I Went On A Date

The sun is showing his face again and I decided to make a date with him today. I think he's going to stick around with me for a little while.- and that i am happy for.

yesterday i stacked two truck loads of wood and in the midst of it noticed the sun.

And because of that (which i actually did on a whim to get fresh air) I ran 4 miles today around my area where the trees overhang the road, and although there are brown leaves along the sides, i feel that there will be some green growing on the trees again. Which means less suicide attempts around the world.

• We played hide and seek, the sun and I. I the seeker, and he the hider. Of course I did find him every time because where else can he hide other than behind the clouds and trees while he's kinda just hanging out there in space.
  
• The creek(s) that surround my house are rushing again with lively-hood, I saw a blue bird sweep across one of the creeks. Stopping at the bridge the ground around it is rather moist from the sun's doing (of course). it's so moist that when i stepped on it i sunk.
  
• Although i'm going ice-skating on friday (which kinda requires cold -its indoors) i WANT to be social again and do stuff which is also a good thing.

I will go back outside in a few minutes to enjoy the sun setting in the west, which is at the face of the house, pick up sticks, fallen branches, and any other debris that i might find. So in my productive moments, i'm going to enjoy the nice of 52 degrees and no longer allow myself to wallow in any form of depression or self pity.

love to Dolly, Emily and chocolates.