this picture is for a locker, as is the last one. i did put other pictures in carly's locker.
Dan and me in english class!
Danielle and me and leadership class... I'm bad...
For my foo and my prince
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
Orientation
It's going to bea long day. its 9:48am. I've been up since a little after seven. The four other RAs are just chillin in the office and i'm here sitting at desk waiting for people to come in. I'm pretty sure all but Charlene doesnt like me at all. They can't stand me. I get awful vibes from them. It's going to be a long awkward year and i don't know how much i'm going to enjoy it. we'll see. thank zeus (stupid mythology book...) for my friends...
Sunday, August 10, 2008
past, present, future
Only to satisfy my over active brain cells, i come to relieve myself. Shall i express my happiness towards the specifics in my life. I want to dance and show love at the highest cliff, i want to jump off it and pray that God will catch me in mid-air. I want to sing songs of praise(singing Crowder)with the voice only He would give me(since i barely have a speaking voice). And this is the emotion my life all creates- I like it but couldn't handle staying in this state of mind for too long I wouldn't appreciate it anymore and wouldn't stay humble (if i dare to say that am, even now). How i feel now, no one would notice, because it is very subtle. If anyone did or has it would only be my closest friends. (One can even tell by the way i write) Its the Joy of giving and creating love and spending time with family that's not really family- its opportunity. Opportunity to influence, imagine, hope, experience what wouldn't be if i weren't at bma. Its knowing that Senior year at bma will be (hopefully) a good year, knowing that AP English is going and already is a butt from reading material which is not keeping my attention long enough. Its encouraging the people i love to try new things (introduction to veggies!!!), its having a 'first love' and learning to balance my social, love and academic life.
Its raising money for a mission trip.
By the by, i'm helping 'my other half' mature and learn more responsibility. :-)
So the feeling i could wrap up is hope. IS this hope?
My only challenging classes are A&P and AP English. I have not necessity to be here at BMA other than for the experience. My classes are pathetic really, most are filler classes so i have enough hours to graduate.
So this summer, i've gone to New Jersey beach. I don't know which one.While in New Jersey, i played board games i've never heard of before, ran into the most terrifying ocean/waves not to mention cold waves, bonded with kyle's mama, cooked a meal with her even, i took a shower outdoors, was seen in my towel by the opposite sex, and told a brief and slightly vague life story to kyle. OH and i played shuffle board!!! i became a failure of bowling, a master at conquering defeat. I have plans towards college and living arrangements until college. I was a counselor for a week at Laurel Lake and enjoyed it while it lasted, and became a lifeguard the week before that. I do believe lifeguard training was the hardest week of my life. The two hardest parts was ruling over my fears, and overcoming mental blocks and swimming the laps to pass. Everything beyond that was just doing it and practicing the skills. I took on 2 1/2 jobs this summer (not including LLC for a week) and tried to get to know the people i was living with. I've become a little more comfortable with this girly 'in love' part of me. And i've mastered the art of "thirst", "salty", and "fuzzy", all the while filling myself and others with cheese, its not the edible type. I even watched two of the Lord of the Rings movies and watched the notebook. I'm not a fan of movies that aren't realistic romance movies, at least the notebook is not to me. I told kyle that i won't believe its possible until i see it myself in the real world.
I have hope to go to Europe or Thailand to learn an art/trade of some kind. and Hope to find the college i want, which means making a decision. And finally i hope to move to maryland the day of graduation. :-)
Its raising money for a mission trip.
By the by, i'm helping 'my other half' mature and learn more responsibility. :-)
So the feeling i could wrap up is hope. IS this hope?
My only challenging classes are A&P and AP English. I have not necessity to be here at BMA other than for the experience. My classes are pathetic really, most are filler classes so i have enough hours to graduate.
So this summer, i've gone to New Jersey beach. I don't know which one.While in New Jersey, i played board games i've never heard of before, ran into the most terrifying ocean/waves not to mention cold waves, bonded with kyle's mama, cooked a meal with her even, i took a shower outdoors, was seen in my towel by the opposite sex, and told a brief and slightly vague life story to kyle. OH and i played shuffle board!!! i became a failure of bowling, a master at conquering defeat. I have plans towards college and living arrangements until college. I was a counselor for a week at Laurel Lake and enjoyed it while it lasted, and became a lifeguard the week before that. I do believe lifeguard training was the hardest week of my life. The two hardest parts was ruling over my fears, and overcoming mental blocks and swimming the laps to pass. Everything beyond that was just doing it and practicing the skills. I took on 2 1/2 jobs this summer (not including LLC for a week) and tried to get to know the people i was living with. I've become a little more comfortable with this girly 'in love' part of me. And i've mastered the art of "thirst", "salty", and "fuzzy", all the while filling myself and others with cheese, its not the edible type. I even watched two of the Lord of the Rings movies and watched the notebook. I'm not a fan of movies that aren't realistic romance movies, at least the notebook is not to me. I told kyle that i won't believe its possible until i see it myself in the real world.
I have hope to go to Europe or Thailand to learn an art/trade of some kind. and Hope to find the college i want, which means making a decision. And finally i hope to move to maryland the day of graduation. :-)
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