Book List
Atlas Shrugged- Ayn Rand
A Suitable Boy- Vikram Seth

Thoughts for the day

What is one word to describe what you want the most right now?
- One Tree Hill 1.2

I will be there for you-always- all i want you to do is ask. I can't come running if you don't ask. Even if i can do nothing else but listen, know i'll be the best listener i can be. -oasis

it's kind of like Jesus when He tells us he's always there we just need to ask for him.

Jesus wants to take all that pain away, the stress, anxiety-everything. He would rather bare it all, rather than watch you go through it. That's what it is like.


Truth is, Reality can be so much better than any of my dreams

I'm in the mood for that rock/alternative music.

"Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?"- Pocahontas.

"if i could break this spell...for longer than forever... :-))" -swan princess

I love you- i do

If School isn't the death of me, you will be

Forgive me for being so forward, good sir

there's a difference between war and justice

I don't want to get into a career that will make me vindictive

The irony is that my number one result today on my career options was nurse practitioner.

As much as i want to be happy with you, i want to be happy without you.

100 things- please don't forget about it

Laugh a little- it makes the world a better place.

Appreciate me even if i'm not your version of perfect.

i want to claim this right now... I started skyping BEFORE everyone else decided it was cool.

Thank you

Good night

PS. Oasis and palm trees.... cowboys and superheroes- xoxo

The Nothings

I'll work hard

Commit myself too

I'm doing well, thank you

Please don't ruin your life with such things...

My heart breaks every time you think such things

Somewhere, I think I had somehow done something wrong

Forgive me

I miss you.... My best friend

I want to move on

You are prince charming, I just don't know if you're my prince charming

I'm glad you're happy, you're just not making smart decisions

Before Bed

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
hair.

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
green

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
not now, i wouldn't. in the far future possibly

4.Do you plan outfits?
sometimes

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
no

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
aromatherapy sensual body lotion from b+bw

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
the second.

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
i don't...

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
yuppers, like 5 new ppl

10. What are you craving right now?
sleep

11. Do you floss? ..
not as much as i used to

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
food, nana ampon

13. When was the last time you talked on aim and who were you talking to?
a few weeks ago i talked to scott and Tyler...

14. Are you emotional?
i can be VERY- watch out for that.

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
no...well..perhaps...

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
yes

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick it.

18. Do you like your hair?
not so much...some days

19. Do you like yourself?
most of the time i can appreciate myself

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
i met someone today that looks like a celebrity!

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
nope...weird texture

22. What are you listening to right now?
A/C running

23. How many countries have you visited?
none.


24. Are your parents strict?
doesn't matter

25. Would you go sky diving?
Yes

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
of course, i could potentially learn something...

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
umm... if we happened upon a random food fight

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
my lotion

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
a type of castle ;-)

30. Do you rent movies often?
no.

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
i don't have math class

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
no, i can't do those things.

33. Do you own a gun?
I don't but there are shot guns in my house

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
of course

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
i was with so many ppl tonight...

36. Brown or white eggs?
hmmm.... what's the difference?

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
YES, those big black gothic pants, nail polish, gloves- that's it

38. Ever been on a train?
If the metro counts

39. Ever been in love?
i don't know for sure.. i know that i love the person

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
yes;

41. Are you too forgiving?
i don't know..

42. Do you use chap stick?
ALL THE TIME

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
sleeping

44. Can you use chop sticks?
umm.... i think i can

45. Ever have cream puffs?
?

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
yep.

47. What was the last question you asked?
Would you drive us home now?

48. What was the last CD you bought?
David Crowder... i think...

49. Boys or girls?
MEN

50. What is your bus number for school?
it used to be 59

51. Is your hair curly?
unfortunately not...

52. Last time you cried?
yesterday for a moment

53. Ever walked into a wall?
no?

54. Do looks matter?
a little

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
no.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
yes

57. Favorite time of the year?
when the seasons change

58. Favorite color?
purple, blue, white

59. Are you sarcastic?
unfortunately...

60. Do you have any tattoos?
no thank you

61. The last person you held hands with?
ugh...

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
if i have one to fall asleep to

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
skip

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
no

65. Do you like your life right now?
It's alright- Jesus is in it so yea

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
daily.

67. What is your favorite animal?
..... too tired to think about it

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
pumpkin spice latte from starbucks

69. Do you have good vision?
15/20

70. Can you hula hoop?
used to compete against Ems

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
yes

72. Do you have a job?
yes

73. Can you handle the truth?
sure, have something on your mind?

74. What are you wearing?
hoodie

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
many a times

Life

I must move past this none-sense with him.... not that anything bad is happening just that i gotta get over it

I am pretty darn good at finding the good guys and knowing off the bat if they could have potential.
I've gone on so many dates, i don't have enough fingers to count them anymore
Seeing 'ahem' only stirs up feelings again that i work so hard to kill during my week....(trails off into thought...)
I found an awesome Jesus spot today along the TN river near a dock (=
Jesus dates are a necessity in my life - especially if I want to stay focused!

A+P s REALLY boring but its nice to have a cool teacher and i like labs (=
I love having Tuesdays and Thursdays available to me.
I FINALLY have a job- in the call center...
i pretty much love wearing my hoodie and socks and drinking naked
I am turning off my phone because i don't want to receive any message of any sort from anyone for 24 hours! ...well i do have to figure out where i'm meeting someone tomorrow... that might pose a problem- so i'll turn it back on to do that.

I really want a dog and ferrets are cool animals too except they're mischievous.

My aromatherapy calms me (=

dean martin, josh groban, michael buble...

Wishes for starry skies and Jesus and I love yous
One more thing, hugs