I am at a crossroads with my summer decisions right now. Camp has been my summer for over six years, only two as a staff member. I don't know if i can tear away from summers with campers, singing praise songs, and lots of endless and also rewarding work at all hours.
BMA offers me over 2,000 bucks if i stay put, eight hour shifts and a entirely free evening to also make memories (just not with campers. :-( ) I want to make change and not return to camp but i might miss something worth staying for. I don't know what to expect yet at camp, i'm calling this afternoon to find out. I want to stick with my initial word and go through with the "i'm not going back." My heart says go back, my head says stay at bma- experience something new(good or bad). I usually listen to my head. More often than my heart anyway. This seems to be a rerun every year of wanting to go back or not. Also the question is my spiritual readiness for camp. Can i live with not getting anything over $1,000. OH yea, and staying at bma also includes incentive over the summer which is also a nice bonus. So essentially, do i want memories/experience, or change/money?
i have only until tuesday to make my final decision, Ms. Denise needs my input by that day.
Its equally half-half at this moment.
My brother's birthday is this coming monday! He will be 7 years of age. :-) Getting older too fast. He will need to grow into 7 year old jeans. (literally and metaphorically.)
JSR is this weekend also. I may go stay at someone's house for the night too. Shelly is coming up too. :-) AND focus week in the girl's dorm is almost done!!! yay!!!!!!
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