And...
You are more beautiful than anyone ever. every day you're the same, you never change.- No never.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
The Fish-Bowl

Thanks to my handy phone, i had the chance to capture a few pictures- i will revisit in the future (no worries).
Above, is a cuttle(cuddle*) fish, which is one of my many nick-names now. I never really knew much about them, nor do i now, however, since i now have seen them and am a little familiar, i pretty much love them. They're not the cutest but are kinda cool. They can change colors, and they are night creatures.
These wonderful/horrible creatures (see seven pounds-a movie) have been a pretty cool entertainment as well. That's really a pink jellyfish by the by. I also saw otters! wonderful cute little otters in the very beginning of the aquarium. I didn't think to take pictures and the camera on my phone would not suffice for such action. I LOVE river otters like nobodies business. I stood and watched them in amazement and walked around and saw more!! It was a beautiful thing. I wish i could just chill in the water with them, they look like such fun. From what i read they were also more on the nocturnal side. I'm okay with that too. :-))
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Morning Inbox
| Don t Give Up | |||
Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do God’s will. Then you will receive all that he has promised. | |||
Effective leaders accomplish seemingly impossible tasks because they never give up. They never buckle under. Despite mounting criticism, intense opposition, and overwhelming obstacles, they persevere with determined resolve. They refuse to throw in the towel. Often, the easiest thing would be to quit. Just give up. Forget about one’s dream and return to the comfort and convenience of mediocrity. Give in to the words of the critics, give up to the opposition, and give way to the obstacles. Simply tuck tail and run away. Great power is embodied in persistence. The race is not always won by the fastest, nor the game by the strongest, but rather by the one who keeps on keeping on, who refuses to give up. Consider the postage stamp. Its usefulness consists in the ability to stick to one thing till it gets there. Race car driver Rick Mears said, "To finish first you must first finish." It is always too soon to quit. One of the most powerful and destructive tools that Satan has in his arsenal is discouragement, the subtle but dangerous compulsion to give up, to quit, saying, "What's the use?" When you are tempted to quit: resist. We must endure in the battle until the evil day is over. We must press on in the face of the temptation to quit. Until the war is over, we must fight to the end. Until the race is finished, we must keep running. Until the wall is built, we must keep stacking bricks. Never give up. Never. The promises of God are always at the end. | |||
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
I think and then my heart won't allow me such things
please just make this go away- complications are unnecessary.
I wake up and wonder how it can be so disturbing that my sleep patterns are out of wack,
pillows will wake me up, or lack of pillows could wake me up
I'm either too hot or too cold
My heart either hurts or my legs itch
My eyes are too puffy or my knees are
"what is love?! baby don't hurt me..what else can I say..." -haddaway
Monday, August 24, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Fifty-Nifty

Fifty little secrets.
Be honest no matter what.
Zero - Who was your last text from?
Carlita
One - Where was your default pic taken?(on myspace/Facebook)
washing DC/At aunt Sandy's house
Two - When was your last kiss?
roughtly at the beginning of summer... prob right before camp meeting..
Three - Have you ever lost a close friend?
yes.... i don't wan to talk about it..
Four - What is your current mood?
joyous- for the nice box, hand-picked rose, and love ( to say the least)
Five - What's your brother(s) names?
Shawn and David
Six - Where do you wish you were right now?
next to a piano listening to Justin play... at a symphony....under the stars on a sail boat with no other..as long as i know... (= .. one day!
Seven - Have a crazy side?
tehee you could say that
Eight - Ever had a near death experience?
possibly
Nine - Something you do a lot?
giggle, and say truth
Ten - Angry at anyone?
nope
Eleven - What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
love
Twelve - When was the last time you cried?
today
Thirteen - Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yes
Fourteen - Who do you think about when you are falling asleep?
depends.
who? depends.. mostly only one certain person but then i decide that Jesus is the better option of the two
Seventeen- Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Vocally- malcom.. texting- CARLITA!
Eighteen- What is your favorite song?
DC* - a beautiful collision
Yo-yo ma... pretty much everything right now
i'm liking jazz music right now too
and this song by sick puppies
Nineteen- What are you doing right now?
this, texting nick, watching tv.
Twenty- Who do you trust right now?
Wow, that's a pretty difficult question, with everything? hmm.. kyle comes to mind...i'd like to say dolly as well but it's been so long.. on other things, depending on what, i could say Justin, prob Liz, and prob. emily
Twenty one- what was your last dream about?
heehee- you don't wanna know. (=
Twenty five- Who are you thinking of right now?
Lizzie
Twenty six- What should you be doing right now?
hmm... it doesn't matter
Twenty seven- What are you listening to?
