My whereabouts

Well for those people who care I'm going to be at my cousin's all day long. This is because my mom is going to be looking for a job all day long on the computer so I won't have anything to do. Around four I have to be at my cousin's anyway for an easteregg hunt for the little ones. By the way i'm still considered as one of the little ones cause i have never been able to find the easter eggs in my life! It's quite sad.. But in honor of Easter just to remind ya'll, its not about bunnies and eggs! It's bout Jesus' reserection. Just keep that in mind on Easter! Peace!

Dolly: sorry babe but i won't be online as far as I know as of right now. for the reasons above obviously! anyway, Happy Easter! Love you lots and lots! xoxoxo Praying for u to keep your internet! big hugs!

But no..

Summer is coming and I can't wait for it to come either! I just don't know how I'm going to be able to get everyone in this summer though... There's so many people who want me to stay with them and so many people I want to be with over the summer. There's just not enough time! I wanna be with Dolly and be at LLC for two weeks, see my Jen, visit Matt and the family, and do some major reading. Then there's people who want me to spend weeks at a time with them. Trisa wants me to spend a week with her, Gloria wants me to spend a night with her, Pat wants me to come over for a weekend with her and the horses, My grandma Fisher wants me to spend a week or so with her, my grandma Ampon wants me to be with her after I come back from camp til school starts again, and my auntie who is close to my grams(ampon) wants me to spend some time with her and Deb from church wants a week with me and my aunt Deb, aunt Sandy and Aunt Brenda all want a week with me to have some girl time and fix their puters. Then next month (April) a friend from church Kimberly wants me to go to camp meeting with her. This is just going to be much fun getting them all in within maybe a month! I'd hate to say this but I'm going to have to ditch most of them so i can be with my Grandma Ampon this summer... They could all tag along with me and take turns if they like but they'll have to find somewhere to bunK! Everyone is most likely going to get ditched but my grandma, Dolly + camp and Gloria maybe.. want to see get Jen B., Kimberly, Gloria and my other family (matt and them)! If only there was enough time! If i had a huge house I'd let them all crash at my house and put my mom into a hotel all expenses paid! but no..

A Great Discovery!

I have found something that would be great for us to use! Meaning the ppl at Allen and crossroads and maybe any other school in the US! This is awesome u can post wat u think of the teachers at your school and they'll never know it unless they visit the site! Here's the site. http://us.ratemyteachers.com/ Parent and/or students can comment. But I think u need to register but its free! Give it a shot guys! u can telll wat u think of these teachers! :P

So ha!

to explain my language the last time i didn't say anything that was potty mouth. I typed it! it came out of my fingers not my mouth. So ha! Btw Dolly you didn't rub off on me. I've known 'potty mouth since I was old enough to talk.'pretty much anyway-lived around it all my life. But for your sake, dolly, patti, and the rest of the world I wont use it. yea, I know it's not nice either..

I tried my hardest to get the three picturs on one entry but it just wouldn't let me. I tried like 7 times but no matter what my pictures wouldn't show. So I think it was yesterday I did that.

Today I did a whole bunch of nothing! This morning I was up for maybe 2 hours and then I slept till 3pm on the dot cause I wanted to wait for my babydoll to sign on but she never showed so I hung around till 5 at the computer in hope that i might see that she is ok. By then I was thinking hopefully she's just tired and didn't feel like getting on. the rest of the afternoon i figured out my grades in sci. and lang. arts. I'm doing pretty well but i'm not happy with my sci. grade cause it's not right according to the net. I shouldnt have a 60 something on one of my assignments cause I wasn't present in class. I was doing that judication thing. Speaking of orchestra! I went to another concert and after playing i got to listen to Cedar Cliff play and man can they play!! and the soloist too! Margo something or another. I think she played a Mozart piece. I liked the pieces they performed but i can't remember what it was they played..

about the drama from the other day, I can't do much about whats going on but support right now. oh the drama! I just can't wait till h/s! :P its just going to be fun!

Tomorrow I'm not planning on doing much of anything. My real mom might take me to the mall tomorrow to get some shoes and stuff. I might be able to grab a few shirts while i'm there, depends on both my mom and my brother. So if you don't see me online I'm out shopping.

