my goodness people!! Thursday and Friday I had my very dear friend in mind and prayers. My fingers were crossed, notes all over my notebook and the whole nine yards. Saturday came along and still no word from this anonymous person (lets call her Becky). Sunday she was on my mind as well while cleaning the house and chatting with Dorota. Today, this morning, I went straight up to her and wanting to ask her I couldn't. There were too many people around to ask her on such a personal level, I guess. I knew before hand that she would be absent from school but I wasn't sure what for. So after my morning hellos i went off to my locker and prepared for the first few mods of school. Anxiously waiting for lunch to roll around for that would be the only other oppurunity I would have to talk with Becky alone and ask all question I needed to. Confirming she was ok I was really relieved! After spending 4 days and 4-5 mods without a clue as to what had happened and if she was ok. Being soo relieved I ran over and gave her a huge hug almost in tears in relief after hearing the story she told me. (which i won't go into detail with) It was more like and explanation than a story but u get the jiff. I Hugged and hugged and hugged and didn't want to let go but a friend of mine came in search of me and gather me for lunch. Otherwise I would have completely skipped it without a second thought. I just wanted to talk to Becky and catch up on everything that I missed. Unfortunetly I dragged myself to lunch. Then the thought of Dolly popped into my head!
Dolly, as i remember said she wont eat until i weight 105lbs. So with this in mind while going through the line i took everything that looked good to me and without having to pay too much extra because i still owe money to 2 other teachers for homework. While still eating a couple people came up asking for something to eat cause i usually give them over half my lunch. Today, sadly but firmly told them no. I told them I had to eat otherwise I was getting my butt kicked! And that I feel guilty for opening my mouth to Doll and telling her I haven't been eating... :( One person, eric to be exact, persisted on me giving up my doritos. Taking them out of my possesion i whirled around and snatched them back! scolding him after I had just told him I needed to eat for those reasons. he gave me a puppy dog face and then walked off, which at this point almost giving it back to him and apologizing for the rudeness. But i figured with him being a guy he'll quickly get over it. No worries there. So all this I did to please Dolly and yet I do not even weigh 100lbs!! and she expressed to me how terribly hungry she is and that she GAVE AWAY HER TREATS SHE MADE!! I feel sooooo bad...
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