What they Say

I thought thanksgiving was going to be good since mom's b/f was going to be at work and mom promised me she wouldn't have him for thanksgiving. Yea, stupid me, I believed her. How could I think i could actually have a nice thanksgiving. nuff said...I didn't eat and I sat in my room going through all my pix while dowloading the ones from Pete.

On the good side this morning I slept in because, for one it snowed last night and for two i had a nice dream. All I remember is that Emily was in it and she came to see me or something like that.. The night before i dreamed about Doll coming to visit and staying with me. First, I think we were being chased all through the house.. except it wasn't my house.. it had staircases and doors coming out of nowhere. When we finally got away from watever was chasing us i went to make my bed.. for what reason i dunno..prob. cause i dont like a bed thats not made. Doll came in to help and i said if she wanted to stay the night i'd put fresh sheets on the bed and she could stay in my bed and once i finished making the bed i was all hers for the rest of the day. Sadly I had to wake up from my dream.. :( They say what you dream about will never actually happen in real life, what happens in your dreams is the complete opposite...:'( which made me even sadder when I came to realize that.. I wish it could have been her beating me up, but not after leaving me forever to stay in Poland never talking or wanting to hear from me ever again.. and her telling me she didn't love me and she thought i was the most sensitive and annoying person she's ever met on the face of this earth. Of course, if that happened in real life i'd be totally crushed and i'd shoot myself on the spot. anyway, if that was a dream thats what i would want it to be because if what they say is true then i want nightmares the rest of my life!!!

Now for a couple of good quotes I would like to share..
"Lean on me, when you're not strong, and I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long, 'til I'm going to need somebody to lean on."
- "Lean On Me"
"Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky, there would be no love in my life, there'd be no world left of me."
- Leann Rimes
"Hey my friend, I see your eyes are troubled, care to share your time with me?"
- Dave Matthews Band
"Take my hand, and hold on tight, don't let go, don't you dare even try, there are so many roads to travel, so much still to find, and with the help of our lord, I want you to help me try and reach for the sky."
-Marty Keith

"Let me be the one you call If you jump, I will break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart, If you need to crash, then crash and burn, you're not alone"
-Crash and Burn by Savage Garden -Sent in by Ashley

"Even if we never talk again after tonight, please remember that I am forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me"
-Chasing Amy

"I pull you from your tower, take away your pain, show you all the beauty you posess if you'd only let yourself believe"
-Sarah Mclachlan

"If I had only one friend left, i'd want it to be you."
-Paul Overstreet.

Caught like a leaf in the wind
Lookin' for a friend
Where can you turn
Whisper the words of a prayer and you'll find Him there
Arms open wide, love in His eyes
Jesus - He meets you where you are
Jesus - He heals your secret scars
All the love you're looking for is Jesus
The friend of a wounded heart
-by Wayne Watson from his song "Friend of a Wounded Heart"

"As we go on.. We remeber... All the times, we had together... As our lives change...come whatever We will still be friends 4-Ever "
-Vitamin C~Graduation Day Song

Every now and then we find a special friend, who never lets us down, who understands it all, reaches out each time you fall, you're the best friend that I've found."
-Jordan Hill - "Remember Me This Way"

"For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm...I turn to you. For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on...for everything you do, for everything thats true, I turn to you."
-Christina Aguilera (I Turn to You)
" When I'm lost in the rain, In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way And when I'm scared, losing ground When my world is going crazy You can turn it all around and when I'm down you're there Pushing me to the top You're always there, giving me all you've got "
-Christina Aguilera (I Turn to You) -Sent in by Ashley Delpidio