This is when It really showed but I don't know when this was.Oh! after I had to dye it again.. 

This is right After i dyed it and it dried..I think this was the first time i tried.. 

Good Girl Gone Bad

yo! (as Dolly would say)

Heads turned this morning when walking onto the bus. First comment i got was, "Did you dye your hair? I don't like it." My respsonse was That's just your opinion and I dont care what you think. Mind, I know I'm not to be 'nasty' but this girl always, and I mean always has something negative to say. She's pratically a bully in training! But anyway, getting off the bus more heads and comments, most of which were good ones except for Monica's she didn't even really let me say hey. Instead she said I hate your hair! Not a biggie! I still like it! Not a mod later and she changes her mind. That's Moni for ya! The rest of the day it was good stuff. A few 7th graders I know liked it as well and suggested I made it permanent. No Way man!! I LOVE being a brunette!!

Shelby also got her hair dyed but hers is more so permanent than mine. She dyed it blonde!! even after I i begged her not to too.. It's not as bad I thought it was going to be though. She likes it I guess. Poor Shell has been having knee issues today too.. :( I think it was last week she want to the doctors and found out she has liquid under her knee cap and some other things wrong that's making her walk funny. I wish I could do something to get rid of the pain.. At lunch I went down to the Home Ec. room to pick up a pillow she made but the teacher had a class so she couldn't get it today. Going to lunch she decided not to eat cause she wasn't feeling well. But it's not unusual for her to skip lunch and I don't worry about it cause I know she eats like all the time besides lunch. After eating I found a friend of mine coming out of the bathroom and running straight for my table and she sat down beside me and started to bawl. Asking what's wrong she explained to me how someone she practically adored (something like me towards Doll but much much worse! multiply that by like 3.)Lets call the girl that was sitting beside me Susy and the other girl.. Foxy. Foxy wrote her a note saying she hated her. I know both of these girls very well and also know what they are both capable of and how they're emotions work and such. Foxy knew what she was getting into but wrote the note just because Susy was obsessing over her and couldn't tell her in any other way but this. Comforting Susy as much as possible not knowing anything else until i had class with Foxy I tried to get Susy to come to her senses. She was getting so worked up about this I wasn't sure how to act. After figuring this out I'm going to explain to the girls how to work this out. OH the Drama!! As Dolly would say!

Two mods later at 2:45 one of my 7th grader friends says that because I dyed my hair I don't look all innocent and this sweet little angel that wouldn't hurt a fly. She said I look like a dare devil pretty much and someone who you don't wanna mess with or I'll beat the frick out you. I got the same thing from my mom when i got home too! she goes.. I can't recall but she said something like A big bad bitch type of thing and ya better stay out of my way. I dunno anymore. I lost the thought! oh! I remember!! Bad ass Bitch! yea! that was it! love ya Doll and mommy and Laur and Jen!! see ya'll later!

Just another

Today wasn't much different from any other. Nothing exciting.I started a book Friday called The Thief Lord and I'm almost finished with it. it should be back the the library by Tuesday-hopefully not a day later. This morning I woke up around 6 to see of Doll was on. I don't remember if she was or not though. I decided to go back to bed whether she was on or not and woke up at 8 to start reading my book because I was only on page 21. By 11 I was halfway through the book. For the next 4 hours I guess I was cleaning up a bit and shampooing my room and such. Then around 4 Emily asked if I could come over to visit with her and so I did exactly that. Not even 30 min in Emily gets on the phone to talk to her new boyfriend. Give me a break! Being the rude person she can be, I just ignored her impolite behavior and hung out with her brother and mom until 6. From there I jogged home and when my house was in sight mom wasn't home which was a good thing for me so then I could lay down and get rid of the headache from ealier. I spoke too soon. As I was jogging past the Diller's lane she came racing past me in the van. So I was stuck with this headache until it decided to disappear on its own. So now its like 9 and I haven't finished the book like i wanted to and I think my mom is leaving to go somewhere or another with my bro. I'm not stopping her either! I can get some sleep(hopefully) and wake up ready to get my hair braided by my teacher if at all possible!! she said she'd braid it for me since she's been braiding everyone elses lately.

