How to start. Inductive or deductive.
Two new concepts. I forget which i like more. I think it's inductive.

Anywho, If i didn't tell the story yet. Mr. Corbin passed out in class a couple months ago. He's been out for a while. Mr. Grandpa Morgan has been teaching my class. Which is a good thing. Anywho, I saw him at church this weekend. Oh man.... Oh man. His memory isn't all there. It was heartbreaking. Sitting in the third row, there he sat. He wore a sling on his left arm and was wearing his big ol' glasses. His eyes whispered to me his vulnerablity while he sat there with a smile and a hello. He asked me my name and what class i was in with him. Heartbreak.... Spewed out on that orange carpet, there's my heart. My salty tears were on another's sleave for a moment before i went up to the pulpit to sing for song service. Thrown on the floor and back in my chest in less than 60 seconds i would think. Crazy. But anywho, pray for Corbin guys cause he has to have brain surgery next month.
And on that prayer list too.. Abby G, and bma people and Maya.

AND CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! CHRISTMAS AND A CAR!!!!! My mom gave me the ok to spend my xmas break with Dolly as long as i was home for xmas day. So car... pray for a car.

I like all of these

Here are some pictures that i really liked when i went looking for them

one down, one to go.
working on that dolly list..... try to post before i leave.


aparently i'm too cool and i must have grown up over night as well.. I think i'm deep as well??


love you doll

Last Day

heading back to Bma today. Before i do so though, I'll need to call dolly dearest (thats if i get her number) and i'll be going fabric shopping to get ready for an xmas present.

Actually i didn't get much done at all over homeleave. I did my homework and went book shopping. Oh, and blew sixy bucks.

My trip to the doctor's office included sitting on the doctor's table thing. I had my weight checked (117lbs.) and waited for my doctor to come. Diagnoses. I had the same thing last year. Upper resp. infection. but now i have an ear infection. no biggy except i spent most of homelave sleeping.

The Dolly List

the reason why i didn't post all the things i wanted to do with dolly was because i can't remember 90% of the things we said we'd do together.

1. get hair braided
2. hugs
3. pick mus1rooms
4. listen to dolly sing live
5. go shopping
6. have a cry fest
7. read all day together
8. Read the bible together
9. have prayer together
10. get my butt kicked (hopefully not literally)
11. get lectured
12. be told i'm loved
13. Play violin together
14. swim
15. go to the resevoir (old bma pool)
16. go on a walk
17. Go to the city for a day
18. sing out loud
19. road trip!!
20. paint something

That's all i can think of right now...

30 Things list +

in English we had to do a 30 things list of things we want to do before we die. I'm going to add some i think...These are in no particular order just in the order i thought of them.. after number 12 it started to get really hard for me to think of things.

1. sponsor a child overseas
2. love deeply and honestly
3. affect/influence someone deeply (positively)
4. adopt a child
5. learn to cook
6. read the bible with someone close to me, everyday
7. ballroom dance
8. publish a book (autobiography preferably)
9. bun-gee jump
10. Go to thailand in honor of my grandma and learn to cook thai
11. visit the place my grandma lived/grew up
12. Have my love clearly expressed without misinterpretation
13. Get baptized
14. lead 5 people to christ
15. Take my brother to his first dance
16. Teach my brother (how) to respect the ladies
17. To trust fully
18. Apply self-discipline to everyday life
19. Be spontaneous
20. surprise Justin :)
21. Go to Broadway
22. Visit to New Zealand
23. Stay in another country and learn culture
24. Be a bride's maid
25. Ride in hot air balloon with significant other?
26. Get lost - drive cross-country without a plan
27. Run away- walk 500 miles
28. have a family
29. own a horse
30. give everything away for a good cause
31. pick mushrooms with dolly and do everything else on the do with dolly list
32. be serenaded
33. learn to sing a song for someone
34. paint a room
35. not smile for a whole day or talk for that matter.

just go and watch.... http://fc01.deviantart.com/images3/f/2005/149/5/4/friends.swf

How Fishey Died

as of 2:30 i am dead.
Carly and Michelle had this wonderful idea this afternoon and decided that they were going to kill me.-Mostly it was Carly's decision to murder me.

"Let's wrap nikki up in ducktape!"
"ok!!"
"Then we can put her in the back of a car and let her sink to the bottom of the lake"
Excuse me "Back of a truck"... and as long as i'm not in the sea(c), cause i don't swim there.

And this is how i died...
I was wrapped up in duck tape, thrown in the backseat of a truck and pushed to the bottom of the lake. No one knew that anything happened, so no one came to save me. Talk about a code blue.

Wonder what happened to me..

Ramblings of me...

Ramblings of me....


In the dawn
My heart races
In search of new seas
The Chorus, I hear
Bows in unison
Unlike our worlds
Clashing like the waves
In a storm
Freeing slaves
Rushing north
Boys want to go south
The bubble doesn't pop
It never existed
Like the homes we wanted
And the beatings we didn't
(So I run
Into the arms that will save me
Maybe he'll open the door for me
Let me run in
Catch me there.)
Don't leave me here
Where the ruins
Wrought with distortion...

-nicole a. fisher, 2007