It's all about Letting Go

After the sermon (which i had no idea what it was about) time for song service then for our seperation into our classes. Trisa came up with me today and after class she played the piano for me. She is really really good even though she only had a few lessons on the piano. When I say a few I mean a few! It has been like 3 months since i saw her last. She wasn't supposed to be up with me but she was. :)

I was home right before 3 came around. Brought Shawn in and he layed down on the couch. I then came into my room and logged in and looked for three people and none of them were on so I decided to take a nap myself. Before I lied down I gave my friend Deb a call since she hasn't been at church because of some friction between the two. No answer. Then decided to set my alarm for 4 since it was already 3:30 and Doll wasn't online. Alarm went of, took a glance at the screen, no Doll. Go back to sleep. I woke back up at 5 sharp and decided it was too late for Doll to be on and Jenny might still be out and about and Jen hadn't been on for almost 2 days now. Found myself something to snack on. Between 3 and now which is about 9:15 my mom went out and did her own thing. She came back just a little while ago and decided she wanted my password for my settings and wanted my cam for the computer. Took about one second and thought about what Doll had told me before and figured there was no point in arguing or asking why. Although i did give attitude which was expected from me with the attitude she gave me about it.

She then told me to get off the computer and sign her into my dad's settings. She said she'd tell me what she was doing but she wouldn't tell me when I asked her. She finally spilled though. She said that she found someone on camera waving to her/me today when I was at church and he said hi nicole. She said he was in his 40s, had brown short hair that was pulled back (that didn't make sense to me), and wore glasses. He apparently knows me if he knows my name but I do not know anyone thats a male and wears glasses and with that discription.. With this information I am not sure if i should believe it or not. I think she actually believes me though. That i ahve know idea who this person is. Which I don't. She said she's gonna be taking me into school Monday and that she's gonna be talking with the school about the bus and where it's going to be picking me up and dropping me off for safety reasons. "I really Don't mind walking at all", I told her. I said I can safely walk from point A to point B. I know basically every person that passes me everyday on the road so I'm in no danger and plus I have my neighbors to go to if any danger does happen to pass my way. Also, ever think about God watching over you? yea.. Plenty of reasons why i'm ok with walking. but the less walking I guess the better. I guess I won't be walking my daily mile..:(