chelsea always hangs out with me before we go to lunch to have some one on one talking. :) It's nice cause she rarely talks and I try to get her to make a little conversation and get involved a little!! She's not really "accepted" at the lunch table so before lunch we roam the halls together looking for teachers to help or just talking with one another. So we did that and got slices of pizza too!! except theres one problem.. I think i passed my eating disorder onto Shelby!! AHH!! not good!! she says that is just her new medicine so i hope thats wat it is otherwise she's going to have to eat when I'm around!!
But anyway, Mr. Little is going off to Iraq in January and for the past week or so I've been like you can't go!! I'm not going to let you!!! and he says well right me a note! so i did just that last night! exciting! He is such a great teacher! He knows it too!! The teachers look up to him soo much so its all good! It's always good to be the special one!! lol Oh!! speaking of teachers and being special, Today was the assistant principles birthday!! yay!!! She is SOO AWESOME!! So far she's the best we had and we really need her the way our school is going. But I didnt get a chance to tell her happy birthday today because everytime I went to find her in the office she was either on the phone at the addministrative building (ace) or in a meeting.. Her and I have been chatting like everyday so thats a plus! and because none of the other teachers let me rub their backs I get to do hers and Mrs. Marczyk's. So that's always good since I DoNT have DOLLY here!! otherwise she'd get the special treatment!! ;) ya, doll you!! Yes I have to put her in here!! ya'll know that!! :)

I dont think I'm doing anything special this weekend. I'm supposed to go shopping with my mom sometime this weekend sigh.. not that i dont like shopping!! Gotta go now!! I'm working on having as interesting stories as Dolly's but its really hard!!!! I'm not good at it!!!

Music

Nothing really has been all that exciting but if i didnt write because of a boring day then I probably wouldn't write for months at a time! Today in computer we worked on our magazines which are due on the 23rd. And in Music we learned about two composers, Antonio Vivalda and Handel. one of the dudes kept on running from people because he was soo good no one liked him. He went to italy to compose operas and became so good he was better than the italian composers. So he was chased out of Italy and he later went to England, I think.. and he was the king's musician. Overall, he was chased out of several places because the people that were origanlly from the place was jelious and envied this guy.

hmm... Most of the day, I was really quiet.. I'm not sure why.. During most of my classes i didnt really participate at all either. not even spanish! suprising! cause usually in that class i'm all fired up and ready to learn something new and watch ms. Madaffari say something extremely funny and totally off topic. But today, nope, it didnt happen. You didn't find me all perky and happy..

Tonight I spent most of it eating and organizing!! For those of you who tell me to eat (Dolly) , well i did!! i ate 3 bowls of soup, a pack of m+ms, carrots, and i might eat a few cheez itz in a lil while. Tonight after getting the book work done, I took all my folders and organized them!! and colored a few pictures to put into my science folder to make it look prettyful!! :) After that, I recieved some very funny pictures from my uncle Tim. He sent me pictures of Auntie Chris!! they are soo halarious! I'd show them to ya'll but I dont wanna get scolded for puttin her pix on da web! lolol ;) They are pretty funny though..I have never seen my aunt in cornrows! I also caught her kissing her hubby! how cute!!!

Isn't Dolly awesome?? I mean she's the best!! You could never ask for any one as great as she is! She's always saying oh stop when i commpliment her.
Here's a few random facts about Dorothy:

• She's an english and music teacher in Poland
• This girl loves hairy muscular men
• loves chocolate, music, and writing poetry (go to www.poetry.com)
• she has a fav. color and its whisper pink
• Her favorite season is summer
• She also enjoys cooking, and from what i hear she pretty good at it too!
• And shes studied 5 different languages at one level or another but speaks Polish pretty well!

Doesnt she sound great?!?! I think so!! NO!! I know so!! For those of you who don't know her Dorothy is an awesome friend to have and I know she is a "fingerprint" of God. Dolly, you are wonderful! and i just proved it!! OK everyone!! now ya'll know a little bit about her! Now tell me what else u wanna know and i'll post it!! Dolly, I love you lots and lots and lots and forever!

