IT was spectacular!!! It was awesome!! I was blown away!! IT was soo cool!!! I was very impressed and astounded by the performance. It was about a gypsy girl who practically could make every guy fall for her! That's what I got out of it..
So the opera is, I would think, the highlight of my summer!- but just being in Maryland for 2 weeks not having to do anything is pretty nice as well and right after i go back home i leave again!
My auntie is soo awesome and its not because she took me to the opera!! well, not just that... My auntie has done things here and there to just blow me away. I'm not saying that other people haven't its just I never thought one of my family members could be soo cool. We go out for fon dou and we go for walks and we ride horses. We go to an opera, have girl talks also staying up pretty late talking. We watch movies, go to movies, go shopping and she still has work! She wakes up around 5:30 every morning and is in bed between 10:30 11ish.. In the morning she goes running and either morning or evening she'll organize and organize!! Yea, I know other people do the same thing and yet better but someone in my family who impresses me. She encourages me and does things with me that my parents don't. :$ My aunt would really adopt me if my mom said yes! She tells me the truth no matter what and tells me exactly how she feels. (I'm getting used to that!) She stays with my grandmother even though she doesn't have to, even after her and my stupid uncle aren't "together" any more. (but still good friends)
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Totally
Haven't done anything today and I guess Tim is right when he says I rather be with my auntie than him.. cause I think he is right no matter how much i want to deny it..
Anyway.. I have been writing a whole bunch of nothingness about what I think a true friend is.. But I think I'm going to trash it... It's too journally I guess.. More like just thoughts than something that should be written..
That's it.. I'm done... Not going to a museum and I doubt bowling.. So i guess I might go just soke up some sun.. :(
I LOVE YOU DOLLY!!!!
*~MY BEST FRIEND- MY TRUE FRIEND~*
Dorota
Thursday, June 23, 2005
browsin' some photos..
There's not much to tell. Didn't do a whole bunch of anything.. I started to read The Road less Traveled. It's some kind of physcology book.
For today's accomplishments I didn't watch ONE dvd at all, I vacuumed my room, cooked something or another, cleaned up the kitchen, organized the cabinets to the best of my ability, slept,sat and brainstormed and got no where, and soon I think I'll start writing or drawing something.. What, I'm not sure... that's what the brainstorming was for but like I said I got no where. I also took a nice short walk and was debating on whether or not to go to the pool and have yet to do that. One of these days...I'm not secure about being in public with a swimsuit on! not even at camp where I know everyone!
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Teaser
Test your eyes
Count every "F" in the following text:
FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...
(SEE BELOW)
How many??
........3?
Wrong, there are 6! Learn to count! ;)
Go back and look again!
Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.
Three is normal, four is quite rare.
Send this to your friends.
It will drive them crazy.! And keep them occupied
for several minutes..!
Count every "F" in the following text:
FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...
(SEE BELOW)
How many??
........3?
Wrong, there are 6! Learn to count! ;)
Go back and look again!
Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.
Three is normal, four is quite rare.
Send this to your friends.
It will drive them crazy.! And keep them occupied
for several minutes..!
Let it Rain!
Besides the fact that it's a good song its actually raining in MD right now and I just came in from the rain! i took a little stroll in the rain taking out some mail! did i mention how much i LOVE rain?! It's quite refreshing and when you're with friends you can have some fun playing in the puddles.
I thank you Dolly for making me smile yesterday! I'm glad you read my entries if no one else seems to! :P It's all good.
This evening when auntie gets home I think we are going out for dinner, the two of us, Chinese food!! Noodles of some kind that I like! ummn.. I'm not sure about the movie deal but she told me to pick a movie out from the theaters so I think I want either the honeymooners or mr. and mrs. Smith. But only because Herbie: fully loaded isn't out yet. Auntie also wants to go to the mall so we'll find time for that. Auntie and Tim both want to take me to the museum but seperately. :)) I have yet to decide which ones I want to go to. Any suggestions?
Then we wanna go to the beach, and Tim will prob. wanna take me somewhere else..
Well I lost some pounds since I went to the doctors a while ago.. I was 108lbs and now i'm 103.6 :'(
That's about it.. oh!! and I'm allowed to use the phone and call ne where in the us and canada!! IF ONLY Dolly was home!! IF ONLY!! :'((((((
peace
I thank you Dolly for making me smile yesterday! I'm glad you read my entries if no one else seems to! :P It's all good.
This evening when auntie gets home I think we are going out for dinner, the two of us, Chinese food!! Noodles of some kind that I like! ummn.. I'm not sure about the movie deal but she told me to pick a movie out from the theaters so I think I want either the honeymooners or mr. and mrs. Smith. But only because Herbie: fully loaded isn't out yet. Auntie also wants to go to the mall so we'll find time for that. Auntie and Tim both want to take me to the museum but seperately. :)) I have yet to decide which ones I want to go to. Any suggestions?
Then we wanna go to the beach, and Tim will prob. wanna take me somewhere else..
Well I lost some pounds since I went to the doctors a while ago.. I was 108lbs and now i'm 103.6 :'(
That's about it.. oh!! and I'm allowed to use the phone and call ne where in the us and canada!! IF ONLY Dolly was home!! IF ONLY!! :'((((((
peace
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
This is the affects
Don't ask! I was bored!! Go ahead answer the questions
Who are u?:
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF..
