Post for today

the post for today? Not exciting... Slept, read, cleaned up my room, and chatted for a few min. Yea, a whole bunch of nothingness...I might as well shut my computer off cause thats where my life lays. Nothing to do on the computer either.. Jen. is sick, and Dolly is with her family for Chrismtas break. Oh, and I did try to call Patti trying to find Doll and no answer once again.. I know shes ok i would just like to know where in the world she is and maybe find a new blog to read.. :) So anyway, cleaned my room up a little bit andd let some fresh air flow through it this morning while admiring my artwork of Doll. LOLOL trust me i didn't really draw! It was just some doodling.. hehe I'm going to try to make it larger.. TRY.. I totally need a life, don't ya think? I doodle/draw even though i hate to draw, and that's only cause i'm horrible at it.. No book is going to teach me how to draw with the right side of my brain.. not going to happen.. There's no harm in trying though..

I've got a few projects that need to get finished but I don't feel like dealing with school and I'm hoping to keep it that way for as long as possible. I think there's something wrong with me because i'm usually the one that you'll find in her room working on school work when ever she has time. For the science fair project I need to hand in my draft in by the 13 of jan. ( i think) For Library the assignment is read a book and do a summary and an extra project thing to go along with it (due jan. 5) For social Studies all I have to do is make up some work.. and that's due when i get back. Not much at all just don't wanna work on it.. I'll get to it eventually.. when i'm tired of not doing anything or maybe i'll miss school work..

I wanted to go to the Library today to find a book or something but figured i can try to do that tom. along with picking up my glasses since these contacts are crap.. So Yea, did a whole bunch of nothingness once again.. no excitement, didnt go to emily's cause its too cold to walk out there..
Dolly, where are you?!?!? I need some sort of entertainment!

ok i tried..

I tried to make it work.. it's just not going to do it!! Waa!!! Dolly or Mike needs to help me out here!! SOMEOME!! HELP!! Anyway, The pictures below are pictures from Christmas with my mom's side of the family. Thank goodness i only have one aunt and uncle on my dad's side!! just imagine.. no!! don't!

This is just a picture of a whole bunch of kids and imagine this is only half of them!! the other half of my cousins is in the other living room! 

This is my cousin Chrystal too.. 

This is Aaron 

Aaron tried to be santa this year! he wasnt very succeful because a 6 year old came up to him and said your not real! my brother said your just an old guy dressed up in a santa suit. 

heres Kaitlyn trying on something she got from her grandma 

Doesnt that look yummy? 

trying here.. 

Christmas with the family 

Oh the drama..

Merry Christmas my friends! so far nothing really happened yet.. my mom asked Ilgar and delyara to come over for Christmas after i specifically told her not to invite them over for ne sort of christmas. Christmas was orginally a family gathering in our family. Every holiday so far has been ruined by them. My mom has no respect at all for things that i want.. So she ruines my life.. not one holiday ever not even my birthday has ever went well... sigh.. but life goes on..right?

But anyway, its like 3:00pm now and i go to my grandma's at 4 and guess what else? Ilgar and Delyara are comming with!! sorry but i'm POed.. anywho, i took a walk and called some people to wish them merry Christmas and no one is home.. not to my suprise but.. Called Doll let it ring a few times and then tried to call Erin Hannah.. dolly called me back!! didn't quite catch her though.. sigh.. I saved her message to me though! (im such a geek! ;)) So i have one more hour to do a whole bunch of nothingness.. Just thought I'd post a little bit of something. and by the way, DOLLY i love ya!! Shell i love you too!! miss you guys! Shell, maybe if we are lucky Dolly will come see us! whoohoo!! LOL Lata's think i'm going to take a nap or something.. xoxo

Christmas Eve- Game plan..

It's Christmas Eve and I haven't done anything but anything besides getting Christmas Presents ready.. Tomorrow around 6 i'm supposed to be watching my two cousins, the annoying ones, with my mother dearest...Still wondering how in the world i'm supposed to get this small present to Doll and my mom wants me to go see Ali, matt, and rai on christmas!! come on!! who wants to see their teacher on christmas day?!?! Seriously?! Lol no affense my teachers out there! I love you dearly but I bet none of ya wanna put up with any kid thats not their on on Christmas. But anyway, I did pretty much a whole bunch of nothingness most of the night. I was at my computer, ate a salad, waited for someone to get online or maybe someone to call.. no one.. I called my uncle hes with his friend, Jessica. My auntie is in Canada for the next two weeks, No answer from Kaylee, No answer from Dolly or Patti, Moni was out, Teachers don't wanna hear from me most likely.. Jen went to bed early, Andi is away, Deb wasn't home and she wont be til 2pm tom., and I think thats everyone that I called.. So I waited a little while for Doll face to call. no luck there.. waited a few min.. gave up.. She's most likely either sleeping by 9pm or having some family time or something.. Not too worried bout it.. Shes safe and sound. My dad is at his house, all alone on Christmas Eve and he's not comming over for Christmas this year because my mother and dad are in a fight. So its pointless really...My mom's whole side of the family should be down at my grandmother's house by 4pm tomorrow. We will exchange gifts and hang out for a little while.. Me, be bored to death.. I'll have like 21 little cousins over, not one of them my age and the one thats close to my age, Emily, has been a lil "mean" lately.. Or something of that sort. I got Chocolate for my aunts, only 4 of them on this side thank God! So i have 3 uncles, 4 aunts, 3 grandmothers(1 ofwhich can't come up cause of illness), 21-23 cousins ( a few who i dont know yet..), no grandfathers(all died when i was lil'), 1 bro, 1 mother by blood, 1 dad whos not going to be there, 3-4 dogs with us, all of my cats outside, presents. And in my mind will be everyone i love dearly! Wishing they were with me... One day..sigh.. When I get a house, for Christmas i want everyone that i love with me. But for now, only in my heart..

For the few people who read this these small messages are for you for the end of the year:
Jen. B: sweetie, I love you! I don't want anything ever to happen to you. If only you'd give it to me.. sigh.. God has a plan for you and you have convinced me in some way.. But I wish that he didnt give it to you.. I don't know how long i've known you but you've become very close to my heart and hopefully, you'll come back in the spring! God has given you so many friends who love you as much as I do and have known you even longer than I. All I hope is you have a wonderful Christmas! you will be in my thoughts through out the day.

Jenny S.: (shes most likely not even going to come to my blog but what the heck!!) oh!! Jenny SPICER!! How you have changed! and in a great way I might add!! Lets just say you were the person who lead me to God. You were the one who was my inspiration, you were the one I looked for when going to camp. Except for last year knowing you wouldnt be there...sigh... I got over it quickly though!! Also, keeping in mind, the very Jenny Brown would soon be changing into a Jenny Spicer!! :)) There isn't much to say.. All I can say is that i love you very much and that you have been my idol so to speak for 3 years now! logest ANYONE has ever been something so great to me! Really!! usually I find someone better within a few months or less..YOu will ALWAYS have a special place in my heart and Dolly will NEVER replace you! i assure you!! I PROMISE!! But you both have been great to me in ways you don't know..

