i have realized how much i am going to miss talking to Dolly. We had an amazingly funny and meaningful conversation and not only did we talk tonight but all week long and i love every single conversation we had. I sometimes forget how much i love someone until i hear from them and talk to them for a little while. And this week i was reminded of how much some of my friends love me- like dolly and Gina and Katie. D, kt and Gina i love u all soo much and wouldnt trade u for anything! know that and remember that!!! You guys are soo amazing and loving and special to me in so many different ways.
I am going to miss talking to Hrabia too.. I am going to miss laughing and smiling and just talking to him before he goes to bed.. I'm going to miss all my online people and drake and reading james' entries.. i dont know about other blog entries.. i might find time to do so..I dont know if i 'll miss my lil bro shawn.. in some ways i will but not enough and i wont miss him like when i was at camp.. i dont know what i was thinking when i said i missed him cause he treated me like crap when i got home!! and look, he just spit in my hair...
Dolly, i will be thinking of you all the time while i'm at bma. I will look for the candle. I will pray for you and your safety. I will pray every night as always that God will be your number one and that u will rely on him more and more. I will pray that not too much drama will come your way and if u get overwhelmed by all of your troubles u will turn to him and open your heart and mind to new possibilities. I love you dolly!! The whole world knows it!!! If YOU Need ANYTHING email me!!
and that goes for all ya's!! if any ya's need anything let me know and i'll try my best to be there for you. :) as always! Kaylee, i'm talking to u too!
Farewell for now, i am off to BMA early tomorrow. I will still try to update. we will see. my next homeleave is sept. 20-24. I will miss you guys!! really I will!!
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