01. I cried:
02. I asked you to help:
03. I became suicidal:
04. I died:
05. I died from natural causes:
06. I said I liked you:
07. I kissed you:
08. I started smoking the weed:
09. I stole something:
10. I was hospitalized:
11. I ran away from home:
12. I got in a fight & you were there:
WOULD YOU EVER:
01. Be my friend:
02. Tell me the truth, no matter what:
03. Lie to make me feel better:
04. Spread rumors about me:
05. Keep a secret if I told you one:
06. Loan me some cash:
07. Hold my hand:
08. Take a bullet for me?:
09. Keep in touch:
10. Try to solve my problems:
11. Love me:
OTHER:
02. Have I cooked for you?:
03. Did you like it?:
04. How have I affected you?:
05. What do you think of me?:
06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
07. How long do you think we will be friends?
08. Do you love me?
09. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?:
11. Would you hug me?:
13. Emotionally, what stands out?:
16. Give me a nickname & explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?:
21. Do you still think that way about me now?:
22. What do you think my weakness is?:
24. What makes me happy?:
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?:
28. How well do you know me?:
29. When was the last time you saw me?:
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but you couldn't?:
actually, Dolly you don't even have to answer them i Know what you would say for most of them!! since i just read them... ummn.. theres another list of things (not questions) on my xanga. http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=luvrgirl91
I almost went swimming today cause my grandma made me but then I saw that there wasn't anyone there right then so I might go later on.. Right now I really need to wash my hair!!
Who are u?:
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF..
01. I cried:
02. I asked you to help:
03. I became suicidal:
04. I died:
05. I died from natural causes:
06. I said I liked you:
07. I kissed you:
08. I started smoking the weed:
09. I stole something:
10. I was hospitalized:
11. I ran away from home:
12. I got in a fight & you were there:
WOULD YOU EVER:
01. Be my friend:
02. Tell me the truth, no matter what:
03. Lie to make me feel better:
04. Spread rumors about me:
05. Keep a secret if I told you one:
06. Loan me some cash:
07. Hold my hand:
08. Take a bullet for me?:
09. Keep in touch:
10. Try to solve my problems:
11. Love me:
OTHER:
02. Have I cooked for you?:
03. Did you like it?:
04. How have I affected you?:
05. What do you think of me?:
06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
07. How long do you think we will be friends?
08. Do you love me?
09. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?:
11. Would you hug me?:
13. Emotionally, what stands out?:
16. Give me a nickname & explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?:
21. Do you still think that way about me now?:
22. What do you think my weakness is?:
24. What makes me happy?:
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?:
28. How well do you know me?:
29. When was the last time you saw me?:
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but you couldn't?:
actually, Dolly you don't even have to answer them i Know what you would say for most of them!! since i just read them... ummn.. theres another list of things (not questions) on my xanga. http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=luvrgirl91
I almost went swimming today cause my grandma made me but then I saw that there wasn't anyone there right then so I might go later on.. Right now I really need to wash my hair!!
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Bored out of my Mind
Well, I was up around 5:55am this morning. I did a little bit more reading from a book i found here. Its about this teacher whos barely got her master's who's working at this prison. When she walks through the halls she sees paintings of famous men such as Einstine and Galileo. The painting is worn a bit and most of the iris of Einstine's eye is missing because of the paint. Rachel, the teacher has only had one class and in her first class she reads them a story about a man whos wife left for something or another and he starts to take in her habits and stuff ( trying in panyhose, wearing lipstick, drinking her soda) Anything and everything. One student brings up that maybe he is trying to think as his wife does and understand her points of view. That's about all the further I got. I'm also looking at Harry Potter but am not too interested in it, plus my grandma says God doesnt want us to because its witch craft. I dont find anything wrong with it as long as u dont believe in witchcraft and u dont start doing it.
Umn..If i didn't already mention My grandma really wants me to live with her and go to school here. I am still debating even though she has already set her mind to it. Ok, well I guess I'll go for now.. I'll most likely be back again since im soo desperately bored.. Maybe i'll go to the pool if it gets warm enough out...
Umn..If i didn't already mention My grandma really wants me to live with her and go to school here. I am still debating even though she has already set her mind to it. Ok, well I guess I'll go for now.. I'll most likely be back again since im soo desperately bored.. Maybe i'll go to the pool if it gets warm enough out...
Saturday, June 18, 2005
hehehe
Hey everyone! I'm in Maryland now! I have been since around 4pm but havent had enough guts to use my auntie's computer without her presence-even though she did say i could use her computer. Ummn.. I'm safe and sound here in maryland and will be here for 2 weeks as a positive unless my mom starts to miss me which I doubt.
ANyway, when my auntie does get home, shes going to get plowed over before she can even walk in the door. (thats if shes home while I'm awake!!)
My grandma and I talked for a bit ( a long bit) today and I'm thinking about moving down here for a couple years of highschool. She really wants me to move down here. I'm thinking I'll spend the first and last year of highschool at my home school and on 10 and 11th grade I'll be at BMA and at Montgomery H/S. Hopefully BMA as a def. ummn.. what else...
Oh, after sabbath let out I vacuumed up here at the condo. and straightened up a little bit because I'm at loss of a book. :( I was going to organize my auntie's stuff but I don't think it is my place to be going through her stuff. So I left it be even though I am VERY temped to organize...
Before ALL Of this happened I stayed home and babysat for my aunt Sandy today so she could work and take care of 2 patients. I watched 4 kids including my brother but with the help of my mom today unlike usual when i babysit them. All the kids were well behaved except, of course, my little brother. He just doesn't know how to share and he was calling me names all day long and I couldn't do a think about it either.
ANyway, I'm going to attempt to put in my mix cd on this computer. I'm gonna go! tootles!
ANyway, when my auntie does get home, shes going to get plowed over before she can even walk in the door. (thats if shes home while I'm awake!!)
My grandma and I talked for a bit ( a long bit) today and I'm thinking about moving down here for a couple years of highschool. She really wants me to move down here. I'm thinking I'll spend the first and last year of highschool at my home school and on 10 and 11th grade I'll be at BMA and at Montgomery H/S. Hopefully BMA as a def. ummn.. what else...