Dolly: Now for you!! yes, you are 3rd.. But only because you know how much i love you!! Lets just say you and I have a lot of things in common. YOu and Jenny S. are very special. You have grown on me! I know the moment I was even told about you you were going to be great! But I never thought we would be good friends like we are.. Well at least you are my great friend but i don't know what I am to you. (not like its bad or nething ya know) ;) I don't know what to say that you don't already know.. So i made it short for you! DOLLY, I LOVE YA! I love your voice and your hair too! lol ;)

well.. those are the main three people for now.. maybe more people later.. I don't know yet.. my fingers are sore, my eyes are heavy and I gotta be up in 6 hours.. Merry Christmas ya'll!! God Bless! May God be wit ya'll!! God rules! And Satan is a jerk! LOL

Last Day for this year

Today we Did a whole bunch of activities. Second period class we went to the auditoriam for an assembly in honor of the great Mr. Little who will be going to Iraq, I think in Janurary. Katie, Brittany, and the other Katie Gave Mr. Little a scrap book that included the whole 8th grade!! And student councel bought him a camera so he could take pictures while he is away..We had Cedar Cliff Highschool color guard come in, the administrative person, Mr. Tribbit, Someone from the army and someone else.. We had speaches, poems songs and everything. The whole assembly I managed to hold back the tears but when it was over and I went on stage to hug him and just busted along with the rest of us. Like 1/4 of the 8th grade was up there.. all of my friends came up with me we all hugged eachother and a lot of us were very sad for the rest of the day.. Fyi: i never cry at school.. It just doesnt happen for any reason.. I have to be the strong one.. Well that didn't happen today!! I broke!

Later today we had a spelling and of course i wasnt in it.. We had some good competition this year. a 6th grade and an 8th grader were one of the last standing. The 8th grader won though. SO that was short.. And then came the Volleyball game which i got out of!! yay!!! It was pretty good. I just hung out with my good pal Eric and took pix with him while he video taped..I had people calling for me up and down the ying yang! video tape me! get a picture! can i take a pic? and then there were the girls who have a major obsessity problem or something.. They got all jelous cause i was next to him and he gave me the cam and i didnt get yelled at by ms. Reimer. You see, at the dance, a couple of weeks back, Eric finds out that like 3 girls like him. They followed him everywhere, bugged him like crazy and scared him to death! one even kissed him while dancing with him cause the girls wouldnt leave him be. Finally got away from them too!! i hid him in the bathroom for a while and then one of my other friends backed us up and said he was in the gym and so on.. But anyway, long story.. So Shelby and the crew were all front row for the volley game and Shell had my bunny.. OH! I didn't mention i Brought my bunny with me! the one that mrs. Umphrey gave me last year.. yea.. that one.. Shelby had it for a little while and she didnt wanna give it back! She doesn't know who it was from and she wanted to know badly! I finally got him back after a few min. Shelby wants him.. She can't have him cause he is actually still worth something after everything Mrs. Umphrey has and still is putting me through.. I just cant get over her rudeness period. She was totally rude today and yesterday.. Shes been that way with a lot of people now that i noticed.. Except for the popular and "stuck up" people dare I say.. A lot of my friends too, are now realizing how rude she has became. So.. I dunno.. So, anywho.. I'm going to try to post some pictures.. thats if i can figure out how to get them into links like Dolly can! maybe i'll ask Mike if i ever talk to him! haha Dolly hasnt been online so I cant really ask her..sigh.. Missing her so...

Guess what?

First the more important thing!! I saw Jenny Spicer today!! (aka Jenny Brown) She looks absolutely ADORABLE!!! She looks like shes about 14!! amazing what a hair cut can do!! But i still like her hair long!! Anyway, I miss her a lot!! maybe a little more than Dolly!! Yes MORE than Doll FACE!! I miss everythin' bout Jenny.. her smiles, her hellos, her laughing, her funny ways and just everything!! I dont know! I just miss her! So i saw her today on her cam and was totally happy!a lot lately u havent been doing a lot of smiling..But she sure did make me smile when i came home!!

And in further new, I am on the volley ball team for the game on wednesday! I can't play worth crap but 2 people dragged me off to the leader of the program and told me i'm the last member! They literally dragged me!! So now i'm on a team agains the falculty. (however u spell it!!)
any, gotta talk to that Jenny of mine!! shes awesome!! love ya always!

All day

This mornin' I woke up around 8 and was hopin Doll would call today since she didn't call yesterday..sigh... no luck.. I worked on my Social studies Project today from 8-4 my brain is beat! Then i finished up some christmas cards and a Unity Poem for Mrs. Umphrey. Yea, I decided to give her a lil somethin.. although she wont care. I couldn't just not do something for her for Christmas.. After messing up on that at least 4 times I just made it nice and simple!! The Unity Poem I'm giving her is the same poem I have her at the beginning of last year. Except for now, its a little prettier.. Nothing to be too proud of.. knowing she's not going to appreciate anything i would have given her..with the chance that shes still really pissed off at me.. blowing it off as much as possible! But! theres a but!! she did make my day last week when she sent me a hello through another student. now, the question would be would that be a nasty hello or a nice one. ummn.. now i'm on the phone with my greatest friend in the world! heaven!!!

home for a few

I'm only at my mom's for a few min. to do a few things before I leave.. I'll be at my dads tonight and Sat. and on the weekend i'm going to call my very greatest friend I have, The one and only Dolly!!! Training went well. Got my password and I guess i have to stay now.. so.. yea.. I also am working on a christmas project yet!!! ahh!! and i still have to do my social studies project. Joyous! anyway.. i gotta get this stuff done! lata ya'll! xoxo

In training

oh boy!! I'm waiting to be trained today with the rest of the apple core. This is because Ms. Reimer wants me to stay and I told her it was her decision. She decided she wanted me to stay. I didnt wanna have to go if she needed me for some reason. She is now explaining to us that some people will have to leave and if they don't they'll be very bored and will have to behave.. anyway... i have to do a safe boot.. back later! love ya dolly!!

OVERWHELMING!!!

OMGSH EVERYONE!! GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?! ahh!! C'mon guess!!!! well, DOLLY is in Virginia as i type!!! Everyone, be prepared for a totaled explosion tomorrow of me talking none stop bout her!! hehehe! Good news, she has made it to the states safely! bad news: after flights got canceled and graduations missed! sigh.. But I just called her and talked to her! how exciting!! although, with all the excitment and stuff i totally forgot my phone manners!!!! :'( it went something like.. hello? is Doll there? HI!!! how are you!?!? are u in the states?!?! answer.. yes and is this nikki?? i'm thinking.. oh geez.. phone manners nicole!! Dont forget about them! lol But talked to her for only 3 min.. sigh.. she was really tired.. and she had a long day.. read her blog too!! she told me she updated it.. and she must have just done it cause i've been looking every couple of min. since i touched the computer!!! I was hoping to get some sort of sign that she is safe, and she is!! All is well from what I was reading and heard.. no worries! and guess what my friends! you guys can't have her but i'm willing to share.. as soon as i get to see her first!! hehe

