I just got THIS in the mail too today.. I know.. its not the best but its my last report card from Redland for a while!! :D:D As u can see math is and always has been my weekest subject.. and this year i got my first 80ish grade in English- which really doesnt make me happy by the way.. Stupid packets.. i blame it on them.. grr..:) its all good. As for civics.. well.. thats another subject all together!  

oh i'm sure all of you will want to read this!! go on do it!! Its a very important event!! 

A big one to you!

A big i love you to you DOlly!! A big wave of encouragement and support from me to you!! When u are singing, picture me and a cheerleading squad cheering you one between every inhale u make! ;) :))

I love you dearest! xoxoxo wish me luck on my trip to Camp! 4 hrs in the car with my bro, my mom, and her boyfriend.

The official first day of summer

Waking up this morning, i turned on the radio, realized there was only 4 days left til' camp and as i was listening to the radio, Jason and Gavian tell me today is the official start of summer!! :) kelly is away on her honeymoon and one of her bride's maids was filling in today. (all ppl from kiss FM the morning mess)
SO happy first day of summmer people!

gina is off to camp today, well she was heading up there this morning around 8 and she said she'd call me when she got there around 3pm. Thus I wont be online from 3 to 5 maybe.. not until she calls. :))

I'm out! have fun this summer!

To Emily wherever you may be in the state of Massechussets

Happy Birthday dear 'Yancer girl'!! May this year for you be filled with new oppurtunities for you as you begin in the world of photography! My you experience some of the great joys of life, love and friendship and may these things help you see new wisdoms of life in itself. I also hope, because of the start of summer, that you can sit back, breathe and have the chance to spend time with loved ones (or maybe just sit and do nothing for a while).I pray that, on your journey with Christ, you become stronger and more reliant on him each day as you endure the trials and temptations from the moment you wake up until the moment you lay your head to rest at night(no matter the obnoxious hour). I pray that you have enough energy and love to go through the day, spreading both equally, touching lives as you meet new people both in school and possibly in the real world. May Union, as you'll be heading back to it after summer break,open up new territory and allow you to spend long overdue time with friends(katie and rest of friends there) whom have beeen waiting anxiously of your appearance back on earth and its, at least, semi-normal sleep hours. ;) May you be healthy in mind, body and soul this year so all these things can be fulfilled and ENJOYED!!! I wish for beatiful sunrises and sunsets, birds chirping and all the little things that often brings a smile to your face, as we all love to see you smile! :P Happy Birthday where ever you are! Many, many hugs to you!!

a Brief

Emily Yancer just posted a little while ago. :)) Her summer is finally starting, her bro is getting married and shes going back to Union then. :))) Her birthday is on the 20th too! Tomorrow her card will be sent out and i'm pretty sure it wont get there until AFTER her bday but.. hey.. whach ya want me to do?!?!

Ok, so NOW its seven days until camp and I'm excited but not where i'm like jumpin out of my skin anymore! :) :(:P

Today i helped a friend with her puter and helped her clean and got back home at 3. We worked from 10ish til 2 so it wasn't too bad. we didn't do any major cleaning like was expecting. but hey..:)

so i'm off.. its too hot to sit here and i dont have any air circulating in my room..
latas!

bored? ***everyones entitled to be stupid but you are abusing the priviledge***

A total of seven days until I leave for camp! I will have a whole week with Jared(abby):)) hehehe and I'll have a week with Gina and I'll have a week sorta with Katie and i'll have a week plainly at camp in a nut shell. :) :P I finished my shopping yesterday i'm excited to get this stuff sent out. :)) Emily Yancer's bday will be this coming week and i'm pretty sure so is Katie's. I'm totally pumped for camp.. I gotta do some of my laundry and I think i'lll be set.. well i need to put my dove, hair brush, razor, and sponge in my suitcase and then i'm done for sure. :))

ok just cuz i'm lazy.. and kinda bored.. because i decided to wait a little while before i call Debbi Y. to find out where to send her card and i decided to wait to finish my card filling out. :)) ....

An understanding heart is everything in a teacher, and cannot be esteemed highly enough. One looks back with appreciation to the brilliant teachers, but with gratitude to those who touched our human feeling. The curriculum is so much necessary raw material, but warmth is the vital element for the growing plant and for the soul of the child.
--Carl Jung

Treat people as if they were what they ought to be, and you help them to become what they are capable of being.
--Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
The mediocre teacher tells. The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires.
--William Arthur Ward

Everyone is a friend, until they prove otherwise.
--Unknown
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them. Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say. We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.
--Tim McGraw