Oh, after sabbath let out I vacuumed up here at the condo. and straightened up a little bit because I'm at loss of a book. :( I was going to organize my auntie's stuff but I don't think it is my place to be going through her stuff. So I left it be even though I am VERY temped to organize...
Before ALL Of this happened I stayed home and babysat for my aunt Sandy today so she could work and take care of 2 patients. I watched 4 kids including my brother but with the help of my mom today unlike usual when i babysit them. All the kids were well behaved except, of course, my little brother. He just doesn't know how to share and he was calling me names all day long and I couldn't do a think about it either.
ANyway, I'm going to attempt to put in my mix cd on this computer. I'm gonna go! tootles!
Thursday, June 16, 2005
No ADD for me!
What would take my mom all day and then some to clean the house up took me about 2 hours. If i get the email that i wanted I'll post it and then you'll understand what I'm saying.
I think I will be Leaving for MD on sunday like orginally planned now. My mom had to change the date like 5 times. First she wanted to go on wed. then thurs. then fri then sat and now its what i said the first time, Sunday. Good grief!!
I think I will be Leaving for MD on sunday like orginally planned now. My mom had to change the date like 5 times. First she wanted to go on wed. then thurs. then fri then sat and now its what i said the first time, Sunday. Good grief!!
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
sigh..
The last day of school... I thought I had everyone I wanted to sign my year book. I was wrong. I searched through my yearbook at least 6 times in search of Miss. Kessell's signature but found nothing. I didn't even get mr. Little's signgature! And to believe I was with him for about 10 minutes! The whole point of me talking to him is to get him to sign my yearbook.. :(
Miss. Kessell was an overall cool teacher for being a gym teacher. She had her ups and downs a lot but we learned to deal with them. She always tried to be "cool" too. And when you got to know her she was really quite a nice person. Yea, she's weird but she every now and again says something really sweet that just fills your day with smiles. :)) water (wata) will never be the same.
Mr. Little. Mr. Little is not mine but the entire school's hero. He always has a pleasant smile and warm but funny thoughts. He never wanted to see someone cry because he was leaving. And because of that I did not shed one tear the whole day. He should be going off to iraq sometime this month. Everyone loves Mr. Little A LOT! He teaches cool social study classes, he's funny and sweet at the same time and cool too. Everyone looks up to mr. Little but not because hes just a soldier but he's a friend and an honorable teacher. He's just not your ordinary guy. Thankfully he won't be gone long either! He said in 2 months he'll be back. :)) HE told me I could go visit him anytime and he'd even come visit us. :)) Maybe over the course of next year I'll have a chance to stop by his house or something. It's not far if I go to matt's house. I could just walk from his house, they live in the same neighborhood.
Pictures are updated on Webshots. There are pictures of lil' and the last day of school. OH! I didn't get Rankin to sign my yearbook! that bites... he's going off to CC next year. I told some pplz I'd stop in every now and again to say hi.
Miss. Kessell was an overall cool teacher for being a gym teacher. She had her ups and downs a lot but we learned to deal with them. She always tried to be "cool" too. And when you got to know her she was really quite a nice person. Yea, she's weird but she every now and again says something really sweet that just fills your day with smiles. :)) water (wata) will never be the same.
Mr. Little. Mr. Little is not mine but the entire school's hero. He always has a pleasant smile and warm but funny thoughts. He never wanted to see someone cry because he was leaving. And because of that I did not shed one tear the whole day. He should be going off to iraq sometime this month. Everyone loves Mr. Little A LOT! He teaches cool social study classes, he's funny and sweet at the same time and cool too. Everyone looks up to mr. Little but not because hes just a soldier but he's a friend and an honorable teacher. He's just not your ordinary guy. Thankfully he won't be gone long either! He said in 2 months he'll be back. :)) HE told me I could go visit him anytime and he'd even come visit us. :)) Maybe over the course of next year I'll have a chance to stop by his house or something. It's not far if I go to matt's house. I could just walk from his house, they live in the same neighborhood.
Pictures are updated on Webshots. There are pictures of lil' and the last day of school. OH! I didn't get Rankin to sign my yearbook! that bites... he's going off to CC next year. I told some pplz I'd stop in every now and again to say hi.
Monday, June 13, 2005
Final day
Tomorrow will be the last and final day at Allen Middle School as a student. It will aslo be the last day to say goodbyes to teachers and friends. Next year I will be a freshman (woman) in higschool at Red Land and hopefully for 1 year, God willing! I am starting to get into the working mode so I will be ready for what ever work comes my way next year or maybe this summer.
Mr. Bun Bun Bob will be coming with me to school tomorrow along with a few farewell letters. And now I will be going to write a few more letters for tomorrow.
PS: I am still debating on whether or not I really want to go to this party. I want to be able to stay after school for a little while but if i do so I'd miss my bus so I'd also be going to the party. Monica and SHell have both decided they don't want to go which is fine with me I still have Nikki to hang out with.
Love ya Laff! with all my heart!
Mr. Bun Bun Bob will be coming with me to school tomorrow along with a few farewell letters. And now I will be going to write a few more letters for tomorrow.
PS: I am still debating on whether or not I really want to go to this party. I want to be able to stay after school for a little while but if i do so I'd miss my bus so I'd also be going to the party. Monica and SHell have both decided they don't want to go which is fine with me I still have Nikki to hang out with.
Love ya Laff! with all my heart!
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Please, Please
I ended up coming home yesterday around 6pm from emily's house. and from 6 on I slept. But then I was up at 11 or 12ish looking for dolly. :( I got up periodically through the early morning hours for no reason at all I just couldn't sleep.
