I have hope for a rainbow. I am still, and even more so, divided in what i shall pursue as my lifelong career. Teacher or Dental.... I like them both a lot but teaching seems to call me at every turn. Every day at college, awakens me more and more and helps me realize that i need to make a solid decision because i can not go to college forever.

Pretty much one of my best friends made me really face something... well not entirely but made me look at what i'm doing. Am i doing this to prove myself or because of passion... Something like that. So thank you. again.

My entire body is still in butterflies and sighs and... happiness, thankfulness towards God. Something happened this weekend and i feel somehow more complete. Joy and content fill the gaps where words escape me.

I will be authentically caring. I feel it coming. As i know me well, though, i do know i am also selfish so forgive me for being bias as well. I am striving, without fret, worry or too much anxiety. And now that i have a grasp that everything will be okay by God, i feel a relief and hope that i haven't felt in weeks perhaps months.

My one suite mate is pretty chill, i talked to her a little tonight. The person i met earlier was her cousin. Oh goodness i feel stupid. Anyway, perhaps i should look over a few more details for my quiz tomorrow over last weeks lecture. I'm excited for this class. I am loathing and celebrating this challenge simultaneously. In a few weeks, perhaps my feelings on A+P will differ... :-)