ACDC
Twenty nine- Who was the last person who yelled at you?
my brother
Thirty - Do you act differently around the person you like?
umm... well i used to get clumsy, and i always forgot my keys and i'd smile a lot
Thirty one- What is your natural hair color?
dark brown
Thirty two- Who was the last person to make you laugh?
liz
Thirty three- Who was the last person to make you sad?
last person... dunno- last thing was career choices and flames
Thirty five- Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Pin straight
Thirty six- Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
not scrumptious..
Thirty eight- Gone skinny dipping this summer?
nope! should I? it's still pretty warm!
Thirty nine- Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
sure do. :)
Forty -Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yess. haha almost did tonight
Forty one - Are you happy with life right now?
eh- glass is half full
Forty two- Are you currently jealous?
no- yes- so i'm told
Forty four - What are you doing Friday night?
well last friday- which was 2 days ago... i was glowing and sad at the same time. Next friday, vespers, meeting people
Forty five- Have you ever had your heart broken?
half broken- no, yea, i've had it broken but not necessarily by a guy
Forty six- Have you ever broken someone's heart?
so i've been told.
Forty seven- Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
yes...
Forty Eight- What are you looking forward to?
sunny skies
Forty nine- How late did you stay up last night and why?
don't know.
Fifty- Does anyone like you right now?
yup- a few from what i'm told..
Friday, August 21, 2009
pshh
If you could, would you hookup with the last person you texted?
never... wait... who was the last person... nope... never
The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
neverland....
What were you doing at ten last night?
talking it up with Liz- she makes me feel better :-)
What was the last thing you drank?
agua
Did you have a dream last night?
i don't think so
When was the last time you cried really really hard?
umm... in about 30 minutes.. i prob might be
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
so i've been told.
What made you mad/upset today?
upset? knowing theres a bunch more people coming and i dont think i care for that too much- that i have no idea what i should do with my life... that this one kid is getting rather annoying, that i need to be okay with certain things and i'm not and i dont know how to fix it or if i really want to. that i really do make excuses for myself and its unacceptable. that i'm not spiritually in tune and that Carly is so far away and that i'm pmsing..
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
of course- i would start one unless i thought it would last
What's something you can't wait for?
to be happy- and to get a puppy!
What's something you CAN wait for?
all these people and hearing my heart break too many times
What time did you go to sleep last night?
something like 11 or 12...
Do you own more than one cell phone?
yes.. only one of them are activated.
What are you doing at this very second?
this.
Girls are bitches, am I right?
some are- some aren't
Are you taller than your mom?
not quite
Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football
When you last got dressed, did you put on your bottoms or your top first?
bottoms
Have you ever poured glue on your hand just to peel it off for fun?
hehe- guilty! :-) math class
How many people do you know with your name?
uh- four or more
Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
definitely at least twice a week (including weekends)
Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.
When are you usually on the phone?
at night
What is the last thing you bought someone?
i bought my brother an envelope, kyle: take 5, and.... i think thats it
What's on your mind?
figuring out what IS on my mind.. and not wanting to know what i might think of
What are you listening to?
the ac running
Do you call it fall or autumn?
depends
Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
nope
Are you texting anyone?
nope
What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
phone, water bottle, bottom of skirt, computer- they're all about the same distance away from me
Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
Yes
How did you start off your day?
rolling over and realizing i have a few hours before i MUST get out of bed
Last MySpace message you received?
from emily..
Do you hate the last girl, other than family, you talked to?
nope
Where are your parents?
in Pa, inside the house prob. vegitating.
When was the last time you had a headache?
yesterday
What's a fact about the last person that texted you?
she's going to SAU and leaving in about 5 minutes
When is the next time you'll see the second person on your top?
dunno... some time
Have you kissed the same person more than 5 times in 09?
yes
Your phone rings, what do you say?
hello?
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
in someones arms i think... that was long ago!
Are you dating the person you texted last?
no
Ever licked someone's cheek?
YES
What do you currently hear right now?
Abby laughing
What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping perhaps
Do you think you are pregnant?
still a virgin!! i 'm not mary!
Do you currently have a hickey?
no- i dont really do on purpose either!
What woke you up this morning?
stupid lawn mower...
Ever kissed someone starting with A?
never...
Can you go in public looking like you do?
duh! i always think i loook good! ;-) jk
Are you an alcoholic?
def not
Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
usually
Ever dated a blond-haired, blue-eyed person?
NEVER
What is your current annoyance?
you
What is something your friends make fun of you for?
how i say on and off
What are you stressed out about?
so much..
When will your next kiss be?
my brother will prob send me kisses next year! so a LONG time from now
Did you ever like someone you know you shouldn't have?
yess.