There wasn't anything to do today that didn't involve me going outside. I did hang 3 loads of laundry outside on the line though. Most of the day I just cleaned up a bit but didn't get too far because my mom slept all day so I had to stay quiet. Shawn tortured me too today- He plainly preferred to be brat instead of a good little boy. The rest of the afternoon, I put laundry away, organized my drawers and closet and washed my pillow cases. I stayed close to the computer in case Doll got online just so i could say hi and then go back to work. I think its been a week since I talked to her last.
For tomorrow's plans I'll still be in school but not doing any work. In the morning there is an awards ceremony and I'm thinking in the afternoon the talent show. That I want to see because there are a few people singing that I want to hear. Other than those two things there shouldn't be too much going on.
Tuesdays plans are as the following: First and second period classes and the rest of the morning yearbook signing will be in progress. School lets out around 12 and from there I'll be at Alyssa's house. I have no idea when I'll be home and I'm already guess I won't have a chance to catch Doll.
There wasn't anything to do today that didn't involve me going outside. I did hang 3 loads of laundry outside on the line though. Most of the day I just cleaned up a bit but didn't get too far because my mom slept all day so I had to stay quiet. Shawn tortured me too today- He plainly preferred to be brat instead of a good little boy. The rest of the afternoon, I put laundry away, organized my drawers and closet and washed my pillow cases. I stayed close to the computer in case Doll got online just so i could say hi and then go back to work. I think its been a week since I talked to her last.
For tomorrow's plans I'll still be in school but not doing any work. In the morning there is an awards ceremony and I'm thinking in the afternoon the talent show. That I want to see because there are a few people singing that I want to hear. Other than those two things there shouldn't be too much going on.
Tuesdays plans are as the following: First and second period classes and the rest of the morning yearbook signing will be in progress. School lets out around 12 and from there I'll be at Alyssa's house. I have no idea when I'll be home and I'm already guess I won't have a chance to catch Doll.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
EEWWW E!
When I woke up this morning my mom woke me up telling me shes going to my dad's house and that if i don't wanna go to church tell grams that shes going to pick my dad up so i can see him! yea right!!! Anyway when I saw her I knew there was something goin on by her eyes. So I"m going to church so i don't have to put up with my mom. I know its a horrible reason to go to church!
well I got up went to the bathroom and on my way there the phone rang. It was grandma asking if I was going and telling me to get shawn up now. Went back to broom and when I came back to step into my room there is a frog on my carpet!!!! he's the one that was supposedly in the tank. EWWW!! So I'm trying to get this lil fellow up off my floor, I thought for sure he was dead. I took something near by and went to scoop him up. He freakin moved!!!! He jumped toward my bear that was on the floor and then from there she went to my shoe. tried to get him again and he went under my bed! I caught him there with a bowl! So he's under my bed and I can't get him out. But I HAVE TO get him back in the tank so he doesn't die in my room! I'll be a murderer!!
Ok I gotta go I'm talking to Emily.. But thinking about Dolly.. Sigh... I miss you dolly!! I REALLY WANT TO SEE YOU!!! :'( Right at the moment we are talking about u Doll!! Talking about Doll getting married!! AHH!!! and the hott guy she's going to marry! ;) ok bye..
well I got up went to the bathroom and on my way there the phone rang. It was grandma asking if I was going and telling me to get shawn up now. Went back to broom and when I came back to step into my room there is a frog on my carpet!!!! he's the one that was supposedly in the tank. EWWW!! So I'm trying to get this lil fellow up off my floor, I thought for sure he was dead. I took something near by and went to scoop him up. He freakin moved!!!! He jumped toward my bear that was on the floor and then from there she went to my shoe. tried to get him again and he went under my bed! I caught him there with a bowl! So he's under my bed and I can't get him out. But I HAVE TO get him back in the tank so he doesn't die in my room! I'll be a murderer!!
Ok I gotta go I'm talking to Emily.. But thinking about Dolly.. Sigh... I miss you dolly!! I REALLY WANT TO SEE YOU!!! :'( Right at the moment we are talking about u Doll!! Talking about Doll getting married!! AHH!!! and the hott guy she's going to marry! ;) ok bye..
Friday, June 10, 2005
Just saying
HAPPY SABBATH GUYS! I'm beat like an egg! as doll would say! I wanna go to church but I know I'm going to bee SOO bored.. When will I get a car of my own so i can go to the church I want to!!!?!?!?!?!
Since I went to Hershy Park I am obligated to go to Church tomorrow or I'll hear it from my grandma who is also paying for one week for me to go to camp since my mother dearest spent all my camp money! UGH..Which she promised she wouldn't touch.. But I should have known she can't keep a promise.. The other week I gotta come up with from somewhere or another. I think next week I'lll be babysitting over the weekend, porque es el 18 de Junio.
HEHEHE! I got a 96 on my spanish final! which is a high C but... :( I was expecting better.. I'm debating on whether or not I want to take spanish again in h/s. My friend said It'll help for my credits.. And I JUST MIGHT reconsider orchestra in h/s too.. I'd have to call the h/s to tell them though.
Anyway, Happy Sabbath! I gotta get in bed before i fall asleep at the keyboard..
Since I went to Hershy Park I am obligated to go to Church tomorrow or I'll hear it from my grandma who is also paying for one week for me to go to camp since my mother dearest spent all my camp money! UGH..Which she promised she wouldn't touch.. But I should have known she can't keep a promise.. The other week I gotta come up with from somewhere or another. I think next week I'lll be babysitting over the weekend, porque es el 18 de Junio.
HEHEHE! I got a 96 on my spanish final! which is a high C but... :( I was expecting better.. I'm debating on whether or not I want to take spanish again in h/s. My friend said It'll help for my credits.. And I JUST MIGHT reconsider orchestra in h/s too.. I'd have to call the h/s to tell them though.
Anyway, Happy Sabbath! I gotta get in bed before i fall asleep at the keyboard..