I don't know if I said anything yet but I tried to dye my hair red and it stayed for maybe 2 days and now its almost gone. It was temporary anyway... Mrs. Umphrey has been exceptionally nice to me in my opinion. Considering she did talk to me for about a minute either last week or the week before and she was her sweet self, as i knew her. (past tense) She's been trying to hide her tummy too but i can see that she's getting bigger from the baby, but just a tiny bit!! It's just impossible to hate or forget her! just can't achieve the task. I've found a cute little birthday card too. Two of them actually! so the next birthday someone will get one of the two cards. maybe.. Depends! So I think that's about it! Peace! love to my girls!

Judication

Walking onto the bus this morning attracted some attraction toward what it was I was carrying with me and why I was dressy. Last night after Rehearsal ended at 9pm I went out to get a bite to eat at Mcdonalds and went to the unimart grab something for today's lunch with the Orchestra. When I came back home I stuffed them into my bookbag to put in the band room today. There was cake, pretzels, 15 boxes of pizza, and loads of other things. I brought chips. Now, how exciting are they? not that exciting i would think but some 6th and 7th grders. thought otherwise. So this morning I had to take them out cause it wouldnt fit in my bookbag along with my bunny. That's how they saw it along with my smoothie in my side pocket. One kid grabbed the smoothie while the other took the chips! Diving for my smoothie of course, it's out of my reach by like an inch! The busdriver then looks back giving us this glare. Got my delicious food back right away after that! Arriving at school heading up to miss. Reimer's room for her good mornings another 7th grder runs in trying to grab them from me and luckily I'm just a little bit taller!

Anyway, 15min. later I'm heading down to the auditoriam to start getting prepared for the Judication Festival for strings. You must understand this really isn't a contest, its just schools getting together to listen to eachother play and watch their performance while be jugded by real judges. nothing really big. By 9:10 I was out in the lobby waiting for my school to arrive so i could direct them into the auditoriam and take the scores from the instructor for the judges.We were the first school up to play and I personaly think we screwed it up majorily! Mrs. Wentz, messed us all up at the end of the last piece! she brought us in 2 measures early! and she wonders why we rarely follow her conducting! ;) We love ya though mrs. Wentz! Overall Good Hope, Gettysburg school and us, Allen, did the best! go us!! Oh! and for one of the schools there was this girl that was an outside chair and her legs were crossed and she wasn't sitting on the edge of her seat!!! I just wanted to walk up there and uncross her legs and put her in the right positition! it was really bothering me but I didn't say anything unlike the teachers beside me commenting on it! :P

A total of eight schools were there and it didn't start until 9:30ish. Ending around 12:25 we were already late getting the schools back to their own school so we could go eat some food! after putting getting messy with the icecream and being asked a guzzilion questions by these two boys about ealier during the performance. We then had to clear the stage for the musical practice later on. We played with all the percussion stuff and almost got driven off the stage by the chair and stand racks too!

Growing Bags

Well there isn't too much to blog about. Today I won't be in school until lunch because I'm going to Votech to listen to people give speaches on their job. After that I'm hoping to take a little nap on the bus and maybe read a little from a new book i checked out. It's called...The Theif Lord (not sure what to put it in-italics, quotations..w/e) But anyway, I'm only on like page 20. I'm in search of some really good books right now for the librarian so she can buy them for us. She had asked me a couple of days ago to make a list of books for people at the levels I'm at. What ever that is, I'm not sure. But she says I read more intensily and the books that are at the library aren't challenging enough for the people that are at my level, i guess. You see, some of our books are marked with grade levels and most of the books in the library don't go beyond 10th grd. level and the ones that do have been read already and/or aren't that interesting.

Tomorrow I won't be in my classes up till lunch either because I am going to the Judication Festival at like 8.(beginning of first mod) From there we are having pizza because we don't have to go to another school for the judication. This year it's at ours.