Who was the last person to lay in bed with you?
first thought is aw... and second one in order to answer the question abby... and no we were not cuddling!
Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
i hope so.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
For Emms
Emily, Kyle, Doll
2. What color underwear/
Pink/white
3. What are you listening to right now?
Mansfield Park
4. Whats your favorite number?
mmm.... first that comes to mind is 27 and 43
5. What was the last thing you ate?
popcorn
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
maroon
7. How is the weather right now?
pleasant, yet cloudy.. a little moist- perhaps...
8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?
Malcom... i think... last person i texted though was MK about 20 min ago.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
whether or not he's trying to hit on me... not cool
10. Do you have a significant other?
perhaps... (= Someone i consider to be significant
11. Favorite TV show?
tough one... bewitched, i dream of jeannie, friends, bones...
12. Siblings?
multiple but my only blood brother is my younger and very loved Shawn.
13. Height?
5ft with a few hairs
14. Hair color?
Some shade of brown
15. Eye Color?
Brown with hints of other colors depending on my mood
16. Do you wear contacts?
nope- my eyes don't like them
17. Favorite Holiday?
Valentines Day would be in the rankings... love is good even if its not towards a significant other
18. Month?
Perhaps April
19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
yuppers- i'm a girl... My apologies to anyone who i have hindered by such tears.
20. What was the last movie you watched?
Shopaholic?
21. Favorite Day of the Year?
I don't think i have one and if i did it would be my anniversary once i have one
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
nope.
23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?
for like a second
24. Hugs or Kisses?
depends on the person- someone i'm close to id go for kisses everyone else, lets keep the hands to thyself.
25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
vanilla.
26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?
what is there to respond to?
27. Who is most likely to respond?
carlita
28. Who is least likely to respond?
Piotr
29. What books are you reading?
Mansfield Park, Dear John, A+P
30. Piercings?
Ears
31. Favorite movies?
.... Beauty and the Beast, Matilda, Beautiful mind (pretty close to tops), Nooma short videos..
32. Favorite football Team?
I enjoy Steelers games and anything i can see from the sidelines
33. what were u doing before this?
undressing
34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
cheddar
37. Dogs or cats?
dogs.
38. Favorite flower?
i used to like cala lillies but now i am not sure again.-its not important enough to make the time to develop an opinion over.
39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
probably- nothing i regret though- nothing that comes to mind
40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
yes.
41. Have you ever loved someone?
Definitely- many
42. Who would you like to see right now?
Emily....I miss her soo much..... :'(
43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
yuppers :-)
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
umm.. no? i wouldnt mind if i had earplugs
45. Do you like to travel by plane?
TRUTH! Jesus really knew what he was doing!
46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Righty
47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Right now three
48. Are you missing someone?
Incredibly... and mult people... two of which i'm tearing up over at this moment...
49. Do you have a Tattoo?
NO THANK YOU
50. Anybody on myspace that you'd go on a date with?
who needs myspace when we've got facebook. ;-) it's all overrated... or at least i'm starting to feel that way. We have cell phones and US postal service for a reason. :-)
Friday, August 14, 2009
Having this unheard of ability (God-Sent) to be loving and understanding while sitting the sidelines.
I love listening to you- about everything you want to say and the things you don't say ( yes, i do pick up on those things too)
Thank You God- it must be pretty cool being him cause he gets to do that all the time- know the things we don't say (both good and not so good).
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Sometimes i feel i'm better off this way but other times the feeling is mutual.. catch my drift? hehe
and sometimes my heart could burst (DC) the heart breaking makes a sound so beautiful...
(FOCUS)- Ford Focus ;-)
Check it- proverbs ( 3:4-5; 4:23-27;3:5,6) and everything else (-:
Say yes to Dean Martin!
Sigh to Dark hair
No cry fests for me
And, once again, I acknowledge that I, Nicole Fisher, am selfish.
You ask what do I want from you?
I want nothing FROM you
Studying is NOT overrated.
There are 31 pairs of spinal nerves
Some lovers try positions that they cant handle
and
Tall Californian Navy Medical Interns lay Cuties (they’re mnemonics)
Its 11:10pm and I am without internet because of the studying and reloading of one webpage that would not load for the life of me.. until an hour ago.
David Crowder calms the soul
TRUTH- once loved always loved; hasn’t proved wrong yet
Less than ten days until the semester is over! HURRAY!! And not hurray for the C I currently hold in A+P…
Apples are Yummy and Naked is expensive
Be difficult- it’ll be a challenge I will overcome!
Saxophones and music are wonderful
I have seen my fair share of cockroaches and frogs in the last few weeks here and neither makes my friends list.