Anyway, I did find her number! It was laying behind my desk!! and I'm glad I looked there too!! I was totally spazing for the last few days since I couldn't find it.. I came home just to look for it!! I got yelled at and guilt tripped and everything.. It was soo worth it!! you wanna know why? Because now I can stop spazing, because i can call her, talk to her, see whats going on, and hear her voice!! oh! and add her to my phone book on my phone!!! It was a really exciting night after the long, long day! I can now sleep soundly knowing that she is fine. I thought i wouldnt be able to last the rest of the week if i didnt find her number! So now i'm good! its all good!! and better yet, I might even get to chill with her for a lil while!! oh yea!! not keeping my hopes up though because my mom said she'll think about it if it is ever going to be possible.. BUT I know i she will say yes the only other issue would be getting her here.. and its not going to be hard to convince my mom to say yes either.. (thats wat i'm hoping) because i have been talking about no one else but her since i came home in July!! no! JUNE!! yea.. june.. So my mom knows her fairly well.. She knows shes very independent, responsible, a councelor at camp, shes 22, very pretty, excellent voice, Sorta lives in Poland, shes someone who i talk about to my mom a lot, my mom knows what she looks like from pictures.. She knows shes short, sweet, very loving (obviously!!), I totally love her!! OH! and I'm eating only because of Dolly.. and i think my mom is liking that idea.. not like she really cares but she said she did at one time.. but i never know with my mom. I almost forgot to say.. I told my dad she was coming to the US and might be in Pa and he immediantly says that its ok if she comes over to the appartment instead of the house which smells like scank and looks like crap.. He said that, because He likes personality and that she loves me apparently, that its ok to use the appartment! i'm thinking! wait a minute here i never said she'd be comming to visit!! I just said shes coming to PA. but then after i think about it for the last couple of weeks i've been bragging and bragging!! so.. Exciting.. With my luck though, i doubt she'll be able to actually visit and stay.. If only I had a car.. but its about 9:30 now and i should be getting ready for bed because i wanna be able to get up on time to catch the bus. I've been soo tired that I slept in at least 3 times so far and had to have my dad or Ilgar take me to school..
For tomorrow, day 5 on my cycle schedule i have apple core so i will be trying to blog then if not sooner. Tomorrow night I will be at my dads and i will be able to call dolly after 7pm cause thats when it doesnt cost my mom anything! So maybe i'll call Dolly tomorrow.. and i'm not planning on being on the computer unless I'm at the library tomorrow night..What is my schedule for tomorrow anyway?hmm... Computer, Math, Science, Apple core, music, spanish, lunch, social studies and then Lang. arts. OH lookie! computer class is first! if i get a chance after my powerpoint draft thingy is done i might be able to blog then.. xoxoxo lata dudes and dudets! Tonight has been very exciting! the 5 min. of chit chat has been a major highlight of my day today and tomorrow! Doesn't Dolly feel special or what?!?! Even my friends who almost always hate everyone else i talk about and can't wait for me to shut up about them are actually interested in meeting this Dolly who sounds so great! I know Shell and Kaylee wanna meet her! It all depends on Dolly and what she wants to do. I can just say it would be totally great to see her! and more great if she meets my "friends" she might be shocked about who i hang out with during the day.. i dont know.. but it'd be fun to do some more bragging! i love to!

These are pix of a few of my friends.. At the bottom right is Keri, the next person up is kelsey then monica and christina and then kaylee and me sorta just hiding... latas for now 

library today

In Library- last mod rightn now.. we are working on the laptops and almost all of them are busted from all of our 8th graders. I'm still waiting for a call from Doll since I haven't found her number yet.. sigh.. I"m soo bored..My very special friend is having some self image issues and I just don't know what to tell her.

Thought I'd blog before I leave today... I'm going home on my dads bus and then probably hit the library. After that i'll be going home. Dolly!! call me please and thank you!! i can't check my mail to i get home so i dont know if u said any thing yet.. You didn't update your blog yet so i supose u haven't been to a computer yet. Loves to my girls! latas! xoxo

puter class

Here in puter class only 2 min. left of the mod. Tonight i'll be going to my dads cause of an appointment after school and then I'm going home to hopefully find dolly's Number still laying on my desk. That's if Shawn or my mom didnt pick it up and either move it or throw it away! fingers crossed!! Ok! lata! loves to Doll! Call me my Sweets! ;)

at school

I'm here at school right now and doing a whole bunch of nothingness. I'm patiently waiting for my dear Dolly to arrive in the states tonight. exactly 10 hours 45 min. and 40 sec. left according to this room's clock. I am in Apple Core, my present eco for days 2 and 5. Everyone is playing on computers also doing a whole bunch of nothingness. This is why i'm dropping out of this class at the end of the markinging period. Although, I am going to hate leaving Ms. reimer and my friend Eric here all by themselves. I will feel really bad for Ms. Reimer cause she has to put up with him for a whole 45 min.! So i'm here blogging since I can't view my website!! stupid filting system!

Oh, by the way, i am next door to mrs. Umphrey who hates both Eric and I now. On Friday I asked for a picture of her and she tells me know.. but I can clearly understand why. But i wanted to add her to my scrap book that i'm creating on my computer!! Also, i still haven't gotten over the whole issue yet. I don't think I can. just a fyi for the few of you who do care or look at this site! Anyway, i should be going pretty soon because this mod is over at 11:05 i still have about 2 hours and 55 min. left of the school day and then I'm off to a eye appoint ment at 5. and around 6:50 I have to be back in the building but in the band room for the concert at 7:30. and 5 min. after the concert starts Dolly lands in the states!!! whoohoo!!! yay!! yes!! OK i gotta go now!

Home at last

For the weekend I had decided to go to Maryland for the weekend. After getting there we headed straight for Chris' house(my auntie). we, Tim, my dad, and I had spent the afternoon putting some edging stuff around my auntie's apartment. So while Tim and dad were working on the sabbath, i was on my aunts bed reading a little. Since i didnt have my bible with me i was stuck with my school book.. I didn't really want to read but didnt want to work either so I chatted with Dolly on my phone for a little while. Trust me I didnt call her!! Geez can u imagine what my phone bill would be?!?! Sorry Doll, dont love you that much!! ;) jk After they were more than half way through, it was almost sunset and so I decided that i could start getting ready to help them. I wasnt much help but after they had finished with the last 2 walls I cleaned up and put all the furniture back the way it was. My dad and uncle Tim were very tired about time they finished and wanted me to hurry up!! How can I hurry when I'm cleaning?!?! I mean i LOVE to clean when it's not my house!! Tech. my mom's but.. you know! About another 25 minutes past and I'm not satisfied yet with what I had cleaned. now, while i'm cleaning my dad is rushing me to get done and Tim is telling me to let MY AUNTIE clean it all up!! now as I had said before, i was taught to leave something the way it was givin to you. (something like that) IO got all the sawdust cleaned up, straightened up her bed frame thingy, put all its furniture in its place, and cleaned up the bathroom. Didn't wash any dishes, Didn't vacuum or dust! I wasn't too pleased.. I dont like leaving my work not done to my expectations. no, actually i change my mind. I HATE leaving it not done to my satisfaction. My dad told me we had to go cause he was beat and wanted to sleep and we hadn't eatin dinner yet. The three of us went to my grandma's/Tim's house to stay for the night. Got there, ran to the puter woke it up and asked tim to get me onto some sort of thing where i could sign in too. did u know there could be a puter inside a puter? Amazing! My grandmother then woke up. She had called me out saying why didn't I go to her first? I'm thinking, how did u know that i was even there? cause my dad went to my uncles room with him. NOw, i thought she was sleeping when i came in. We talked for a little while then my dad came out and talked with her for a while while i went back into the puter and looked at doll's blog, cheked my mail and imed Dolly. A little while had past and we still hadn't eatin yet and decided we'd go out to eat! YUM! I dont know where we went but where ever we did go it was yummy! The only problem was what to eat that wouldnt be too much but not too less. YOu know what i mean? Finally decided on a filet of some kind. I ate.. steak, mash potatoes, a BIG salad, 2 glasses of ice tea and a piece of bread. It doesnt sound like a lot but it was!! I ate it all too!! For you DOll!! I personally wasn't hungry to begin with. I couldnt have munched on a salad and i would have been satasfied. But i can't do that. For two reasons, for ppl to stop complaining and worrying ect. and for Dorothy Ann Porawski. I could have easily just eating the salad and told Doll i had eatin more. but no.. Can't do that... not too good of a lier.. lol Finished DiNNER!!! whoo hoo!!! Didn't get sick either!! whoo hoo!!! oh yea!!

