Let me do it
scream on the top of my lungs
run until i vomit up my heart
the way you laugh and how you whisper in his ear
just stop
No
it's been a long time
we talk all the time about this
how can i not talk to anyone
my joy has been sucked out of me
and yet it overflows
This feeling deep within my stomach...
i'm not allowed to talk to other boys and laugh and smile
and yet
you sit here in front of me and let her flirt with you and you flirt back
I just don't get it.
There wasn't any chance for me to not be a bitch about it
I'm the good girl- the polite one
i'll leave you two to your chit-chat
You seem to have more fun with her anyway
With all of them- they make you happy in a way i can't match.
I will never fulfill all your needs and nor will you, I
But its not right to seek out others to fulfill them if i can't or won't
and its not right that i'm not allowed to even so much as walk up to another male without your approval.
Faith, love, and trust