Teaching is cool but doesn’t pay and Dental is cool but is difficult to go to school for… Which to choose….
And thinking of my brother makes me cry… I miss him…
Remember EVERYTHING!!
Prayers for Carol and Beauty. (two people)
Sing me a song, my dear and smiles will follow
Kyle’s bass voice makes me giggle
Comfy beds and cuddling are two fundamentals when I get married or at least the first when I have a place to call my own.
Singing makes a happy heart and hugs calm the nerves- medically proven facts!
Have I created an exhausted list yet?
Many times I would love to make beautiful music
Can’t wait for Sabbath to come… sort of…
Boys are a no-no J yes Katie- I believe it
My mother is so naïve sometimes
I prayed today
Da leaves in a short while to return to Poland
Can/may I stand in the middle of the storm and not be told to go inside?
Stupid icky mood today has me feeling blue- lets hope its just pms
I miss Sergio and Ferguson… and can’t explain what I miss specifically
It’s almost midnight…
Monday, August 10, 2009
Cold Water
GO!!!
1. last cigarette?:
never? candy ones!
2. last beverage:
water.
3. last phone call?
Victoria ...(secret?)
4. last text message
Roxana
5. last CD played:
Yo-yo ma
6: last BUBBLE bath:
about 4-5 weeks ago
7: last time you cried :
2-3 weeks maybe...
8. last meal:
... hmm... what to consider a meal... how about last food consumption... avocado and after that was a protein drink.
SEVEN have you’s:
1. have you ever dated someone twice?:
nope
3. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?:
no :-)
4. have you ever fallen in love?
perhaps... what's that mean anyway?
5. have you ever lost someone?:
hahaha i sure hope not! that would be terribly irresponsible of me.
6.have you ever slept until 2pm?:
PSHH!! yea!
7. have you ever been drunk and thrown up?
nope
SIX things you did in the past three days:
1. Went to the Movies
2. drove somewhere and got lost and had fun doing it
3. Laugh and smiled until my cheek bones hurt
4. Reminisced
5. Read my bible
6. wrote/drew on myself
list FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to –
1. Emily
2. Dolly
3. Kyle
4. .... umm....
5. .....
list THREE favorite colors —
1. Blue
2. Purple
3. White
list FOUR things you want to do before you die -
1. Missionary
2. Get married/raise kids
3. Thank the people who got me this far
4. get dang good resume
This month have you…
Laughed until you cried: hahaha- today
Went behind your parents back?
umm... i dont think so... maybe once?
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
1. Your last kiss?
.... sigh...
2. Gay Marriage?
undecided? no.... probably not
3. Lowering the drinking age?
how about none at all
4. Straight, Gay, or Bi?
Straight
5. Who are the best huggers that you know?
Kyle?
6. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope
7. Is there something you want to tell someone?
Lots
8. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
Hanes
9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
of course
10. What is your current annoyance?
A+P
11. How many kids do you want to have?
2 maybe three
12. Do you want to change your name?
nope
13. Last time you saw your father?
i wanna say maybe 4 years..
14. What did you do for your last birthday?
idk... Kyle came home with me. :-D
15.What time did you wake up today?
4am- that's not normal i promise
16. What were you doing at midnight last night:
sleeping...
17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do:
Travel and learn to cook and bake!!
18. What is your favorite thing in your room?
my heart necklace, bible, water bottle, multiple books
20. Where is your best friend right now?
well i have mult.
2 are in PA
and
one is in Talge Hall
Sunday, August 09, 2009
There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.
1 John 4:18Nice little reminder- yes? Patience and love- a love like a flame that never goes out. (Romans)
I ought to start studying now so farewell, readers or non-readers.
DAN CURTIS I MISS YOU! :-)
Even though my bro doesnt read this i miss him a lot too. :-))
Friday, August 07, 2009
Labeling
Everyone have a good sabbath!
Enjoy the Sun!
Thursday, August 06, 2009
LoveBug
and listen to your comedies (and your tragedies)
See you smile in that half smirk type of way
Years will go by and Patience will still be
Moments with you bring hours of happiness
That of which are incomparable
And I see a lasting smile in that
Even in separate ways, we still mix like detergent in the washer
And my love still grows and still shines
As do I... shine
Forget me not, my dear
And go on in your adventures
I will support you- always
Just be true
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Sunday, August 02, 2009
Occification
No.. I think i might be allergic to oxiclean- if that's possible. i've used it twice now and both times my fingers swell and turn all red... and they feel funny... its kinda cool :-) Maybe i should start wearing gloves or something when i deal with cleaning products.



