The day quickly slipped past me as i sat at my desk and lyed on my bed talking with my beloved Emily Y. As the day advanced we started to bond even more than before, in a way starting from scratch.- Sharing some thoughts and sorting some mishaps out. The Emily I wanted to know was starting to form before my eyes. Shaping the sensitivity and getting to know her reactions to certain cituations. I spent my day laughing at comments she typed into the window and then close to crying at others.-not in a hurtful way but the depth it took me to. I am glad I had the oppurtunity to meet her. Emily G. said it must have been destined for Dolly not to come and that is what God wanted. She and I agreed if Dolly would have come the chances of us actually getting into her cabin might be slim and the chances of us both knowing Emily would be even slimmer. I shared several things and to each one she was in no way hurt, as far as I could tell. I can go to a greater length with her and say things that I would never had thought would actually leave my mouth and she seems to be totally fine with it. I am glad to know that much! I'm thinking if it were not for sunday morning we wouldn't have grown soo much today. Once again I am at loss for words to describe how I feel in the right context. From around 8 this morning going on 4:30 this afternoon we have been talking and getting to know eachother, but no in the sense, for example, our favorite color, or best friend or relatives. deeper than that. (I suppose)I do not care what her favorite color is or for her past or any of that. Thanking God once again!! A lot lately he has brought me to new people to share my love with and my care for them. I don't know how he plans to use me and I do not know if he is now but I do know he must have given me friends or soon to be friends like these ones for some reason.
Yes, Emily where Ever you are out there I do love you!!! I'm getting to know you more and more as the day progresses! I don't know why I miss you but I do.. I guess I miss being able to torment you with love and being able to cling to you (every now and again...No matter how much u torture me or what you say I'll love you!! the past weeks are over and even though we bring them up it doesn't matter to me too much what was done.. I'm just glad to talk to you!
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