Sunday morning i was awake around 6 but i dont think i got up till maybe 8 because my AUNTIE came over!! by then everyone else was awake. I had gotten dresssed and was in the middle of putting some foundation on. (watever u wanna call it kris and DOLL!!) I turn around and Chris is at the door just about to walk in and i leap off from the couch and pretty much strangle Chris. Good morning!! lol She had brought me drawing stuff and a book to read!! JOY!! more books!! lol The team imediantly got to work on my gram's new bed that my dad got for her. A hospital bed!! It was heavy!! i got marks to prove it!! it got dropped on my arm while fixing a wheel!! ouch! But anyway, wat did we do? hmmn.. Got the bed together in place and went to home depot with auntie to get some stuff to move it again. When we returned everything was done. NO need for the moving men things. The rest of the day I chilled and then got punished for taking my camera to maryland. My mom told me not to take it to school. She never said not to take it to Maryland!! I some how managed to get out of that! Dont know how and i'm not going to ask!!

Finally!! around 6pm I get home to my own computer!! Guess what? Raquel was on the puter! YOu never see her on. and when u do you might, if your lucky, be able to chat with her! mission accomplished!!! yay! I only had a chance to talk with her for maybe 10 minutes. After that, it was homework time! It wasn't too hard since i Knew what my h/w was off the top of my head. I only had to look for and find the definitions to 20 words. not hard! Then came the word search that is hard! Word searches make my eyes hurt!! Next was spanish home and thanks to Christina she had reminded me about it!! I thought I only had ss and violin to do! I was wrong.. Spanish was next and she needed help. Her and I worked on Spanish together and Got my 10 sentences done in a jiffy! Mentally organize myself was next up!! while doing that I multi tasked and took my shower and brushed my teeth!! I have skill! ;) So next i think I might pick up a few articles of clothing and put my school work away! BIBLE TIME!! Then bed!! YES!!! something i really NEED!! SLEEP!! ok ya'll night!

Away for the Day

In maryland right now, at my grandma's place with my uncle just hanging out.. My dad and I came down so he could work on my auntie's floor. Yes, I know, on the sabbath.. I can't do anything about it. But my dad and uncle got that done today and I cleaned the place up after they said leave it for Chris to do. She ditched us and she deserves it. Is it not right to leave something the way you found it? I mean that's what i was taught. She has a wonderful lil apartment. It is so cute!! if only i took pictures.... Oh well...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIE!

today, i took a picture of Christina and Kelsey!! arent they cute?!!?! Christina, is the one that looks funny!! you know with her hair and her hands and her tounge?!? and Kelsey's probably thinking what is wrong with you girl?!? lol love ya!

I turn to you has been proven

This morning When i woke up knowing my Dolly, the great friend she is would be online. We had a good talk about the deal with Mrs. Umphrey. As ya'll know, I've been pondering about how I should go about it and what to do. Well, She has helped me a lot! Dolly, i mean! Not mrs. U. lol But she explained and helped me, well, I'm not quite sure exactly.. She said to just blow it off. mainly cause it's been such a long time.. After she gave me things to think about like was i just trying to get revenge? Is there a reason why she said what she did? Would it help to "tell on her now?" What would it do? really? So I have decided that I will be talking with someone but it really wouldn't matter if i were to go the princible or even for my mom to call..(theres much more to it)

The reason why I say that the song is proven is because, as it says in the song,"When I'm lost in the rain,In your eyes I know I'll find the lightTo light my way.And when I'm scared,And losing ground,When my world is going crazy,You can turn it all around.And when I'm down you're there- pushing me to the top.You're always there,giving me all you've got.For a shield from the storm,For a friend, for a loveto keep me safe and warm I turn to you.For the strength to be strong,For the will to carry onFor everything you do,for everything that's true I turn to you. "

now tell me if i'm wrong, for those of you who do know Dolly in one way shape or form, SHELBY, now isnt this true? well, shelby knows shes incredibly sweet and nice and tries to help in every way possible! So Dolly, I'd just like to thank you for your help, kindess, and counseling. i love ya!

Decision made..

This is for the few of you who know: After the two days of fear, and worry my mom had finally made her decision with "the paper." you know the one with the very long talk and then getting taken out of gym and then mr. mcClymont and another person? yea well my mother decided no because she doesn't want the few people that would be involved to "know." Now for those of you who don't know it's not anything to be concerned about and not anything I really want to discuss but lets just say I must have issues and Teachers either hate me or like me friends either are putting me down and out or trying to get something out of me.. And I'm trying to find my real friends while being in this situation. Lets just say, I have much thinking to do but haven't had the time to do it really.. And in a way i'm afraid to really listen to myself, afraid i'll breakdown and my mom will catch me and then she'll ground me for crying and then theres the whole routine thing!! So i'm not going there!! and if i was grounded from puter that means NO Dolly, Christina, Jen, Jenny, or Auntie.. So thats not goin to happen!! lol and then thers the homework thing that pretty much requires me to use my puter.. so..yea!! i'll stop now!! (feel like im complaining.. lol) hehehehe Anyway, As i said b4 Today was Matt's birthday i gave him a call when I got up along with talking to Doll b4 she went to bed..good thing I woke got up when I did!! :)) now i'm going to talk to my very good friend Christina!! She has been by my side a lot lately! I am starting to figure out who a couple of my friends are. She got my back!! wuv ya! tootles!

Finally!!