Now to explain my title a little bit. It is Thursday now, right? Sleep has becoming something like a fancy to me. I go to sleep around 9 or 10 but between then and 6:00 I'm awake periodically, like every 1 1/2 maybe. The phone is ringing like there's no tomorrow, little bro is coming in to wine to me, alarms are going off, people are slamming doors, yelling and what not, cat is driving me nuts( almost threw her into the stove this morning i might add!), and last but not least I'm cold cause my cat either was laying on them( You see my cat is very nasty if she doesn't get her way. She got this from my grandpa I think. You can not bother her too much and if you do you're taking a chance on getting your eyes scratched out! litterally! my Lil bro got his face scratched up for petting her! She doesn't like lil kids..) Or me just not putting them on. Man! I'm complaining aren't I!?! To wrap up this complaining I'm hoping to get my hair colored this weekend. I went to go get color yesterday but it's not enough cause my hair is soo long. The color isn't going to be a dramatic change just a tiny. I decided on a darker red after thinking about my complection and all. So yea..
Btw: hey Patti! hope life is goin well! Yesterday I had to print out your blog but I read it! New Balance huh?
Love ya Dolly! xoxoxo

So Scared

Yesterday was my cousin's birthday and we went to the mall then went to go see Robots. the movie wasn't all that thrilling to me. I still want to see phantom and and Ring 2. Guess what??? I went and got chocolate!!! CHOCOLATE MAN!!! I got milk, mint and white chocolate. So it's all good!! I gave my mint to my aunt. Oh, i forgot! i bought a chocolate covered strawberry for my other cousin Aisia. Well she's my cousin-in-law. hehe She's cool. Emily had a few friends with her and they were all 11 and 12 and I was the only 14 yr. old and the girls were really scaring me cause they were blowing bubbles and spazzing over them and just acting really retarded.. I was really scared!! After we found Aishia I stuck with her for the rest of the time.

Good news everyone at camp! My cousin, emily, is going to camp this year!! And as far as I know I'll be going to Junior 2 and Teen just for Dolly!! All for my Dolly! ;) Love ya babe! lots and lots and lots!! hehe

Hmmn.. What else is new? The rumor is that Frank is ingaged or Married.. one of the two.. It's just a rumor though, so whether or not it's true is the question. I can't think of anything else at the moment besides I think I know what I'm getting for someone for their bday in May. Happy Bday Raquel (march 12), Uncle Jeff(March 11) and emma(march 13)!
Love ya Dollface!

More stuff on these Bonsai Cats..

http://www.wired.com/news/politics/0,1283,41733,00.html I did a little bit of looking and this is what I found that may be a little helpful. they say they do not know whether this site is just a fake or what but this is what I found.. So I'm not that gullible yet dolly!!

As of right now I'm considering on taking on a Job with Kaylee.. I could really use some extra money! and Also as of right now look outside if you are in Pa and around the harrisburg area!! it's dreadful!

Cruelest Cat

Kaitlyn S. had just recently sent me an email on some terrifying things about cats. These certain 'special' kind of cat is called a bonsai kitten. I hadn't done much research on this topic at all but i'm seriously going to take this up and maybe make a little slide show on how terrible this is. Me being an animal lover, I think this is so cruel to do to a cat or any animal for that matter. You'll see if you just go to this site. www.bonsaikitten.com These kittens are given muscle relaxents so that they can fit into a tiny little bottle or fish bowl. Something of this sort. Then they are there the rest of their life!! how cruel!! Kait said in this email that The skeleton of the cat willtake on the form of the bottle as the kitten grows. The cats never get theopportunity to move. They are used as original and exclusivesouvenirs. These are the latest trends in New York, China, Indonesia and NewZealand. This is just soo terribly sad.. Imagine your pet being put on these drugs and then stuffed into a mini bottle and there the rest of their lives! and during all this, The cats are still alive!!! GROSS!! I'm sorry but that is just wrong!

A blast!!

To start this blog entry off I would like to comment on my very dear Dolly's blog. I would have commented on her blog but it seems to not like me very much tonight. Dolly you WILL go VERY far with your voice. On or off stage as someone else had said. Try not to focus soo much on all these things like tonal focus and such. If you really want to do it, one at a time would help a lot! One step at a time my dear! you are not this oh so magnificent magician who can do anything! although, sometimes i wonder!! You Definitely have a future in this and many other things as well. But this, your voice, is a gift! You have major skill and you know it! And if you plan on singing places you need to come home first and sing for us! Seriously! so, I'm gonna third that! Loving your rainbow face! you need to put that on me one day! Very hott dude! ;)

As I wanted to say ealier, I had a rehearsal at 7pm. with four other schools, well parts of schools who qualified.

