Are U missed?- The Time i spend/spent

You know who you are and you know the answer. Do you know I have actually lived through an entire week (almost) without talking with you? I keep on going to your blog even though i know it no longer exists.. I've been racing home as fast as my legs will take me without giving out while leaping off the bus and running a half mile home trying to get home even though I'm almost sure you won't be online and even if you were i could just walk at a normal pace and still talk with you. I have also been checking my mail and messenger every time someone gets online or as soon as I see that I've gotten an email. I have attempted to be interested in Bel Canto and have tried to read it, not getting too bored. AND because you are not here I have completed all my work, studied in every subject, practiced my violin for an hour, been able to read 30 pages in my new book, and have cleaned my room soo many times this week its getting pitiful. May I add the fact that I have talked to my uncle more than I have for the past few months because he annoys me so much I want to just strangle him at times? So what's the deal with the internet? willing to tell me anything that has been occuring in your life? Stories to tell? Things to fill my schedule? Oh there is much more that I do when you are not here. So far, I have also washed the dishes made appointments, emailed people I haven't for decades, have re-done my language arts project 3 times and have considered other ways to do it unsure on which way I wanted, have organized my closet, dresser and underneath my bed at least once, have caught up on some bible reading, downloaded Chris Rice music, have been invited to go places and do things without debating whether or not I should ditch you (have I ever really chose someone/something else over you? besides Emily whom is family). My nails have been painted at least 3 times this week too! a record!! And during school, where I usually take about 5 minutes or so to check your blog I have used to go to my math teacher asking questions and getting help which I have never done before. (although even if you were here i prob. still would have done it cause i totally didn't get it the concept.) This one you will like! I have eaten so much this week I felt like i was going to vomet when I had to bend down for the doctor today!!! AND!!! ThERES an AND!!! I weight 108lbs!!!!! and my height is 5 and 1/2 ft.

Tonight I have worked on defragging my aunts computer and am in the process of scheduling a day to do so on her computer. Tomorrow morning I have scheduled a short meet with miss. Reimer to give her a format for the stickies that will be needed for the new and hand me down computers. Monday I have scheduled an appt. to go back to the doctors for a skin check thing at 10:40am and then going back on Wed. at 2:40pm in hope I'll be back by 3:30 to see if u are back online.

So in conclusion, when you are not here I am bored so much that I have managed to pretty much accomplish everything that i need to do with only a few things left. ( card for mr. Lil' comin home, and something for mrs. umphrey's babyshower) So when you are not here I fill my time with things to keep me busy. Will there ever be a day when someone doesn't mess with the internet connection there? You are missed way to much. My time, instead of talking to you and thinking of you and doing things just to think of you have been replaced with things that need to be done. I'm missing being able to sit here and just chat or even have dead silence just knowing you are alive and having internet access. Most of all I think i'm missing stories from your day from "Life demands a reaction..."

PS: I have also been working on my acne as well!!! :)) I've bought some products that MIGHT help! AND I'm trying to get some new allergy pills depending on how much they're going to cost..