It's finally the weekend!!! whoohoo!!! no more school!! No more teachers! No more councelors!! No more Sat!!! This week seemed as if it'd never end!! I mean in the beginning of the week, on tuesday, A teacher had called me up to be spoken to. You see, I had sent an e-mail to her telling her how I felt and asking her a few questions hoping for some answers in my confusion. We had had a small "fight" so to speak. It wasn't a big one but I thought I might want to share it with her while i had the courage since she had told me her feelings the week before. Wednessday- Test day: In the morning I had a computer test on my typing skills.. got an 90% on that.. Next was the math quiz! I think I did well on that one.. IT was on algerbric expressions and so on. After Math class I had Science class. In science we didn't do too much. I think we watched a movie with Bill Nye the Science Guy. After the movie we got our writing promt told to us. The question is What would happen if our poles were to change and how would it affect our seasons? Being hit with a million questions going off in my head I get to my computer when I get home and start researching! Find not too much. (Get back to this later) After Science I have my ECO, Apple core. Apple core is like a group of computer kids who go around the school fixing the computers since the teachers arent smart enough with the technology. So we are assigned to halls, 6th 7th and 8th grade, looking for issues. The remaing of class would organize carts, find updates on software, install stuff, check for laptop problems, and find answers to questions that teachers have asked our teacher earlier in the week. Next came music!! Oh joy!! mrs. Boyer!! lol ;) Test time again!! we had a test on Motzart. Like his whole history or something. After to class periods of dealing with her we had Mrs. Madaffari, The cool teacher! Spanish class, usually my favorite class on the odd days. (1,3,5) Anyway, we did the usual. We practiced conjugating -ir, -ar, -er verbs. Not too hard... There went most of my day. After Spanish came lunch! my all time favorite!! Do nothing time!! my time!! and then Gossip time...After my visit with the teachers with my friends tagging along, We headed for the lunch line - about time we get there there isn't much of a line left. Ate a little bit of a lunch.. Next came History, the class I don't like... I mean I like to learn but not about my teacher's history. Sat through a class of that took a few notes on a few things got homework and was told that there would be a quiz comming up, my projects due on the ninth and so on.. The rest of the week went as usual. Class to class. And before lunch went to through the halls finding stuff to do teachers to chat with. you know.. Thursday though, I got a talk with some counselors. not a biggie i guess.. Went home, had a long talk with my mom.. yea, same routine.. when it comes to my school interfering with home.. or some sort of small problem that my mom makes a HUGE deal out of.. wel.. I dunno.. For those of you who do know what I'm talking about I dont have to explain. So went to school Friday, the first person that comes up to me is the person who talked with me the day before. asked a few questions and on with my day I went. Got home, called my dad. Did my homework, chatted.. Oh did i mention that on thursday i wasn't allowed to do my homework?? yea!! My mother said I wasn't allowed to do it!! and then told me i was getting takin out of that school and i'm going to be put into BMA asap. Exciting but not.. Anyway, chatted with my Auntie about the science question! and she finds me answers!!! She's a genius!! lolol She calls me up within the next min all excited about this question because she is interested or something like that. I mean she NEVER calls!! but then no one calls for me unless they need my help with something.. that's if they can't get to the puter. Now, it's Friday night, my sabbath, and my mom comes in and says we have to go out and get a camera for my candles. I'm thinking, Mother dearest, It's friday for heaven sakes.. Well i know my mom she doesn't care what day it is if she wants something she has to get it right then and there.. So i didnt reject.. Also thinking, well It IS a camera!! whoohoo!! but then, It's Friday my sabbath has already started.. Ended up leaving around 8pm!! got bak around 9.. thats a little late to be out I think.. well, shopping anyway.. Now being the seventh day adventist christian I am I try not to do anything that I shouldn't that my mom hasn't told me to do. So we get to Walmart, shawn with us and he sees a car and we tell him he can't right now when he leaves with us he can ride in it.. So he throws a huge tantrum. Now, embarrased enough to even be out with my mother shawn add's to it. His tantrum is like a show. there is people among people staring at us and I'm there with my mom trying to get him to stop.. after the next 10 min. I give up and walk away... I'm like mom its up to you now!! you raised this freak! My lil bro, is very deceaving... Looks arent everything!!! he may be cute but he's a devil!! So my mom is getting him calmed down or whatever.. She finds me and We pick a camera out.. leave.. now, i'm home and she wants me to install it and take pictures of the candles all in the same night!! so i don't get to bed till almost one.. not good.. Didn't read my bible, didnt get my homeowork done before sunset, and didn't read my other book.. this is wat happens when your world practically revolves around your mothers schedule. So it gets installed and so on and it looks pretty nice!! here's a picture of one candle.. i'm going to try to post it.. can't promise anything though.. I'll have to ask Doll what to do.. BTW i love you Dorothy!!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW!

Searching and searching

Last night I went to my dad's house knowing that my doll won't be online anytime soon.. So before my dad came to pick me up i tore apart one side of my room in search of nail polish that Caroline had givin me over the summer and had lost it a week after I had returned. Yes, I'm still looking for it!!! I feel really bad about losing it right after she had given it to me.. So after putting my dresser back, folding up all my clothes and placing them in the proper droors, rearranging my glass dolls and making Erin's present she gave me the center of attention over there instead of it just sitting in a corner, just sorta set there.. So i made that pretty.. And I moved my Vanity back and then i took apart my closet and reorganized the top of that.. The OPI wasn't in any of those places!! and a couple of days ago or maybe last week, My mother and I took my mattress off my bed and organized everything under my bed.. well, reorganized... suprisingly!!! NO opi there either.. and a couple of weeks before that I took everything off my computer desk shelves, nothing!

So when my dad finally arrived here I was just putting my beautiful new gloves away and my winter coat back in the closet. Got out the things I would need for the next day and headed to hi house. When we got there I crashed on his bed and he got ready for bed and said i could get a movie off the on demand thingy.. We decided upon the movie Walking Tall. IT was a movie about a soldier returning from war and his hometown had totally changed and he didn't like it. I don't quite know.. But after the movie i decided to snack a little before going to sleep.
When I woke up this morning, it was around 8:30am.( slept in!! yay!!) I asked my dad what his plans were and he said that we were going to come back home this morning so he could work on my mother's van. Turns out my mom got Brenda and Art's to do it for her. Meaning my dad didnt have to!! So I asked him if we could go to the library, then the mall and maybe Michaels to get a few supplies for a christmas project which might not happen. around 1 we left for the Library and got me a library card!!! whooo hoo!!! oh yea!!!! Picked out 4 books for my report thats due in Jan. Then we both went to the mall got lunch and then headed off to the store to get the rest of Doll's present!! yay!!!!! :)) :)) Very excited!! After that, went into Sears to get my dad his 5th rice cooker he's owned!! you see, every cooker he has owned in the past, he has given away to a friend or family member for their own use.
We never went to michaels because I was too excited on starting these books! and yet i havent opened them and havent gotten much further than page one! So i gave up and went for a short bike ride around the neighborhood before comming home around 4. Got home, Checked mail, imed Doll ( not there anyway), looked at her blog and then got shot with a billion ims when i signed onto aim! Kelsey was one of the only i responded to though because I needed her opinion on Doll's gift. Sent a pic of it to her and she tells me that its really pretty but I'm still insecure about it cause I come to not like it all that much and where will whe put it? and what if Mak gets hold of it just like her puter cords?! Looking at it a little longer admiring my the chosen one, hoping she will like it. Knowing she will say yes when she does get it!! I just wish i could give it to her in person instead of through the mail!! sigh... oh well... anyway! now, i must go because I want actually get further than the first page in my new book!!! exciting!! lata!!

