At 7 last night had a spark of inspiration to write but between then and now i have lost that inspiration of what it was i was going to blog about.

As of lately i've started Anthem by Ayn Rand for school and have put down beautiful child, the book i've been trying to finish for the past 3 or 4 weeks now! And i think i have some how mananged to break my sci. teacher's apple by opening it, looking at an opera a-z cd and closing it again. He put it away and later got it back out and it appears to be sleeping but it won't wake up.. Ummn.. about 5minutes later i find out my bus driver will no longer be my bus driver! he is done by the end of the week! which is both a good and bad thing because he wasn't a very fair driver.

A few days ago i discovered a path in my backyard that leads to a back road somewhere.. yesterday I ventured though it with my puppy Shadow and found that it becomes another person's driveway and goes out to the road... I didn't even know there were ppl behind us because of the woods! who knew!

Ummn.. on the more downish side, mother's been in one of her moods and has been sortive nosier than usual. She's been impling many things but hasnt actually accused me of them just yet. I sense some old problems are arising again too..
and today.. I was talking to one of my friends in child development class and about all this money i supposedly have (i had a bunch of ones in my wallet that i was trying to count so i know what i can spend and what i can't..) and how i get soo much and what i do with it and everything. And being the pretty open person that i am they soon found out and was amazed by the fact that i buy my own clothes for the most part, get my own personal supplies, pay a bill or two here and there for my mother and buy my own lunch and stuff.. While they're sitting there being amazed i'm thinking they must get many things done for them and never recieve money of their own to spend on things they need. They don't handle at least some of their own money?? I suppose i must be around many ppl who are more ?independent/self-reliant? than the ones in my school. She found it hard too.. And i tried to explain its not and that the earlier the age that you start being responsible for your own money the better you'll be at money management later and in the 'real world'. I went on to tell her about BMA as i've been doing a lot and she's like how are u paying for that!?!! There's a thing called work, where u get an income, although this doesnt go straight to me but go directly to the school. And the other part comes in from the conference and they help pay as well so its not all loaded on me. its interesting that other ppl find it interesting when its just like someone else.. Cultural diffrence?