Excited

Beside my melancholy state and my moodiness i can declare i am probably the most excited person to be going up to Laurel Lake for the weekend to do praise team. :))) I will get to be with the pathfinders and some camp people. There will be Big Gary and Jen miller and her daughter katie. Katie is pretty much one of the cutest little girls i've ever seen that isn't family. cause i Do have some pretty darn cute cousins. :P Winter Retreat, i already feel is going to be super awesome and exhausting and fun. There's snow!!!! REAL SNOW!!!!!! i havn't seen much snow the entire winter season so that makes me all the more excited.

In the world within the fish-bowl, i've been rather overwhelmed. I've been struggling with a few different things and even though I don't feel like i'm getting the one-on-one relationship with God i once had, he's picking me up and not letting me wallow in depression. He's pretty much put people i wouldn't expect 'there', 'there'. I'm suprised and feeling blessed. I've come up with a few expressions of how i'm feeling during math class. and physically i'm exhausted and somedays i'm ' an egg thrown against the stone wall being fried from the heat of the sun while being punctured from the stones.' that would be my brain.. or my headaches.. meanwhile, i'm contemplating my future.....
to be continued...

I'm still excited for LLC!! yay snow and campers!!!