OUT
Ok, I'll be at Hershey Park today so I won't be home until almost 6pm! just a reminder! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxo tootles! ::D:D:D:D:D:D
CONGRATS TO DOLLY ON HER As!!!!! WHOO HOOO!!
CONGRATS TO DOLLY ON HER As!!!!! WHOO HOOO!!
Thursday, June 09, 2005
I finished yet another book!!!!! 2 books in one week!!! the first being the Pearl by Angela Hunt;320 pages, and the second book Nothing to lose by Alex Flinn;277 pages. Both really good books and I'd recomend them! and a matter a fact I am! I finally have something that would be considered a list!! A list of books for my school library.
Tomorrow!
HEHEHE!! Tomorrow will be my first time EVER stepping foot into hershy park AND riding roller coasters!!! WHOO HOO!!!!
I only have one problem.. What will I wear??? I know what I want to wear but I do not know if it will work with me and the rides. I mean, the rides and I. sigh... My friend says I shouldnt wear jean capris, which is exactly what I want to wear. she says if I want to get wet I shouldn't wear jeans. And I want to get a nice tan but I doubt that will happen.
Miss Reimer is going and I want to spend some time with her but I don't wanna totally ditch my other friends and maybe not be able to find them again. And one teacher is afraid she won't fit in the rides. I told her I'd be happy to go with her on a few rides and not to worry about that.
The weather says it is supposed to rain and thunderstorm too! Good grief! OK i gotta go! mom wants me off the comp. cause of storm.!
I only have one problem.. What will I wear??? I know what I want to wear but I do not know if it will work with me and the rides. I mean, the rides and I. sigh... My friend says I shouldnt wear jean capris, which is exactly what I want to wear. she says if I want to get wet I shouldn't wear jeans. And I want to get a nice tan but I doubt that will happen.
Miss Reimer is going and I want to spend some time with her but I don't wanna totally ditch my other friends and maybe not be able to find them again. And one teacher is afraid she won't fit in the rides. I told her I'd be happy to go with her on a few rides and not to worry about that.
The weather says it is supposed to rain and thunderstorm too! Good grief! OK i gotta go! mom wants me off the comp. cause of storm.!
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Amazed
Yesterday I got home and did my normal routine. sign off mom, bathroom, sign on nikki, wash face, check 2 c about doll, then I sit down and sort through my brain. A couple of minuntes into my thinking process I hear a car come up. Now, my mother was not home so I supposed she was now. It wasn't her. It was Ilgar. So when I heard the front door of the house close I said I'd advise you to stay in your car since mom is not home. After repeating this several times because he could not understand me I waited a moment for him to gather his belongings again and leave. After exactly a minute was up he still had not left. So I decided to go down to my grandmas but wanted instead to read outside. So I grabbed my book and went outside to read in front of the second porch. Not even 2 minutes into the book the van comes up and as soon as she is up I hear Ilgar shuffling to get out the door. When she sees him and his supposedly red face she asks what he was doing. Then she became suspicious. I don't know what he said but after he got far enough away for me to go back inside a few moments later mom came in and then a few more minutes past and she bursted into my room asking what was up in a suspicous tone. Trying to finish this last 30 pages of my book, I am reading!!!! I clearly knew what was up.
It was on! she said "get dressed!"
"I am dressed!"
"Get your shoes on!"
"They're on!" quickly slipping my flip flops on.
"We are going to the doctors now."
I grabbed my book and went to the car swearing up a storm. SHH!!! 5 minutes past before she finally came out and drove over 3/4 of the way to the doctors and then pulled off the road while we were screaming , not only 2 feet away from one another. Most of the time I was being sarcastic in my tone and trying to calm myself down, trying not to create more friction. She stopped said something or another then turned back around to go home. Yelling at her I demanded for her to go to the doctors to prove her wrong so then she would have to apologize and leave me be. Now, very few of u know my history, but for those of you who do you'll understand. "You are soo beep blind. Have you not noticed? Time and time again I attempt the same thing and time and time again someone who cares enough stops me for some reason or another. You are soo beeping blind you don't even realize what you do. and I do it only because of you and no other reason. What do i have to do for you to see? I guess I have to spell it out don't I?"
After rambling on a little longer I finally said "One of these days..." I'll just stop there. My mom says something like I better not.
By this time we are about to come up the drive way and I promise her that it will happen and she will be there to live for her to expierence what i have for the past how many years. (not just talking about this one subj. from earlier) and by the way I'm not talking pain. I got in the house and went to my room and then decided to spend some time with Emily after about 3 seconds of thinking about what day it is. It was as if nothing happened at all! It was quite an accomplishment to how fast i blew it off.
It was on! she said "get dressed!"
"I am dressed!"
"Get your shoes on!"
"They're on!" quickly slipping my flip flops on.
"We are going to the doctors now."
I grabbed my book and went to the car swearing up a storm. SHH!!! 5 minutes past before she finally came out and drove over 3/4 of the way to the doctors and then pulled off the road while we were screaming , not only 2 feet away from one another. Most of the time I was being sarcastic in my tone and trying to calm myself down, trying not to create more friction. She stopped said something or another then turned back around to go home. Yelling at her I demanded for her to go to the doctors to prove her wrong so then she would have to apologize and leave me be. Now, very few of u know my history, but for those of you who do you'll understand. "You are soo beep blind. Have you not noticed? Time and time again I attempt the same thing and time and time again someone who cares enough stops me for some reason or another. You are soo beeping blind you don't even realize what you do. and I do it only because of you and no other reason. What do i have to do for you to see? I guess I have to spell it out don't I?"
After rambling on a little longer I finally said "One of these days..." I'll just stop there. My mom says something like I better not.
