To contintue...

For the remaining of the morning I tried hard to stay out of my grandma’s sight. She didn’t seem to be in a good mood this morning. She and I are terribly alike it sometimes scares me. She and I both do not want to be bothered in the morning. By the time she was done with whatever she wanted to get done with whatever she wanted to get done she seemed to be in a better mood.

When she left to go to the store I finished another book and then kept working on my story. I called dad to find out what mom told him about going to Maryland too. He said that mom called at 3am (she calls at all hours of the day) to tell him we were going to be leaving at 9am for Maryland. I then informed him we were not going like we planned but he said he needed to go down to make sure she was going to be in good health. He had already asked my mom to take me but she said no.

So anyway, even though mom and I weren’t going down to Maryland she must have spent the entire day ‘out’. When I did finally go up home to type up the story due for class tomorrow she wasn’t home. She did come home later on though… not too long after me either. She was the way she usually is when she comes home from being ‘out’. This did not please me any more. I would have to sit and listen to her accuse me of things that I was not guilty of and her talking would require my full attention thus not allowing me to type my story. I tried hard to bite my tongue… but I failed… The only thing I did manage to accomplish was supposedly lying to her, getting grounded for I don’t know what and I don’t know what from, and a tiny bit of yelling and cursing. I always seem to fail when it comes to things such as not using potty mouth, drinking caffeine and not keeping my trap shut. How ever do I manage? I’m plainly not happy with myself. I try to be good, I really do! I sometimes do not know how some people do it. -Only through Him.