BY the way!! Today is Rachel Solomon's and Shelby Daniel's birthday!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAI AND SHELBY!!! Love ya both much!!!! see ya later lil sis! xoxo

Waiting

Doll is not home this weekend and I am patiently waiting for her to return. I have Checked every couple of hours since i got home until around 2am there. So far she has gotten these foods made: Including:2 pumpkin pies, 2 apple pies, 2 cherry crumb pies, 1 peach pie and banana bread. and she quotes, "The salad is soaking, the stuffing is drying, potatoes are peeled and boiled and the dough for dinner rolls is rising as I write. " So I think all she needs is the Turkey and she'll be picking it up tomorrrow for her thanksgiving in Polad with about 45 people comming. So it should be super! and believe it or not, She has cooked all of this!!!

So as I wait for her to return I occupied myself today by going with my dad for the day and then later on I went with my good friend, Christina, to the mall to do some Christmas shopping!!! I only had an hour though... so I didnt do much.. We went from one end to the other very quickly trying to stop at the stores we knew we had to go to. I ended up only getting two people their gifts! Not enough time to get all ten!! My original plan was go from the first person to the last person on the list but that didnt happen. and originaly my mom wasnt on that list but somehow she got on it!! and suprisingly she was the first person to get something so far!! shocker!! SERIOUSLY!! I promised myself this year not to get her anything because she never appreciates it. so... But anyway!! I got Dolly something!!!! Very, Very pretty too!! I still want to get the second half of it though.. So, i'm thrilled! I can't tell though!! SSSHH!!!! Don't tell DOLLY!!! lololol and i asked my dad what he thought and we dont ever agree on anything cause of our tastes, he said he really really liked it! so even better! So I picked up both my mom and Doll a gift and went to hallmark with Christina and I bought a pack of christmas cards then too. And then, that was hard because there were too manY to choose from!!!! it was between pooh bear, santa, a grl sitting on santa's lap and saying something like...I have a lawyer and if u dont get me everything on my list, my lawyer will be contacting your lawyer and we will have a problem.. well that was the jist of it.. and then there was a set of cards that had a snow man and he was saying i hate that kid. The snowmans nose was in his butt. and then there were those umn.. i can't think!! precious moment cards!! those were really cute!! So I ended up not getting any of those and my friend chose a set out for me cause I couldn't make up my mind. So while i was in there, Christina was trying to get a hold of her mom to tell her what time to pick her up and then i decided to call my mom to see if she'd pick me up later on than from what my dad wanted to pick me up at. But that didn't happen. so after going into hallmark We went to go eat something cause neither one of us ate yet. And yes Doll, I ATE!!! lets see here what did i eat? Mcdonalds: Fries and a double cheeseburger. (not the healthiest) and btw I went back down to 95... sigh.. I was trying soo hard!!! grr.. If you guys havent heard yet, I am trying to gain weight for Dolly here because she thinks I dont eat at all.. which I wont talk bout! lol ;) So while eating we tried to call Christina's mom again and we couldnt get ahold of her so one of Christina's friend's mom's picked her up. So then my dad came about 5 min. later.. good timing! So after I had left there Dad wanted to take me to walmart before it got too late to pick a coat out. By this time, i'm pretty tired. It's between rushing around and shoving food down my throat in order to make Doll happy.. ( not complaining!!) lol So my dad picked a coat out for me and i made him hold my purse so i could see what it looked like on me.. but then we couldn't find a mirror so he was walking around with my purse in one hand and my scarf around his neck. Very manly! We found the mirror and I was like, yea I like.. Now, that i look at it it is white and it has fur around the hood. fake of course!!! long story short, when I got home I tried it on to take a better look at it and it doesnt look half bad!
After getting home I logged on and looked to see if Doll had updated her blog since she had left. Luckily she has!! her first one had to do with an addition in the family!! Her Aunt Lori had a baby!! CONGRATS!!! So right this second i'm looking at the pictures because they were up earlier.. this is quite an experience for me because i have never seen a baby some what just born. Never been in a hospital to see a baby born never visited a hospital because of a baby and never seen anyone in labor.. so pictures are exciting! not as good but still exciting!! The baby's name is Gemma! Very close to my cousin's name Gem.

Anywho it's getting late and i was finishing up some work for social studies.. sigh..but i'm finished for the night.. xoxoxo ps: OK i bet you guys are all thinking omg nicole is soo obsessed.. all i have to say is i'm like this with all ya guys and you can't change that!! monica i'm like this with you to emily, shelby and kaylee i talk about you guys to everyone!! well almost everyone.. lol and all my other friends i talk bout all of you to family and how great u guys are to me and stuff! and how my mom loves you guys and how everything so dont even start!! lol anyway i'm now talking with a friend trying to understand something.. loves!!!

Thankful

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone! I would just like to say how thankful i am to have all the friends that God has given me. I'm thankful for everything God has givin' me good or bad. I think about the war in Iraq and how the soldiers there are dieng every day to keep us free. How they protect us so we don't have to wake up each morning wondering if our children will be safe. I thank each soldier for their courage, especially Mr. Ted Little who will be going off to that war very soon!

Individually, I want to thank Amy C. for her kind words to me every day and howmuch you love me. You are an awesome friend to have and I couldnt and wouldn't ask for more. God has once again blessed me with a friend like you! I only can hope that you and I will never forget how Great he is and our special friendship we share.
Dolly, now for you!!!!!!! Dolly you'll always be my great friend!BFFI love you very much! God's fingerprint has definitly touched you! You, to me, is the greatest friend in the world! lol Beauty is not always shown on the outside but your beauty is definitly in your heart and mind!! And we all know your gorgeous Cause how can u explain all these hotties that you are surrounded by!?! I'm blessed with so many things you have done for me without u realizing it. You brighten my day everyday!! and you always manage to do it NO MATTER how horrible of a day i have had. A smile from you is just enough to let the world know that God is in you and that u care. Your ways express your gentleness, patience and lovability to everyone! OH! and your humor! we can't forget that! KOCHAM CIE!
Laura, yes you. yours will be short as always because of obvious reasons! I want you to remember how unique you! HOw you teach differently from the other teachers but I still love you and students still like you for you personality! You are a great councelor and u can see that I bet with the students who come with me to see you and the students who see you afterschool even! YOu are the only teacher that i know of that gets gifts at school on their birthday!!! Special? I THINK SO!

Over all, I'm very thankful for everyday. God has given me breath so i can glorify his name and be able to be with my friends everyday!!!

SO EXCITED!!!