By this time we are about to come up the drive way and I promise her that it will happen and she will be there to live for her to expierence what i have for the past how many years. (not just talking about this one subj. from earlier) and by the way I'm not talking pain. I got in the house and went to my room and then decided to spend some time with Emily after about 3 seconds of thinking about what day it is. It was as if nothing happened at all! It was quite an accomplishment to how fast i blew it off.
Monday, June 06, 2005
Counting down!
Today is Monday and Friday is when I go to Hershey Park for the very first time!! YAY!!! 4 days going on 3!
Another great thing happening this week! Mr. Little will be at school! What day I do not know as of right now but I know he wasn't here today. And I doubt he'll be here Friday cause of the 8th grade fieldtrip. That leaves tomorrow, Wednessday, and Thursday- so between tomorrow and Thursday I'm expecting a visit from Mr. Little! :D:D Just to let you know that I am NOT crazy Mr. Little is not only a teacher, friend and father but he is also a soldier going off to Iraq. Some people don't want him coming to visit and others do. The people who don't think it will be harder to say goodbye. I see their point of view but think of the present. Enjoy your time with him while he is here! I took great pains when he left the first time but I'm ready for it this time. The first time was the first time ever for me to cry because of someone else. (besides Doll. Actually Mr. Little was before her so I'm good) I didn't even cry for my grandfather's death like 9 years ago and I knew the meaning of death then too. It was a very eventful day and some time this week will also be eventful for not only me but the whole entire building. I have absolutely nothing planned for my section and 8-2 to present but just supporting him will be enough I'm sure!
Also! Dolly's exam is coming up and I would appreciate it much if ya'll could kieep your fingers crossed that she'll do well! I know she will but just in case! No Pressure Dolly!!! :P Since we all love Doll-Doll so much! ;)
Back to reading I go! I have to catch up! I'm only on pg. 200 and I should be almost done! i have 2 other books to read yet! :'( AHH!! With Doll studying I should have some free time to read.
News update on mr. Little. He has decided to come in on moday because of the talent show. He said the he would be there to say both hello and good-bye.I personally think we should take the rest of the afternoon from after lunch at 1:15 to 2:45 (end of school) to just be able to hang out and talk to mr. little. We did that when he left the first time. We took two mods just to say goodbye and give gifts and cry and hugs and ect. Almost half the school hasn't even bothered to keep up on his news but I do know that the other half has been keeping tabs some how. :)
Another great thing happening this week! Mr. Little will be at school! What day I do not know as of right now but I know he wasn't here today. And I doubt he'll be here Friday cause of the 8th grade fieldtrip. That leaves tomorrow, Wednessday, and Thursday- so between tomorrow and Thursday I'm expecting a visit from Mr. Little! :D:D Just to let you know that I am NOT crazy Mr. Little is not only a teacher, friend and father but he is also a soldier going off to Iraq. Some people don't want him coming to visit and others do. The people who don't think it will be harder to say goodbye. I see their point of view but think of the present. Enjoy your time with him while he is here! I took great pains when he left the first time but I'm ready for it this time. The first time was the first time ever for me to cry because of someone else. (besides Doll. Actually Mr. Little was before her so I'm good) I didn't even cry for my grandfather's death like 9 years ago and I knew the meaning of death then too. It was a very eventful day and some time this week will also be eventful for not only me but the whole entire building. I have absolutely nothing planned for my section and 8-2 to present but just supporting him will be enough I'm sure!
Also! Dolly's exam is coming up and I would appreciate it much if ya'll could kieep your fingers crossed that she'll do well! I know she will but just in case! No Pressure Dolly!!! :P Since we all love Doll-Doll so much! ;)
Back to reading I go! I have to catch up! I'm only on pg. 200 and I should be almost done! i have 2 other books to read yet! :'( AHH!! With Doll studying I should have some free time to read.
News update on mr. Little. He has decided to come in on moday because of the talent show. He said the he would be there to say both hello and good-bye.I personally think we should take the rest of the afternoon from after lunch at 1:15 to 2:45 (end of school) to just be able to hang out and talk to mr. little. We did that when he left the first time. We took two mods just to say goodbye and give gifts and cry and hugs and ect. Almost half the school hasn't even bothered to keep up on his news but I do know that the other half has been keeping tabs some how. :)
Sunday, June 05, 2005
I did not do one thing productive at all. This morning when I woke up I jumped in the shower and after I got out I changed and raced back into my room. From there I read a few pages and then attempted to do my wordfind and didn't get anywhere on that. After giving up on that I'm not sure what I did. I think i just layed around until doll got online. And when I came to find out that she was studying I just hung out waiting for her to get done. During that period of time I tried to read again but could stay focused so went to give my dog a bath which was desperately needed. I let her stay inside for a while before she drove me nuts with shawn chasing her. I took her back outside where she belongs. She'll no doubt get dirty again but I couldn't stand the look of her since she is a white husky alaskin.
Afterthat I wanted to wash up and try to smell like a human again and then came back looking at what Dolly was doing. Still studying sadly.. So for the first time in a while Shawn and I went outside and hung out for a while and then I read. I didn't stay out too long before i was sneezing and getting light headed. Came back in and moaned when I saw doll was still working hard. Took a nap waking up periodically. checking on doll. I woke up around 3 something looked no messages. 3:30 still none.again during 3, none. 4:47 didnt expect any so didn't look cause my computer was sleeping and i didnt want to get up and wake it up thinking I wouldnt have any luck and then at 5 i knew she must have left and so I got up. :( I wasted pretty much my entire day just being around my computer and naping. Ok I won't say wasted that too negative. "I used"**
Afterthat I wanted to wash up and try to smell like a human again and then came back looking at what Dolly was doing. Still studying sadly.. So for the first time in a while Shawn and I went outside and hung out for a while and then I read. I didn't stay out too long before i was sneezing and getting light headed. Came back in and moaned when I saw doll was still working hard. Took a nap waking up periodically. checking on doll. I woke up around 3 something looked no messages. 3:30 still none.again during 3, none. 4:47 didnt expect any so didn't look cause my computer was sleeping and i didnt want to get up and wake it up thinking I wouldnt have any luck and then at 5 i knew she must have left and so I got up. :( I wasted pretty much my entire day just being around my computer and naping. Ok I won't say wasted that too negative. "I used"**
Saturday, June 04, 2005
I have come to find out that more than one or two people have been reading my blog. Someone from my church had searched my name and it came up with my blog and he said he has read it. How many times i don't know. He said he was going to comment but then decided not to. I wish he would though.
thats all for now! Happy sabbath!
thats all for now! Happy sabbath!
