Tuesday, October 24, 2006

rambling- my own little world

I felt like blah today. I feel like blah now... I finished the article due for phys. ed. and i'm ahead in science class and all that is left is bible homework to do. I don't feel like doing it. I want to sit next to the fireplace at home in my comfy redish chair and snuggle up next to my kitty and read a book.- a good book, not some crummy book that has to be read for class.

i'm thankful today for the cool and chilling breeze that God sent today and it helped me stay alert. Two days in a row things havent been crazy active and i'm happy for it because i got to talk to God some more and i enjoyed it. It wasn't anything intense or soul searching, just talking and it felt gosh darn good.
I looked at the sky today and was thankful for it. I felt the cold breeze today and was (oddly) happy for it. I walked into the deans office today to see Keri on duty and was happy for her (and the fact she was on duty which turned out to be mostly alana at desk=)) , although she is sick. (get well soon) i snuggled with Mericel last night for a few minutes and was happy to have friends who come around when you need a hug. I'm thankful for Cody's wonderfully warm hugs that also make me happy. I'm happy for the nerds all together because they are soo wonderful and i'm they're in my daily life. I thought about far away friends today and was thankful for them and i prayed for them to find their way and not over stress and to get enough sleep and to remember to keep Him first in their lives etc, etc.
God has put wonderful people and things and events in my life and has comforted me with them and i am quite contentfully happy with that too. :)

Oh and ya know what else? i had FOUR HOURS of free time, i didnt have 3rd period class (english) (hurray!!!!) and i didnt practice during any of those four hours!! :'( sad it's true, and its not because i didnt feel like it, it was more like i didnt want to walk those how ever many feet to the practice rooms in the ad building; and that my friends is laziness.
so i thought i'd just tell ya what i was thinking today and tell yas i miss you. ::cough::cough:: Dorota, Emily (s), Jared, James, Gina...

oh and i have been eating granola and drinking (or attempting to drink) a buttload of water. Which later lead to thoughts of a certain blue eyed, blonde, horse rider who LOVES granola and has two union waterbottles and NEVER washes them out. and i miss that person too... I miss your hugs...

and miss LBG, where are you at... its depressing when you aren't around to fill my computer time with smiles. wanna come home soon?!?! i'm ready and waiting u can come any day now! ;)
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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

cough, cough. my personal time begins some times as late as 10 pm. for some reason, ;) i don't spend as much time as i used to infront of the computer and if i do, my tasks are so rushed and specific, there can be no fun writing. will catch up on friday with an email or sth. :* love ya! MORE!

Gina said...

feel brighter nikki! life is amazing lately! call me when you get the chance and I will tell you all about it! or maybe when i see you in a week!
love you!!!