Don't forget to be kind to strangers. For some who have done this have entertained angels without realizing it.
--Hebrews 13:2
I have shown you in every way by laboring like this, that you must support the weak. And remembering the words of the Lord Jesus, that He said, 'It is more blessed to give than to receive.
--Acts 20:35
"Let me be the one you call If you jump, I will break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart, If you need to crash, then crash and burn, you're not alone"
-Crash and Burn by Savage Garden -Sent in by Ashley

Caught like a leaf in the wind
Lookin' for a friend
Where can you turn
Whisper the words of a prayer and you'll find Him there
Arms open wide, love in His eyes
Jesus - He meets you where you are
Jesus - He heals your secret scars
All the love you're looking for is Jesus
The friend of a wounded heart
-by Wayne Watson from his song "Friend of a Wounded Heart"
"As we go on.. We remeber... All the times, we had together... As our lives change...come whatever We will still be friends 4-Ever "
-Vitamin C~Graduation Day Song

"Some painters transform the sun into a yellow spot, others transform a yellow spot into the sun."

- Pablo Picasso (DP)

Happiness is that state of consciousness which proceeds from the achievement of one’s values.
-Ayn Rand

Learn to value yourself, which means: to fight for happiness.
-Ayn Rand


“One life is all we have and we live it as we believe in living it. But to sacrifice what you are and to live without belief, that is a fate more terrible than dying.”
joan of arc
“Act, and God will act”
Joan of Arc


-:|:- Good girls don't lie,
-:|:- Bad girls don't cry,
-:|:- Dumb girls need "air",
-:|:- Naughty girls need underwear,
-:|:- Sweet girls aren't mean,
-:|:- Funny girls make a scene,
-:|:- Perfect girls have all the class,
-:|:- Mean girls will kick your a**,
-:|:- Smart girls will excel,
-:|:- Gossip girls will tell,
-:|:- Popular girls get all the boys,
-:|:- Little girls play with toys,
-:|:- Normal girls are nothing new,
-:|:- So which one applies to you?

~|~everyone sees who i appear 2 be~|~
~|~but only a few kno the real me~|~
~|~u only see what i choose 2 show~|~
~|~theres so much behind my smile~|~
~|~you just dont know
No guy is worth your tears & when you find one that is, he won't make you cry.

dOn't settLe 4 the oNe yOu Can LiVe wiTh...wAit 4 tHe onE yOu Can't Live WithOut

guys are like slinkies its always fun to watch them fall down the stairs

There's a light at the end of every tunnel, just pray it's not a train!

The fact that no one understands you doesn't make you an artist.

4 out of 5 voices in my head say go back to sleep

FOR ALL OF YOU WHO TALK ABOUT ME THANKS FOR MAKING ME THE CENTER OF YOUR WORLD!
*If The Only Possible Way We Can Be Together Is In My Dreams...Then I'll Sleep Forever*

*~*Be MorE CsoncerneD AbouT YouR CharacteR ThaN YouR ReputationN BecausE YouR CharacteR Is What YoU ArE AnD YoU ReputaioN Is WhaT OtherS ThinK Of YoU!!*~*
*....NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF STUPID PEOPLE IN LARGE GROUPS.....*

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable.

- Dave Tyson Gentry

jam częścią tej siły która wiecznie zła pragnąc wiecznie czyni dobro

From the book The Road Less Traveled

Tomorrow a stranger will say with masterly good sense precisely what we have thought and felt all the time
--Ralph waldo emerson “self Reliance”

“If father beats up mother regularly what sense does it make to a boy when his mother beats him up because he beat up his sister? Does it make sense when he’s told that he must learn to control his temper? Since we do not have the benefit of comparison when we are young, our parent are godlike figures to our childish eyes. When parent do things a certain way, it seems to the young child the way to do them, the way they should be done. If a child sees his parents day in and day out behaving with self-discipline, restraint, dignity and capacity to order their own lives, then the child will come to feel in the deepest fibers of his being that this is the way to live. If a child sees his parents day in and day out living without self-restraint or self-discipline, then he will come in the deepest fibers of being to believe that this is the way to live.”
(Page 21-22)



Nikus- diminutive of Nikki in Polish (DP)
big word for polish "zdrobnienie" which means "making little"(DP)
Most men are like Painter, i.e. not film stars. (DP) hehehehe

Miss Lee guys! everyone, miss lee!! she's one of the two most fun gym teachers in the world!! She just got out of college and so shes 23 maybe 24.. eek.. i dont remember!! but anyway, she just got out of the gym room from playing an intense game of basketball most likely. She plays almost everymorning.:)) I would have hugged her but she was glowing too brightly! ;) but i'm glad she let me take a picture of her like this.. 

ok, this is in miss. Coble's child development class and here's all the friends i made! starting from left: Allison, Jordan,me, cree, Missy, Shane and Bekah. all very fun chics! 

