Yea, She's doing it again! if you know what i'm talkin bout good for u and if not, i guess you're out of luck.
I had 2 hours of sleep and have been up since midnight. Mother dearest thinks i'm gettin my groove on with her boyfriend. I don't know how that can be when I havent been home. yesterday was my first night home since last thursday. While mom was out doin what she wanted to do i was watching shawn until she came back to get shawn and then go to Ilgar's house. Well, supposedly she was there. While she was gone Ilgar called and then i guess it started..when she came home she asked who all called and i forgot to tell her ilgar did..I told her grams did though. Long story.. you'd have to know to really understand.
Anyway, I talked to her more tonight about it and I have a 9:15am appointment on friday and I don't think i'll be coming back the rest of the day. I'm not sure because the doctor is going to put me through a good bit of pain. Lets just get a lil personal here. He/she is going to chek if i'm a virgin or not and a whole bunch of other things. And now she says its just not him/me she doesnt trust, it's everyone.
I was talking with a close friend of mine about it today during my lunch period about it and she wanted to call but I rejected of course! Doll you might understand why! :P Thanks for your concern! more sticky notes coming your way!
At the moment I think i'm ok with everything that's going to happen.. Well somewhat.. Besides the fact that i'm going to have a doctor going into some places that i don't wanna mention! My mom was all freakin out about nothing earlier but now she's making more sense on why. Still not enough to convince me but what the hey..
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Nikki dearest, I'm so sorry for the mess you are going through. Just remember, the innocent have nothing to hide, so you are more than safe. I don't forsee anything being painful. More of less, you can spread your legs and a gyno will know within moments how much 'boot knockin' you have done, so don't be afraid. Just hold on to Jesus' love, and get to BMA ASAP!!!!! Love you! laff...
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