On the day you left i packed my bags and went home,
because fear has no place here. so i'll follow your lead and live my life like you.
always pushing forward with the weight of the world holding me back.
its time to stand up and walk!
the higher i climb, the air gets so thin, so thin!
but your love is my lungs, and i am breathing, breathing!
and though our bodies will come to pass, we will live on in hearts and minds. we will not die even when we cease to breathe. but in life, it is so hard.
the very air i breathe seems to suffocate me! its a constant battle, still i stand up and walk! for the higher i climb the air gets so thin, but your love is my lungs and i am breathing!
i climb this mountain, the path i walk is plagued with doubt. but i will not fail! i will not fall down! and i'll carry on until i hear you call me home. i will ascend! on shaking legs with heavy steps i'll bear this cup that weighs me down, but i wont fall. oh god, don't let me fall! "i try, to hold myself up but i cant go on unless you are here with me!"
because fear has no place here. so i'll follow your lead and live my life like you.
always pushing forward with the weight of the world holding me back.
its time to stand up and walk!
the higher i climb, the air gets so thin, so thin!
but your love is my lungs, and i am breathing, breathing!
and though our bodies will come to pass, we will live on in hearts and minds. we will not die even when we cease to breathe. but in life, it is so hard.
the very air i breathe seems to suffocate me! its a constant battle, still i stand up and walk! for the higher i climb the air gets so thin, but your love is my lungs and i am breathing!
i climb this mountain, the path i walk is plagued with doubt. but i will not fail! i will not fall down! and i'll carry on until i hear you call me home. i will ascend! on shaking legs with heavy steps i'll bear this cup that weighs me down, but i wont fall. oh god, don't let me fall! "i try, to hold myself up but i cant go on unless you are here with me!"
I received two callbacks today from same area- i refused one and the other i have an interview for on friday- crossing my fingers. :-) I talked to a neighbor today asking for some work to do and tomorrow i hope for my reply. (again crossing fingers)
It's somewhat of a secret but i'm working on my first summer package and as long as all my items come together by next week i should have it out soon.
My feelings over college are nerve wrecking to say the least. My level is like a kitten standing in front of the big bad wolf hoping the kitten won't be eaten- I am the kitten. If i actually attend smartstart, i'll be there not having a clue what i'm supposed to do. But mostly i can not believe i'm actually going through with this investment. Southern is not cheap and i'm going to make my best efforts to make it by and yet i feel empty handed without much of a plan on how i'm going to pay for it other than landing a few jobs. I don't know why i always worry about finances but it seems to eat at me continuously. The idea of such a far distance from PA. It's like a three year old starting off with a blank sheet of paper and being expected to compose a musical masterpiece.
And for closer, i'm scared to be in love- enough said. .... may rather to love another... (not that i do but what if later...)
It's somewhat of a secret but i'm working on my first summer package and as long as all my items come together by next week i should have it out soon.
My feelings over college are nerve wrecking to say the least. My level is like a kitten standing in front of the big bad wolf hoping the kitten won't be eaten- I am the kitten. If i actually attend smartstart, i'll be there not having a clue what i'm supposed to do. But mostly i can not believe i'm actually going through with this investment. Southern is not cheap and i'm going to make my best efforts to make it by and yet i feel empty handed without much of a plan on how i'm going to pay for it other than landing a few jobs. I don't know why i always worry about finances but it seems to eat at me continuously. The idea of such a far distance from PA. It's like a three year old starting off with a blank sheet of paper and being expected to compose a musical masterpiece.
And for closer, i'm scared to be in love- enough said. .... may rather to love another... (not that i do but what if later...)
2 comments:
i know how you feel with the whole college thing...i'm scared out of my mind. but when you get down to smart start, there will be people there to help you out, and i'm only a phonecall away :)
smartstart is fun. anyone else you know going down? it's your head start on the scary place. don't be scared. college is so fun as long as you get involved in as much as you can. let me ponder some hook-ups for you. you know my sister is in the area. though she is not so easy to count on- OH! and jenny is down there... you're gonna find out real soon that it's a lot better than u think. :)
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