The day finally began when I went over to Ali's house for the afternoon not knowing I would be there as long as I was. when arriving at their house which is practically another home to me I was introduced to 2 lizards and a hamster. At first I was just a lil frightened of the lizard but quickly overcame that because I knew they couldn't hurt me. While there we chatted about the polish and at the dinner table they were making fun of them! I didn't quite follow what about exactly but i know they were making fun of them. sigh.. Poor Dolly.. After dinner while getting photos taken Matt explained to me a little bit why they make fun of the Polish of all people. It was sad really.. I told him that because he didn't know that my bestest friend was polish i wouldn't taking it affensively, or at least as affensively.. while that was going on their dad had to leave because of a car accident. He works for the fire station I believe. Most of the afternoon unil late evening, 8 or so, I played with Ali's hair and attemped to organize matthew things as well as give attention to Rachel. Rachel is 11 and is matt's lil sis whom I love to pieces!! Rachel and I have a new inside joke too now! I then spent some time with Matt as well as Rachel and had like a gizzilion pictures taken of me for school and b/s supposedly. We just hung out for the evening until Ali had a meeting then we tried to stay quiet upstairs. Matt had then found out how ticklish i am and tickled me to death! I must admit I had fun. I can honestly say it's the most fun I had since last summer..
With that, I am praying for Dolly as well as camp to work this misunderstanding out. I think i have finally stopped crying for now but only because i'm trying to do something about all this myself... I finally got it into my head that this is real and it has happened. All day long I've been in hope to see a new poem posted so I would see Dolly online. If I could I'd just give her one great big hug! after another and another!
Doll I miss u...sigh.. Ya know I'm here for you in anyway you need me. I'm here too if u just need a shoulder to cry on or lots of love to be given!There isn't much I can do because you are soo far away but I am here just give me a holla. I await to see a Dorota on my messanger every morning and evening. Please do not let LLC to discourage you. You are in no way a "bad" person! Just to remind you!! I can't imagine what you must be experiencing.. I pray God will give you strength. Love you lots and always! muah!
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