At first I didn't think I would be going. When 6:30 came around I was flipping out. My mom hadn't come home yet and I had to leave in 15 minutes. For that next 15 minutes I called every person who either lived near by or would maybe know where my mother dearest would be. Well, I didn't get to rehearsal until about 7:20 and my mom just walked in the door at 7 o'clock sharp. I swear she wanted me to kill her!! Tonight was a big night for me because I would be meeting bunches upon bunches of people and working with a different conductor for the first time. It was quite an experience!! But you should have seen me when my mom walked in the door! maybe.. Actually you might have not wanted to see me right then but now that I think about it it was rediculous. I was telling my mom off to no end! "where the heck have you been?!?! you knew I had rehearsal tonight at 7!! If i don't attend the first meet i'm cut from the program! Now because of your irresponsibility I can't be in the Judication!! It's all your fault!! You know how much this means to me!!" then stomped back into my room and slammed the door (broke it too...) and sat on my bad and groaned for the next few minute while i hear my mom tell me how i shouldn't have been all up in her face as soon as she got to the door. Literally.. she didn't even step in the door yet when I started to flip on her. I knew then though that i really didn't approach this in a positive manner at all. I am really suprised that I didn't get in major trouble for talking to her the way I did.

Anywho, Mrs. drayer our new conductor to some of us, was very fun. Mrs. Wentz, whom I had for the last three years didn't compare to Mrs. Drayer. Completely two different people in every way! But they are both very nice and funny. After all the practicing Allen's orchestra had gone through, it really paid off tonight. Symphony #7 by Motzart ( i think) is soo fast it blew my mind! We heard it played by proffessionals and wow!!! I never thought I could or would play so fast in my life!! While Mrs. Wentz was down in the audience, the very small audience at that, I'm looking at her in shock, and she could read my mind. She knew I thought I would never be able to play this fast and as fast as Mrs. Drayer was conducting! You know what?? I did it!! and made maybe two mistakes out of the whole piece, not considering bowing. That i still need to work on a little bit. And then, what a suprise i was in for! Next piece: You Raise me up by Josh Groban! my favorite! Mrs. Wentz conducts this piece and she found a CD!! less work for me!!! She played it for us but The orchestra didn't react as I thought they would. they didn't take this man or the words very seriously at all. maybe they still need the music video.. I don't know. But these people do not know a real singer when they hear one. I mean like, Josh Groban is pretty good to me. I mean not the absolute best but I think he's fairly good. On all the pieces we played we didn't sound as one. We were all our own. so to speak I guess.. So we need to mainly work on being 'one' and bowing pretty much. other than that I think we have everything else. Mrs. Wentz says we have to sound like one not 50 or so.. We didn't get seats yet either but where I sat tonight was pretty much perfect. Mrs. Wentz put me there just for tonight. I am the second Allen player in the 3rd row out of like 6 i think.. So I'm feeling pretty good about myself right now!! :D Peace out! Love my grls!

Don't Give up

OH geez!! re-run!! Miss Patti just had the same issue just a little while ago!! Just posted a blog and now! loook!! this is what I have!! absolutely nothing!! Me right now: looking at my computer about to to trash the internet! grr!! Ya'll will just have to wait until i wanna tell u what i was going to tell u ealier!

Starting a Trend here!

I think i have started a trend at Allen Middle school!! Yet another trend!! first it was the nametags and now this! literally! I pretty much invented blogger and blogs in general at Allen. Monica will deny this but i did start these trends!

The first time i had lost my id card I had to go to the office to get another. while heading back up the hall my mommy (Ali) not my reall mom of course, suggested i wore it one a chain so i wouldn't lose it. Good idea! I think that's why none of the teachers lost their tags either! ;) Anyway, it took a week or so but when i got off the bus one morning there were a bunch of people wearing tags now. Me not being the least bit popular in any way, thought this was the funniest thing i've seen. More and more people started to wear tags like teachers! So, thanks to my mommy there started the first trend of mine!