Wally and me were on space highway and my feet were hurting.. thanks to my stupid flipflops making a sore on my foot..:'( All of us were heading for yellow breeches. :) A VERY LONG walk man! We went from lewisberry to Mechanicsburg!! it took 2 hours!! and we took the long way..:( 

hahaha this is Matt G. and we were just about to leave the science room for our finals. :)  

This is Laura, who is not only a puter teacher but one of my best friends who really helped me out last year. :))  

ok guys, this is my amazing mommy Ali! she was on the phone with, i think, either matt or bob.. hehe  

This was a picture of my friend Beaston and me on the last morning of school right before finals. He's a sweety.. Look at those muscles man! u should see his abs! whew! ;) 

for all my horsie friends! xoxo 

Missing you!

Just to let you know your missed my dear Doll and Emily! Four days until i go to campmeeting for sabbath! Tomorrow is Gina J.'s bday!! on the 22nd is Katie's bday and on the 20th is emily y.'s! OH!! speaking of an Emily, cousin and I are cool again. see, never lasts long! the last fight we had was when Yancer girl was over! so it was long overdue! ;) i'm just glad we didnt fight over Emily! ;) I wish she'd come see me it's been SOO long!! what dreams! and i STILL don't know what to get miss Yancer for her bday.. so far only one thing and its nothing big.. And Gina and I are done with Katie so no worries there.:)) Emily's mom didn't help too much.. I'm considering two things but i dont know yet.. If i actually did the one thing it'd shock me. :)) ok now i'm going! i finally got that other post up! :)

loves to my dear dolly!

No, not crazy!(2 posts-or attempting to)

i've been around, i just haven't been motivated to write, although i've thought about doing it. :)) Just a few more days until school lets out and after that I'm off to camp meeting on sabbath and then heading back and possibly go shopping. :)) AND THEN, instead of that ipod, my uncle is FINALLY gonna give me his PMA (not not pda) It does the same as an ipod except i can prob. surf the net, take pictures, download files and view pictures on it as well. he said all it needs is a new battery and he'll get it to me. So thats almost $300 saved for a new camera hopefully..eventually! (BEFORE July 16th) I don't know how great it's going to be yet but we will see.. I'm trying to talk mother into buying it for me...well part of it anyway!
Umm yesterday i FINALLY got in touch with Laura R. I also called Gina B. I got to talk to Dolly and that has been forever since i had last talked to her... AND i talked to Kimberly :)) we chatted a little and twas fun!
I'm mad at my cousin at the moment- just to let everyone know. :)):(She FINALLY got under my skin (and boy did it take a LONG TIME!!) after I spent pretty much every weekend and every moment i talked to either of my aunts (like every other day) for a while now and they FINALLY said yes to two weeks. :) And right after that, she became suddenly nasty with everyone and just had a big attitude. I mean c'mon! they just say yes and shes being nasty to them and i both now?!? makes no sense! And that was Saturday night. That same night/evening i went over to hang out with Em and Emily and Adam both jump down my throat for never coming over to see THEM! ok? yea, i sometimes go over there to get on the puter because my mom wont let me when i need to. (and that is not very often) And so, Emily doesn't always want me over to her house and her brother does- so i go over. (otherwise he comes over here- which he does anyway almost every other day.. it feels like that neway) Don't get me wrong, i love Emily more than she knows she just gets on my nerves sometimes. And today, like many other days she tells me i'm on the computer "ALL THE TIME" and today it got under my skin and i told her to just stop saying that pretty much. If i was on the puter all the time people would be able to find me. (Ppl at school are looking for me constantly on the puter) and I think im just tired of her telling me what I am and what I do and don't do and telling me how i think and what I think and plainly bossing me around. For a while i was like ok, i can deal with this and for today its different but tomorrow it'll prob. be back to normal. (i'm glad i have a high tolerance and i bounce back fast) I told her several times not to push me too far with the whole " u dont ever come over here to see me" and "you are ALWAYS on the computer"
anyway i need to go.. well sortive.. i still have studying to do and i need to clean up a bit yet around the house.
loves to my dearest Katie, Kimberly, Krzysiu, Emily Y, Kyla, Gina, Gina

I miss you!

I'm still alive, i've been doing well. Schools coming to an end in less than a week now! :D:D:D:D camp starts in 24 days!!! :)))) I've been TRYING to get an ipod and start working on these upcoming birthdays!! It's crazy man!!! As for BMA stuff, i am STILL filling out MORE forms!!! AHH!!! :((:)

I just wanted to actually tell the following people i love and miss them, where ever they/ you are:
Dolly
Kris
EMILY Y.
KATIE xoxo
Gina (both of you!)

and beloved Gina B.: Heck yes!! Whatever you want to do! Just tell me what I will need to bring! :-P I hope your mom gives u a def. yes! :)) can't wait!