Keeping it Brief

Matt M. is a really cool friend. Need i explain further?.... i rather not.

I'm technically in math class right now but my body is in the computer class. I can not help but write. I am often feeling the need to do some writing. I really want to write a story but have yet to come around to doing that. looking for inspiration... again.

The water in my bowl is getting a little clearer. I'm glad theres more than me in it to help keep my bowl from total destruction. if it weren't for ignorance to the real world .. or maybe something else, the bowl probably would have shattered when it dropped to the floor. Thankfully though, there's a sea out there, and i realize it. There's more than one fish-bowl..
But to stop talking in riddles, and to make sense of my mess, my mom isn't doing so hott and i miss my brother tremendously. I am avoidance to calling home so i don't end up hiding by the bubbly house in my bowl, complete with blankets and pillows. In brief, finances are tighter than ever, brother is probably struggling to keep up with mom's emotional habits and mother herself is on the border line of crashing back into history. She took a good sum of money from me last week and she's not planning on reinbursting (sp?) me and shes living on just about 20 bucks right now... Almost at loss of a house too.
praying for a miracle
to be continued..