I will leave again

I do apologize for my absence once again. If you ever will forgive me my readers, i was away at my dads taking care of my grandmother before she passed away just monday morning at 7:30am. To assure you all, I AM fine and please do not worry or sympathize because I honestly don't want to hear any of it. Don't be hurt! I spent the afternoon on Monday with my very beloved auntie Chris and her and I spent quality time together (something that i haven't done since summer). Anyway, for those who may be wondering, she was around 80, had bone cancer (we just found out about 2 weeks before), had about 8months to live and when she went back to Shady Grove Hospital she had a low potassium and oxygen level and was deyhydrated. I was giving as much water as i could get down her too.. On her last days with us, she hallucinated, couldn't walk, wouldn't eat and it was even harder to understand anything she said (because shes thai and has a strong accent, not to mention her grammar is terrible). And so, I may be going to maryland either tomorrow or Saturday. So, if you do not hear from me then that is where I am.

Also, mother dearest is in the hospital and has been there since saturday morning. Holy Spirit Hosp. is still running tests because they don't know whats wrong with her. And i can tell them without any tests!! She's mentally ill, boarderline diabetic, a worry wort and a list of unmentionables that few know what i'm talking about. I'm guesssing it was just an anxiety attack. I do feel bad for the nurses in care of her though. She is giving them such a hard time. She acts like shes the only one in the hospital and she's EXTREMELY nasty to them.. My prayers for their sanity and patience. There is much more to complain about against her but i will not waste your time babbling.
on another note, None of you may die on me! understood?!?!? I will surely die with you if you do! YOu are ALL very precious to me and I really DON'T want to lose any of you! Life would not be worth living if I didn't have all of you to come home to everday, knowing that most of you are well, and others to worry about... Thank you!