I said I'd try

It is not easy being good, you know, especially when you are among people who must find it amusing to see one be on the verge of raging out of control. I daresay I am not a person to quarrel with. If you have ever been in that position with me I am terribly sorry, especially if you have been so unlucky to quarrel with me today. My patience was short, indeed. Now, my readers, if you wish you may now leave while I do some venting. I do warn you though as I have failed to do in the past.

It started at 5:30 this morning, at the butt crack of dawn. My alarm went off. I reached for my phone and smiled as I saw a ‘Golden’ background on it. It was one a friend had shared with me. I turned it off and then lay in bed for another few moments while I decided whether to stay in bed to go to Maryland later in the morning or if I should just go to school and if we were indeed going to go to Maryland today then they could call for me at school. I did not want to miss another moment of school. It is already hard to miss what I have. By the time I do return it will take me a while to actually get the information I need from my teachers to do my make-up work and until I review everything I missed I will be sitting in a few classes completely lost thus making it harder to catch up on just one day.

Around 8:30 my grandma came in to inform me that my mom had supposedly said that were not going to Maryland and she had told me this yesterday. This is certainly not what she had said just the previous day. She said that even though her car was not in the best shape to do any long distance traveling if my grandmother wanted us in Maryland because she’s in the hospital we would go. Allow me to fill you in. I did get the strength (because I was crying on the chance of my grandma not making it out of the hospital) to call her and I asked her if she wanted us down there as much as I wanted to be by her side. She said she did want us to come down. Anyway, by now I was well into my first class but I could still go into school. No, I was unable to go on the account of my mom not being home to take me and my grandma, I know, would unwilling me take me. (that’s after she spends 30minutes complaining to me) 8:30am and I was already about to argue with my grandma on what was said and what was not said.

I will explain more later.. I must go..