Today, right after lucnh, there is an all call for Nicole Fisher to please report to the office. Not panicing, knowing i never get in trouble with the office, start walking towards the other end of the building, where the office is. Mrs. Solomon stops me, saying I've been looking for you ALL day long!! when i need you I cant find you! I'm now thinking, why would she need me? She explains that when i was over I was looking at Matthew's pictures up stairs and Mrs. S can not find them now. She was asking me to reassure her that she was not going insane! So I did so. I told her that if i'm not mistaken they should still be up there unless Matthew, being the kind of person he is might have lit them on fire or got hidden under a pile of papers. So She should go look in his room when she gets home. Reassuring her again, Mrs. S, you are not insane!! I promise!! So anyway, when i get down to the office I have to wait for the guidence couselor! I'm now panicing!! You see, on Friday, I blabbed a little bit to my science teacher, Mr. Tribbitt, about some of my home life.. I told him about how my dad is sick and my mom has a b/f and so on.. As i was waiting for my dad to pick me up from school, we had a small innecent chat. So it seemed. After I left his room and got home, I find out today that he was worried sick about me the rest of the evening!!the couselor told me he almost called her at her house because he was SO worried.. I'm sorry mrs. Ribbitt! So when i arrive in her office she starts asking a lot of questions. Trying to answer as honestly as possible withought getting anyone in trouble, including myself. So anyway, i was really nervous about all of this!

OMGSH!!!!! When I got home today Doll, the great person that she is, sent me an im as soon as I got home!! She says, "I have a suprise for you" Impatiently, i accepted what ever it was she had just sent me! My window gets larger!! Screaming now, realizing what it is, I'm saying, "NO!!!! OMGSH!! DOLLY, I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!" so for the next like 5 minutes im jumping, screaming and doing little dances! Dolly has just made my whole week much brighter!!! Forgetting everything that i was taught today, ignoring my auntie's e-mail(which i NEVER do) and totally not wanting to send Mrs. Umphrey an e-mail about some stuff that I wanted to tell her!!! And BETTER yet, Kris is there!!! although he wasnt sitting right in front of the cam I did get so see him too!!! You guys know how i've been bragging about how Dolly's friend Kris is soo HOTT?!?!? well, he turns out not being as Hott as he looked when i saw him in the pictures- But then, keep in mind, it is like 10pm there!! who in this world looks good at 10 o'clock at night?? i mean seriously!! i dont look good all day long much less at 10pm!! I also got to see this scarf Doll has been talking about and trying to finish for ever now! She has finally finished it and its now around Kris' neck!! Very exciting suprise!!

In other news, today i wore my very pretty white sweater, the same one that Mrs. S has today! I agree, it does get annoying after a while having every person that passes you walk up and PET you!! I mean, I'm not a dog!! but i do like the attention... lol :)) So anyway, I think it was monday that i asked mrs. Fodness for a Christian cd and today she hands it to me and right after class i rush to my locker and place it in the top part of my locker. So when i go to violin lessons (btw thanx to Doll i think I did really well on my tests for the concert!) at 2:15 i pack my stuff, not thinking about the cd what so ever and head down to the band room. After my lesson was over at 2:45, which is when we get out of school, I get on the bus and we go home! when i get home Dolly ims me and that suprise happens!! yay!!!! :)) But anyway, I remember, when i get home and one of the only things i did manage to remember when Dolly imed me, was the cd mrs. fodness let me borrow!! And I forgot it!! stupid me...

Feelin loved

First, Lets start off by sayin' Happy birthday to my two girls, Laura and Sarah! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! This morning I managed to get 3 clases to sign Laura's birthday card in 20 minutes!!! impressive!!!! 3 whole classes about 28 people per class!! I think thats prettty impressive!! lol :))

So today, I recieved a very sweet e-mail from my math teacher. My math teacher is very awesome! She is really starting to grow on me!! Anyway, she said little things like how she really takes to heart when and what i e-mail her almost everyday unless i'm extremely busy. She had said a few things that had really meant a lot to me and I wanted to share it with everyone because today was another one of those "lonely" days so she really made me feel special and she made my day!! Although I'm still hoping to hear from Doll... And i just got an IM from her!!funny! :))

Tonight I'm hoping to start a few of my Christmas projects and unfourtanitly only a couple of my friends are getting presents.. sigh.. Short on money this year... And, my friends, no, i'm not getting any of the teachers presents!!! well... at least i'm not planning on it unless i can't resist.. lol ;) But, Before all that i have to find my mom's keys and try to straighten up the house a little bit! It looks PATHETIC!!!! looks like.. my mom was in it for too long!!! lol So i'm working on making my blogs longer but its not going to happen for a little while! I must be going now! I have to get to work!! oh! and practice my violin tonight too for the upcomming concert!!

Parenting

( for those of you who don't believe in God please dont take it offensive or ne thing) Today the sermon at church that pastor pagan gave was about parenting. It was what we think a good parent is. Is it letting your kids do what they want all the time or being strict? well, tests have proven that most children and teenagers prefer a strict parent to help guide them to what is right. I think so too! Most children's personality and what they do is based on what they were shown by their mother's or father's example that was set, not what they said. Pastor pagan gave an example like, you tell your child to go read the bible while u go do something else somewhere else. Wrong thing to do! You should be there, reading with them setting the example and giving them the message that you should be doing as i do. (in a way) He gave many examples and several quotations and such from the bible. so, i found that pretty interesting. but nothing new that i didnt already know but it was good to hear it from someone else other than myself.

In sabbath school, we talked about Job and how everything was taken away from him to test his faith. and how God and everyone, even satan had a meeting up in the heavens and said that God would allow Satan to put these "curses" on Job but NOT to kill him. So we read the last few chapters of Job today. and thats about it.

God bless! happy sabbath!! Mr. Little, I am going to miss you when you leave!!!!!! BIG HUGS!!

Short day!

Went to the harrisburg symphony today. My probably one and only symphony for the year... It wasn't as good as I thought it would have been. Last year's was much better. The orchestra played a beethoven peice, i think it was The Creatures of Prometheus and concerto #1. Andrew Armstrong played a piano solo for the concert so that was nice. He's pretty good too!!But the orchestra got to miss the first 4 and half classes!! so that was exciting for me except i had to go to music class with mrs. Boyer (ogre!!) I'm soo mean... She wasn't in a good mood today.. Don't ask me why.

hmmn.. mr. little today was handin out pizza to the students from kids on a mission from 1st marking period. so since i dont mind getting to lunch late i offered to help out giving da pizza to the students. My friends, Shelby and Chelsea came to help too cause Chelsea always hangs out with me before we go to lunch to have some one on one talking. :) It's nice cause she rarely talks and I try to get her to make a little conversation and get involved a little!! She's not really "accepted" at the lunch table so before lunch we roam the halls together looking for teachers to help or just talking with one another. So we did that and got slices of pizza too!! except theres one problem.. I think i passed my eating disorder onto Shelby!! AHH!! not good!! she says that is just her new medicine so i hope thats wat it is otherwise she's going to have to eat when I'm around!!
But anyway, Mr. Little is going off to Iraq in January and for the past week or so I've been like you can't go!! I'm not going to let you!!! and he says well right me a note! so i did just that last night! exciting! He is such a great teacher! He knows it too!! The teachers look up to him soo much so its all good! It's always good to be the special one!! lol Oh!! speaking of teachers and being special, Today was the assistant principles birthday!! yay!!! She is SOO AWESOME!! So far she's the best we had and we really need her the way our school is going. But I didnt get a chance to tell her happy birthday today because everytime I went to find her in the office she was either on the phone at the addministrative building (ace) or in a meeting.. Her and I have been chatting like everyday so thats a plus! and because none of the other teachers let me rub their backs I get to do hers and Mrs. Marczyk's. So that's always good since I DoNT have DOLLY here!! otherwise she'd get the special treatment!! ;) ya, doll you!! Yes I have to put her in here!! ya'll know that!! :)

I dont think I'm doing anything special this weekend. I'm supposed to go shopping with my mom sometime this weekend sigh.. not that i dont like shopping!! Gotta go now!! I'm working on having as interesting stories as Dolly's but its really hard!!!! I'm not good at it!!!

