Sunday, December 23, 2007

disappointing addictions

Sometimes- a lot of times- i wish i had deep topics to talk about. Emotions to share, and perspectives to broaden. To my own disappointment, fulminating about life is the central point of my postings.I would have stopped posting a long time ago if it weren't for my needy habits to write, and if that were to happen, then no one would know if i were alive. Sometimes that's not a bad thing either.

My english teacher, is regularly reminding me to compose more abstract ideas about short stories we've read, books I've read on my own, and anything else she asks us to comment on. I see her purpose, but not everything i read screams to me profoundness as it does her. But she IS an English teacher and maybe I'll appreciate these things later in life.

My postings don't scream for advice or promote comments either though. Maybe my blogging is more for myself rather than others, although its free for others to read.

It feels like forever since I've last really written anything. poems and stories. I've thought up a few in my head lately though. none i remember though.

Pessimism is muy malo. I'm naturally supposed to be very pessimistic. it's ok though. I'm not a complete disappointment.

2 comments:

Chart Smart said...

NICE Blog :)

Gina said...

you will NEVER disappoint me, Nikki :)
even though your blog is mainly just you talking about what's going on in your life, that's what makes it, and you, unique. plus it makes me feel like a better friend when I haven't talked to you for awhile.
personally, i love your blog. especially the music you added, and the pictures that constantly change.
don't ruin your life, ok? :)