Even this post is a broadcast soon regretted, i fear.
I must believe God IS good- I will persevere for the better or worse. And yet i contradict myself.
Look- you probably think your doing whatever your doing out of love and concern but i'd rather you (plural) leave it all alone. Thanks!
More and more i regret confiding in you people.
This immense regret is bubbling over to a state of mental chaos
So as a national broadcast stop telling other people my problems, emotions, cry fests etc.
Other people (ahem..) would rather not hear these additional aggravations.
Tell me why and I will soon understand.
My reason for these feelings are acceptable right now and healing is a long process, sometimes longer than the average but still a process nonetheless. I have rights and i deserve better treatment. And more for me than you, i shall have said such. My close friends are limited for reasons for which you (plural) are proving.
I have other things to spend my time doing instead of drowning in stupid teenage drama. This drama for which is unavoidable until further notice. So with care in my heart for 3rd 4th or 5th parties leave them out because (ahem..) its not meant for them.
The End
Fish swims away flustered...
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