Music

Nothing really has been all that exciting but if i didnt write because of a boring day then I probably wouldn't write for months at a time! Today in computer we worked on our magazines which are due on the 23rd. And in Music we learned about two composers, Antonio Vivalda and Handel. one of the dudes kept on running from people because he was soo good no one liked him. He went to italy to compose operas and became so good he was better than the italian composers. So he was chased out of Italy and he later went to England, I think.. and he was the king's musician. Overall, he was chased out of several places because the people that were origanlly from the place was jelious and envied this guy.

hmm... Most of the day, I was really quiet.. I'm not sure why.. During most of my classes i didnt really participate at all either. not even spanish! suprising! cause usually in that class i'm all fired up and ready to learn something new and watch ms. Madaffari say something extremely funny and totally off topic. But today, nope, it didnt happen. You didn't find me all perky and happy..

Tonight I spent most of it eating and organizing!! For those of you who tell me to eat (Dolly) , well i did!! i ate 3 bowls of soup, a pack of m+ms, carrots, and i might eat a few cheez itz in a lil while. Tonight after getting the book work done, I took all my folders and organized them!! and colored a few pictures to put into my science folder to make it look prettyful!! :) After that, I recieved some very funny pictures from my uncle Tim. He sent me pictures of Auntie Chris!! they are soo halarious! I'd show them to ya'll but I dont wanna get scolded for puttin her pix on da web! lolol ;) They are pretty funny though..I have never seen my aunt in cornrows! I also caught her kissing her hubby! how cute!!!

Isn't Dolly awesome?? I mean she's the best!! You could never ask for any one as great as she is! She's always saying oh stop when i commpliment her.
Here's a few random facts about Dorothy:

• She's an english and music teacher in Poland
• This girl loves hairy muscular men
• loves chocolate, music, and writing poetry (go to www.poetry.com)
• she has a fav. color and its whisper pink
• Her favorite season is summer
• She also enjoys cooking, and from what i hear she pretty good at it too!
• And shes studied 5 different languages at one level or another but speaks Polish pretty well!

Doesnt she sound great?!?! I think so!! NO!! I know so!! For those of you who don't know her Dorothy is an awesome friend to have and I know she is a "fingerprint" of God. Dolly, you are wonderful! and i just proved it!! OK everyone!! now ya'll know a little bit about her! Now tell me what else u wanna know and i'll post it!! Dolly, I love you lots and lots and lots and forever!

Just started!

Look! I have finally decided I wanted a blog of my own! exciting huh? well, I'm just starting this thing so it'll take a little while before i actually get everything right! so if you will, give me some time to figure everything out! But since this is my first post it's not going to be long.

On Thursday and Friday I had off school because of parent teacher confrenses. So on Thurs. I took a bike ride and was out in the cold for a little while until my friend, Shelby decided to call me and ask to come over and bike around with her. So we went up to two friend's houses, Candice and Kim. It's still early in the morning when we get there and Kim was still in bed. After Kim's we went to Candii's next. She was up!! We went upstairs and when I walked into her room she had a rat!! A RAT!!! eeww! seriously!! Shelby's like, " Ewww!! Get and keep that thing away from me!" At the time, Candii had the rat out and was getting ready to bathe it! eww! She asks me to hold it while she gets the water ready. So, while very still grossed out, I'm standing there holding this rat, which is brown and white, and he poops on me! grossed? i think so!! While shelby is standing 10 ft. away i ask her to see if we can find something to put it in. She brings me a shoe box back. I drop mr. Rat in there close the box and walk bak to the sink where Candice is standing. She yells at me cause i closed it!! I show her the whole! she says, It'll sufficate!! I go, There's a whole candice! breathe!! So after that is all done - with all the bathing and drama we decide upon on what we are going to do. All of our parents are at work so we decide to go to the mall. So we get shelby's sister to take us! hehehe! She just got her car! She's a pretty good driver too! But anyway, we hang out there a little bit get a bite to eat and then look at phone covers before we leave. And there went most of Thursday!

hmm.. Friday... Friday morning around 9 my daddy dropped me off at another friend's house to help her accomplish a science project for class. So for about a 2 I tried to memorize 15 items. and then re-did the test but studied for four minutes. The first time i only got 9 and the second managed to get all 15! I got good memory! (oh, I *have* a good memmory!) After that was done she asks me to ask my teacher, whom i speak to like every nite if possible, if she gave the paper to another teacher for her. So i whip out my lucky phone and start dialing! She's like u have her number memorized? I'm like duh!! She's on my directory so its easier so actually i dont have it memorized.. no worries!! Mr. Solomon, the husband picks up the phone. " Hello? this is nicole." " I know who you are!(mr. solomon says)" me: " Just polite phone mannors. Is Alison available?" Mr. S: "No, she has gone out." " Do u happen to know when she'll be home?" mr. S: what do you think? Do guyz ever know anything about what women do during the day? NO! lol Then he asks, Would u like to speak to Matthew? me: nah.. maybe later on tonight when im not eating up my minutes. then he goes on and on about nothing and how special he feels that i'm using up my min. talking to him! lol he's funny! It's fun knowing what teachers and those ppl do during their free time! knowing they have a life!! it reassures me to know that they don't sit at their desk at school doing papers all day and night with big ucky bags under their eyes and ect.
So the rest of the afternoon I spent with my good friend, Kaylee, helping her clean up the house and getting ready for an interview with the family! whoo hoo!! cleaning!! joy!! i hear bells! ;)

well, to wrap it up today i woke up and looked at my bible laying beside me thinking, is Dolly online right now? with the answer, if she is she can wait a lil while longer before i actually get up. Lying there for another 1/2 hour, then got my butt out of bed and dragging it to the computer and looking to see if my fab. dolly is online! She is! i suddenly wake up! im her and then look at the rest of my buddylist. Oh look, Jenny is on and so is Chris! Let's im them! ( you see, these are my favorite people to talk to!) Talked to them for a while and then Doll and jenny both had to leave to get some stuff done. After they left i figured well i'll read my bible then go visit Emily, my cousin. Did that! Going over to her house today wasnt all that exciting. She beat me up!! scarey cause an 11yr. old can beat a 13yr. old up easily!! But i came home around 5 and found that Dolly was back online . So ya'll know what I did!! lol anywho, making it short, now i'm talking to billions of people and typing this up!
Lots of love to my girls!!