I love, really really love, semi-late phone calls just to say goodnight. Does anybody do that anymore? Phone calls just to say "guess what?... I love you." I have a really cool friend like that. (jealous much??) (actually a couple but...) I want to share my friend with the whole world. Tell everyone how little moments transmogrify(cool word!) really lousy days into something where i can't pinpoint any one moment that was all that terrible at all. Even when I've had a beautiful day, it's icing on the top. It's a good night's sleep. It's a warm feeling that relaxes and sooths. its the moment where maybe i could cry and everything would be all ok.
and then there's the random phone calls from far away friends.. well actually not really far away... like only a state.
Anyway, 4 people i love a lot in one day. how do i get so lucky?? God must really love me!! anyway, maybe i should get on writing something different.
OH yea, I have nothing going for me in my future, by the way. I'm going to be a hopeless single person for my whole life. Maybe write a book or two.. I hope they're best sellers. I have zero skill in anything that'll move me forward. sorry colleges and bachelors and really good jobs. It was pointed out to me today.
ok so i have to go cause my bro is not going to sleep. He must have hearing problems..
2 comments:
honey, don't believe that lie. you've got an amazing future ahead of you. God has plans... trust in that.
Nikki, you're crazy if you think you're not going to get anywhere with your life. You are an amazing person and you have SO MANY talents, the best of which is your dedication, servitude, and honest love for other people.
you are going to do great things with your life, i know it :)
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