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Are U missed?- The Time i spend/spent
You know who you are and you know the answer. Do you know I have actually lived through an entire week (almost) without talking with you? I keep on going to your blog even though i know it no longer exists.. I've been racing home as fast as my legs will take me without giving out while leaping off the bus and running a half mile home trying to get home even though I'm almost sure you won't be online and even if you were i could just walk at a normal pace and still talk with you. I have also been checking my mail and messenger every time someone gets online or as soon as I see that I've gotten an email. I have attempted to be interested in Bel Canto and have tried to read it, not getting too bored. AND because you are not here I have completed all my work, studied in every subject, practiced my violin for an hour, been able to read 30 pages in my new book, and have cleaned my room soo many times this week its getting pitiful. May I add the fact that I have talked to my uncle more than I have for the past few months because he annoys me so much I want to just strangle him at times? So what's the deal with the internet? willing to tell me anything that has been occuring in your life? Stories to tell? Things to fill my schedule? Oh there is much more that I do when you are not here. So far, I have also washed the dishes made appointments, emailed people I haven't for decades, have re-done my language arts project 3 times and have considered other ways to do it unsure on which way I wanted, have organized my closet, dresser and underneath my bed at least once, have caught up on some bible reading, downloaded Chris Rice music, have been invited to go places and do things without debating whether or not I should ditch you (have I ever really chose someone/something else over you? besides Emily whom is family). My nails have been painted at least 3 times this week too! a record!! And during school, where I usually take about 5 minutes or so to check your blog I have used to go to my math teacher asking questions and getting help which I have never done before. (although even if you were here i prob. still would have done it cause i totally didn't get it the concept.) This one you will like! I have eaten so much this week I felt like i was going to vomet when I had to bend down for the doctor today!!! AND!!! ThERES an AND!!! I weight 108lbs!!!!! and my height is 5 and 1/2 ft.
Tonight I have worked on defragging my aunts computer and am in the process of scheduling a day to do so on her computer. Tomorrow morning I have scheduled a short meet with miss. Reimer to give her a format for the stickies that will be needed for the new and hand me down computers. Monday I have scheduled an appt. to go back to the doctors for a skin check thing at 10:40am and then going back on Wed. at 2:40pm in hope I'll be back by 3:30 to see if u are back online.
So in conclusion, when you are not here I am bored so much that I have managed to pretty much accomplish everything that i need to do with only a few things left. ( card for mr. Lil' comin home, and something for mrs. umphrey's babyshower) So when you are not here I fill my time with things to keep me busy. Will there ever be a day when someone doesn't mess with the internet connection there? You are missed way to much. My time, instead of talking to you and thinking of you and doing things just to think of you have been replaced with things that need to be done. I'm missing being able to sit here and just chat or even have dead silence just knowing you are alive and having internet access. Most of all I think i'm missing stories from your day from "Life demands a reaction..."
PS: I have also been working on my acne as well!!! :)) I've bought some products that MIGHT help! AND I'm trying to get some new allergy pills depending on how much they're going to cost..
Tonight I have worked on defragging my aunts computer and am in the process of scheduling a day to do so on her computer. Tomorrow morning I have scheduled a short meet with miss. Reimer to give her a format for the stickies that will be needed for the new and hand me down computers. Monday I have scheduled an appt. to go back to the doctors for a skin check thing at 10:40am and then going back on Wed. at 2:40pm in hope I'll be back by 3:30 to see if u are back online.
So in conclusion, when you are not here I am bored so much that I have managed to pretty much accomplish everything that i need to do with only a few things left. ( card for mr. Lil' comin home, and something for mrs. umphrey's babyshower) So when you are not here I fill my time with things to keep me busy. Will there ever be a day when someone doesn't mess with the internet connection there? You are missed way to much. My time, instead of talking to you and thinking of you and doing things just to think of you have been replaced with things that need to be done. I'm missing being able to sit here and just chat or even have dead silence just knowing you are alive and having internet access. Most of all I think i'm missing stories from your day from "Life demands a reaction..."
PS: I have also been working on my acne as well!!! :)) I've bought some products that MIGHT help! AND I'm trying to get some new allergy pills depending on how much they're going to cost..
All to myself
Right now, since I am done with my science project I have a whole mod to do as I please. So I am going to spend it blogging and possibly reading Bel Canto. BUT first comes blogging! :P
For the past few days I have been trying to figure out this surface area thing in math class. I got soo fustrated on tuesday I just threw myself on my bed and cried. :'( Then after realizing it wasn't going to get me anywhere I went to my grandmas and watched little house on the prarie with Emily. It was the first time EVER seeing lil house on the prarie. It wasn't half bad once I got into their atmosphere. (Whatever you want to call it)
Today in math class Mrs. Fodness sat down with me and worked out some problems with me and then i figured out all i was doing wrong was that I wasn't multiplying the sides of the triangles together and for the Pyth. theorem I didn't use half the base but instead I took the entired base side. So that was my problem...
