It is always refreshing to go to church and be with people you love and you don't have to worry what they think of you. During the week people are always judging you on how you dress or act or something. But at church it's different. I can wear something i'm comfy and be myself. I can give as many hugs as I want and I don't get in trouble for physical contact and I can pretty much say what I want and express my feelings more openly without people blabbing about it or getting really worried or upset because of my opinion. I can easily speak in front of the church and give a lesson or somethin and I wont be nervous beacause i know that know matter how bad I was they'll always love me and wont put me down if i did bad. I feel like I can forget all the trouble in the world and focus on God and the people around me whom I love. After coming home from church mom wasn't in a bad mood that I can remember and I got a chance to talk with Doll face for a couple of minutes and then went to my grandmothers for a while to watch my lil' bro sleep while she went to work. While I was down there I started to read a book called Patriarchs and Prophets by Ellen G. white. I never really enjoyed her books or was interested in her at all but for some reason I was actually reading her after i told my self that i'd never fall in and read her stuff. The night swept by me quite quickly and before I knew it it was around 9pm. Coming back home my uncle was waiting for my auntie Chris to come home so they could Leave for Canada and wouldn't be back til Monday. I said my good byes and stuff online before they left.
Now leaving Saturday and now moving to today, I woke up around 9 and decided I needed to get a start on my sci. fair proj. the really really stupid sci. fair proj. that has been a drag! A TOTAL DRAG! My mom was already awake and was getting ready to leave to pick up a patient of hers. I didn't feel like going along because i had plenty of work I wanted to get done. But being the person she is she threatened to take my computer and my phone away from me just because I didn't want to ride along with her knowing that she was going to complain about her love life. Even after i had just gave her gas money. Being forced into this I had to go listened to about an hour of her love affair and so on. And I even managed to keep my mouth shut!! what an accomplishment! I can't treat her like she is like anyone else and give her any advice because she never listens and then ends up like i think she will or will get her self in some kind of trouble. When we returned home i helped her get Jenny into the house and went back to my room to clean up and get my stuff out for my project. Around 11 I needed to go to my cousins house to get my poster board because i gave it to him to do the word art which wasnt done until maybe 3 this afternoon. So i spent most of the day at my cousin's house waiting for him get that done so I could do the rest. ( you see i asked him to do the word art because I have no talent what so ever at art much less being creative in anyway) you will see when u look at my board. It is nothing but papers filled with text and pictures that got smeared here and there from me handling them so much. I have until Thursday to get it done but I got the proj. done tonight so I wouldn't have to crunch it in this week with the rest of the h/w and proj. So I finished that!!
OH!! I didn't talk about Doll yet did I? Well when I finally did get home she was on and I said hi and everything but she didn't seem to talkative at all so i just left it be. She was talking to Peter as well as I. So we didn't chat among eachother very much today.. sigh..
Shelby and Monica went to see the Phantom of the Opera on Friday and I'm hoping to see the boogeyman for my birthday this thurs. or maybe something different. I don't know yet. I haven't heard from Kaylee all weekend long so I don't know how she is and what she's been up to. Jen was sick last week and I have been praying for her too. Raquel wasn't at her best as well and we had a little talk last week too and I have been praying for her but don't know if everything is well with her yet. :( Kimberly hasn't been sick this week so that's a really good thing! I haven't talked with my good friend Laura for a while now and i'm really bummed out about that but I can't do anything about it unless I wanna get in trouble.. Also, Mrs. Umphrey wasn't at school on fri. and I began to worry once again but Abby told me that Mrs. U wasn't going to be there for something or another and rolled her eyes. Jake, a fellow classmate of mine had gotten surgery on his hip and leg and hasn't been in school for a while now and is supposed to be back this monday but leaving again this wed. because over the weekend he had a loss in the family. He seems to be handling it pretty well though.. He's a nice guy. Kaisy went to LLC with her pathfinder group over the weekend and saw katie, Jeremy, Frank, Wendy and lots of other ppl. They all went snow boarding and talked about maybe having a writing contest and the winner will get one free week at camp. :D :))
That's it for now.. my wrist is starting to put me in pain. It's telling me to go to bed!
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so how far have you gotten in patriarchs and prophets? and why didn't you go see 'the phantom' with Shelby and company? btw, why aren't i the one staring in that movie???? it's a crime i tell you, a crime! go get ready for school nik-nik or else you'll never make it! laff...
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