This time it's with blogs. Mike C. was the first person to ask about them when he saw me updating and he wanted to create one himself. Whether or not he did it I have no idea. Shelby was the first other person to get in on this action! Blogs man! They're hot!! aren't they Dolly?! ;) Now more people are starting blogs and getting different blog providers besides blogger. it's nice really. You get to read the latest gossip, drama and so on. So a thanks to my very much loved and very special Dolly! I think it's a whole whoppin' 5 people who has really gottin interested and started blogs. and the rest are still trying to figure out what it is and how to get one and keeping up with mine and miss. Porawski's!

Dolly: I love ya babe! I hope you have a beautiful day! You really deserve the best of the best! Yo te amo! Kocham cie! xoxoxoxoxo Muah!

Doctor's

Well the doctors office called this morning around 7:30 and they said they wanted to reschedule or something. When I got up mom, I guess, left for work at Jennie's. She should be back pretty soon.

Earlier this morning my lil bro woke me up to tell me he was sick so i took care of him till mom got home and then went back to bed.

So Dolly, you were right. I had a feeling you would be! love ya babe! Hope you have a good afternoon! Try not to work too hard. xoxoxoxo

Among All the Photos

With all the pictures that I have collected not one of them is suitable for my desktop backround. Imagine that! I have used pictures of Dolly already and now I am avoiding as much as possible on using pictures of my friends for certain reasons. I have used pictures DP has sent me and Pictures that were already on my computer. I'm looking for a picture of something for the coming of spring and summer. Something good. The pictures that are left out of my collection are either not good enough or it doesn't go too well with my computer. Out of ALL the pictures not one of them I want to use as a backround.. sigh..

On other news, I have talked to doll tonight! It was the first in like.... 8 days!!!! My goodness!!! that's a LONG time!! how ever did i manage?!?! ;) When she was online and I was at the computer she gave me support and has been very faithful to me. For that I thank her and is one more of a reason why I think she is soooo great.

If I have time tomorrow I will post how the doctors went. That's for those of you who wish to read this go right ahead. but I warn you some things may bee a little disgusting.. depends on how it went..or goes.. something like that!!

Hatin' mom

Yea, She's doing it again! if you know what i'm talkin bout good for u and if not, i guess you're out of luck.

I had 2 hours of sleep and have been up since midnight. Mother dearest thinks i'm gettin my groove on with her boyfriend. I don't know how that can be when I havent been home. yesterday was my first night home since last thursday. While mom was out doin what she wanted to do i was watching shawn until she came back to get shawn and then go to Ilgar's house. Well, supposedly she was there. While she was gone Ilgar called and then i guess it started..when she came home she asked who all called and i forgot to tell her ilgar did..I told her grams did though. Long story.. you'd have to know to really understand.

Anyway, I talked to her more tonight about it and I have a 9:15am appointment on friday and I don't think i'll be coming back the rest of the day. I'm not sure because the doctor is going to put me through a good bit of pain. Lets just get a lil personal here. He/she is going to chek if i'm a virgin or not and a whole bunch of other things. And now she says its just not him/me she doesnt trust, it's everyone.

I was talking with a close friend of mine about it today during my lunch period about it and she wanted to call but I rejected of course! Doll you might understand why! :P Thanks for your concern! more sticky notes coming your way!

At the moment I think i'm ok with everything that's going to happen.. Well somewhat.. Besides the fact that i'm going to have a doctor going into some places that i don't wanna mention! My mom was all freakin out about nothing earlier but now she's making more sense on why. Still not enough to convince me but what the hey..

All Alone..

Sitting down at my computer this afternoon my beloved Dorota was not online. I was looking forward to hearing from her since i haven't been home to talk to her for the last few days now. :'( Tear, tear... :P

After finding out about how my night was going to go without Dolly I decided that I should really start doing what i planned on. And right now at 9:24 i am going to practice cause I have testing tomorrow on You Raise me up. Tootles!

dolly i love ya!!