And as of thus far in school it's 3rd mod right now. I won't be taking my spanish final until 10th and 11th mod and I'll be taking it in the cafeteria. :( I'm starting to be unsure whether or not I'm actually ready to take the test. I've studied and practiced for over a month and it never even came across me to work on my conjugating of the verbs. I know the the boot verbs and the regular set up when conjugating. (yo, tu, ella,ello, usted, nosotros, vosotros, ellas, ellos, ustedes) hehehe See I got it! ;)
Now for Dolly time. She says that her teacher says she can't sing! Now if she can't sing then who can? I don't think they know what they're talking about. I've heard my girl sing and I KNOW that she can! She has the voice of an angel. I'm dead serious too. My poor Dolly... :( Don't worry Doll we all know you CAN sing!!
Ok I have just wasted most of my period talking about absolutely nothing!
For the past few days I have been trying to figure out this surface area thing in math class. I got soo fustrated on tuesday I just threw myself on my bed and cried. :'( Then after realizing it wasn't going to get me anywhere I went to my grandmas and watched little house on the prarie with Emily. It was the first time EVER seeing lil house on the prarie. It wasn't half bad once I got into their atmosphere. (Whatever you want to call it)
Today in math class Mrs. Fodness sat down with me and worked out some problems with me and then i figured out all i was doing wrong was that I wasn't multiplying the sides of the triangles together and for the Pyth. theorem I didn't use half the base but instead I took the entired base side. So that was my problem...
And as of thus far in school it's 3rd mod right now. I won't be taking my spanish final until 10th and 11th mod and I'll be taking it in the cafeteria. :( I'm starting to be unsure whether or not I'm actually ready to take the test. I've studied and practiced for over a month and it never even came across me to work on my conjugating of the verbs. I know the the boot verbs and the regular set up when conjugating. (yo, tu, ella,ello, usted, nosotros, vosotros, ellas, ellos, ustedes) hehehe See I got it! ;)
Now for Dolly time. She says that her teacher says she can't sing! Now if she can't sing then who can? I don't think they know what they're talking about. I've heard my girl sing and I KNOW that she can! She has the voice of an angel. I'm dead serious too. My poor Dolly... :( Don't worry Doll we all know you CAN sing!!
Ok I have just wasted most of my period talking about absolutely nothing!
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Left
Well theres practically 8 days left in the school year.. It's going to be so hard for me to leave all my friends since pretty much all of them are going to Cedar Cliff plus leaving Miss. Reimer behind..:( I'm not going to want to leave AMS for that reason... :( Other than that I can't wait to get to highschool! AND I'm praying I'll get to BMA in 10th grade.
Tomorrow I have a doctors appt. at 6 for camp and for highschool as well. Umm also i have 2 projects due and a final in Spanish class. Oh and My books are due tomorrow too.. I don't think i'm going to finish Bel canto and honestly it's not getting enough attention from me for me to want to read it. I like it, but nothing is really happening.. I'll read it some other time maybe. Right now i'm just trying to throw some kind of list together for my library teacher so she can buy some books that ppl will like. I'm hoping to ask some ppl around the school tomorrow.
As of thus far for my plans after school lets out I have a party at Alyssa's, camp, then D.C. to spend some time with my grandma, auntie, uncle and Shannon the pooch!!! :P AND then if I'm VERY lucky I'll see both Jen and Dolly my two Angels. Jen PROMISED me that she'd come see me so I'm holding her to that and I'll try my hardest to come back from D.C. just to see her. And if I see Doll I wanna be in maryland cause everything is so much closer and theres so much more to do in the city. I WISH i could just spend at least a WHOLE ENTIRE day with her just hanging out and maybe possibly Emily meeting her. But then Emily would have to come to MD with me.. :( :)
Oh and I forgot something else! Mrs. Umphrey's baby is due in June or July and that'd be an exciting event for her. Speaking of teachers and babys I should get in contact with Mrs. Erikson and see how her and her son are doing. I haven't recieved ne letters from her in quite some time. So I'll take a few moments and write to her then. There's So much to do! :P
I love and Miss u Doll! I am certain that you'll do well on your exam. And how did u do on that voice exam? I think it was a voice thing.. :$
Must go now! Shower b4 pplz gets back!
Tomorrow I have a doctors appt. at 6 for camp and for highschool as well. Umm also i have 2 projects due and a final in Spanish class. Oh and My books are due tomorrow too.. I don't think i'm going to finish Bel canto and honestly it's not getting enough attention from me for me to want to read it. I like it, but nothing is really happening.. I'll read it some other time maybe. Right now i'm just trying to throw some kind of list together for my library teacher so she can buy some books that ppl will like. I'm hoping to ask some ppl around the school tomorrow.
As of thus far for my plans after school lets out I have a party at Alyssa's, camp, then D.C. to spend some time with my grandma, auntie, uncle and Shannon the pooch!!! :P AND then if I'm VERY lucky I'll see both Jen and Dolly my two Angels. Jen PROMISED me that she'd come see me so I'm holding her to that and I'll try my hardest to come back from D.C. just to see her. And if I see Doll I wanna be in maryland cause everything is so much closer and theres so much more to do in the city. I WISH i could just spend at least a WHOLE ENTIRE day with her just hanging out and maybe possibly Emily meeting her. But then Emily would have to come to MD with me.. :( :)
Oh and I forgot something else! Mrs. Umphrey's baby is due in June or July and that'd be an exciting event for her. Speaking of teachers and babys I should get in contact with Mrs. Erikson and see how her and her son are doing. I haven't recieved ne letters from her in quite some time. So I'll take a few moments and write to her then. There's So much to do! :P
I love and Miss u Doll! I am certain that you'll do well on your exam. And how did u do on that voice exam? I think it was a voice thing.. :$
Must go now! Shower b4 pplz gets back!
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