Just started!

Look! I have finally decided I wanted a blog of my own! exciting huh? well, I'm just starting this thing so it'll take a little while before i actually get everything right! so if you will, give me some time to figure everything out! But since this is my first post it's not going to be long.

On Thursday and Friday I had off school because of parent teacher confrenses. So on Thurs. I took a bike ride and was out in the cold for a little while until my friend, Shelby decided to call me and ask to come over and bike around with her. So we went up to two friend's houses, Candice and Kim. It's still early in the morning when we get there and Kim was still in bed. After Kim's we went to Candii's next. She was up!! We went upstairs and when I walked into her room she had a rat!! A RAT!!! eeww! seriously!! Shelby's like, " Ewww!! Get and keep that thing away from me!" At the time, Candii had the rat out and was getting ready to bathe it! eww! She asks me to hold it while she gets the water ready. So, while very still grossed out, I'm standing there holding this rat, which is brown and white, and he poops on me! grossed? i think so!! While shelby is standing 10 ft. away i ask her to see if we can find something to put it in. She brings me a shoe box back. I drop mr. Rat in there close the box and walk bak to the sink where Candice is standing. She yells at me cause i closed it!! I show her the whole! she says, It'll sufficate!! I go, There's a whole candice! breathe!! So after that is all done - with all the bathing and drama we decide upon on what we are going to do. All of our parents are at work so we decide to go to the mall. So we get shelby's sister to take us! hehehe! She just got her car! She's a pretty good driver too! But anyway, we hang out there a little bit get a bite to eat and then look at phone covers before we leave. And there went most of Thursday!

hmm.. Friday... Friday morning around 9 my daddy dropped me off at another friend's house to help her accomplish a science project for class. So for about a 2 I tried to memorize 15 items. and then re-did the test but studied for four minutes. The first time i only got 9 and the second managed to get all 15! I got good memory! (oh, I *have* a good memmory!) After that was done she asks me to ask my teacher, whom i speak to like every nite if possible, if she gave the paper to another teacher for her. So i whip out my lucky phone and start dialing! She's like u have her number memorized? I'm like duh!! She's on my directory so its easier so actually i dont have it memorized.. no worries!! Mr. Solomon, the husband picks up the phone. " Hello? this is nicole." " I know who you are!(mr. solomon says)" me: " Just polite phone mannors. Is Alison available?" Mr. S: "No, she has gone out." " Do u happen to know when she'll be home?" mr. S: what do you think? Do guyz ever know anything about what women do during the day? NO! lol Then he asks, Would u like to speak to Matthew? me: nah.. maybe later on tonight when im not eating up my minutes. then he goes on and on about nothing and how special he feels that i'm using up my min. talking to him! lol he's funny! It's fun knowing what teachers and those ppl do during their free time! knowing they have a life!! it reassures me to know that they don't sit at their desk at school doing papers all day and night with big ucky bags under their eyes and ect.
So the rest of the afternoon I spent with my good friend, Kaylee, helping her clean up the house and getting ready for an interview with the family! whoo hoo!! cleaning!! joy!! i hear bells! ;)

well, to wrap it up today i woke up and looked at my bible laying beside me thinking, is Dolly online right now? with the answer, if she is she can wait a lil while longer before i actually get up. Lying there for another 1/2 hour, then got my butt out of bed and dragging it to the computer and looking to see if my fab. dolly is online! She is! i suddenly wake up! im her and then look at the rest of my buddylist. Oh look, Jenny is on and so is Chris! Let's im them! ( you see, these are my favorite people to talk to!) Talked to them for a while and then Doll and jenny both had to leave to get some stuff done. After they left i figured well i'll read my bible then go visit Emily, my cousin. Did that! Going over to her house today wasnt all that exciting. She beat me up!! scarey cause an 11yr. old can beat a 13yr. old up easily!! But i came home around 5 and found that Dolly was back online . So ya'll know what I did!! lol anywho, making it short, now i'm talking to billions of people and typing this up!
Lots of love to my girls!!