I have started this book when was it... Monday? Yes, it must have been Monday and I have not gotten as far as I hoped by the end of the week. I am just entering the 4th part and I'm dying to jump back into the book. With every few pages I am reminded of the person who introduced me to this book and I am constantly relating the two and their similarities. I'm picking up that in some ways the book is somehow enlightening me on some pychology matters. I believe, that the books one reads, somehow portrays who one is deep inside, or more less one’s thoughts; their subconscious thoughts or maybe 'dreams'. What I mean by dreams is, the things one doesn’t realize they want but their subconscious mind does, and sometimes only books could satisfy what reality can't.
...I just had a conversation with someone whom is not one of my favorites... she was trying to pick an arguement with me and basically telling me i didnt have any h/s friends, all my friends were 'old gezers', that i lead a boring life by just reading and doing h/w, that i dont have a social life because i'm never 'out'. That i'm NOT going to BMA. In my defense i said i'm a social butterfly from 5am-10pm (sometimes til 2am) 6 days a week. (as far as saturday goes, i am still social, but not with school ppl) I AM going to BMA, and i never said i was going in 9 and that i wasn't gonna be at RL at all. i may have hoped it but i never said it was gonna happen. Reading is NOT boring, and i never said that h/w wasn't and that i don't have the tolerance for the immaturity and drama of teenage higshoolers. she began with me being boring and never going out.. which is very true.. but i CHOOSE not to go out for my own reasons.
me: but just for the record, reading IS fun, u just need to find the right book.
person: all you do is read and do homework
person: no its really not
aKmLiFe91: your definition of fun is different from mine
o this is too complicated.. me is akm and mon is person
me: i dont JUST DO h/w and read
person: you are there sitting down and by yourslelf
meso what
Person: that is boring
Me:i dont NEED to be a social butterfly 24/7
me i'm socialable 6 days a week
me: from 5-10
person: that is how you ake friends your age
me: sometimes till 2am
person: yea
me: ake?
me: i HAVE friends my age
person: that is how you make friends your age by going to the mall going to the movies put down the book and do something
person: nicole i hate to say this but alot of your friends are out of high school
me: i have plenty of them, i just dont hang out wit them all the time b/c of all the immaturity and all the small talk and all the stupid things and so on..
person: you are friends with teachers
me: not necessaryily
person: i dont want friends that are older
me: i am aquantinces with teachers
person: you are what ....
and so it went on and on...
my book is calling for me. It may leave without me. something might happen! ;)
1 comment:
you're beyond your years.
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