What happened?

Christmas break, I guess, was pretty interesting last/this year. Very mixed up and in a way i guess i was happy... I mean School let out on the 23 of Dec. and on the 3rd I'll be back in the building doing the same thing learning absolutely nothing in some classes and in others finding new ways to look at life. Most of the time I stayed at my dads house and hung out with my friends and spent money on candy or we'd go out and eat lunch together with my cousin, Zachary. If i wasn't doing that I'd either be trying to get a hold of Doll, reading or finding a computer with internet so i could see if Doll updated finding out if shes alright.

For the past week Zachary and I have been hanging out together and getting along too!! :) We took a nice stroll around the block a few times on my bike and his scooter every morning. I'd pick up a few of my friends and usually one of us had things to do for our parents so I'd help out or something. We might go across the street and stop at Wendys since McDonals is too far to bike. Zachary was as nice as he could be to my friends which i very much appreciated. He's usually a little brat and doesnt use the manors he has. So yea. Anyway, there went most of my break. either i was with my friends, dad or doing my own thing. well, besides the Christmas deal.

For new years around 9 my friends walked up to my apartment my dad has. They came to see if i was doing anything and wanted me to come hang with them. 5 of us danced down the street together singing random songs something like... another brick in the wall and amazing grace. Just what ever popped into our head. Later on we gathered up a whole bunch of friends that we knew from around and we all played monkey on the ground and we chased eachother and watched two guys have a play fight. Thanks to my friends I got out of a lecture of some kind from my dad.. so from 9-11:30 i was safe! whoo hoo!! Before they came over to pick me up i was in tears because my dad was being nasty and saying stuff that i thought i'd only hear from Mrs. Umphrey.. But his was a little nastier. Lets not go into depth. If i'm not mistaken this whole lecture (what ever it was) was over cheese. After i came back home and the girls left my dad started back up.Some how it went from culture to how bad and horrible i am or something of that kind. What a way to go into the new year right? We went right through new years like it was just another hour. To him its just another day and nothing to be so greatful about. I ignored the fact that it was then midnight and he was still lecturing. Now it's about 2am and he's still rambling on and on. I heard all of it and I don't remember most of it right now. Bits and pieces i remember though. Now, keep in mind its early in the morning i'm totally beat i was up since 6am the day before and hadnt had any sleep except for a half hour nap. He is telling me that for some reason i'm mad at him. He tells me to express my opinion on life or anything. I'm like dad, my opinion on life is too big to put in words so that it will be finished while i'm still young. I start and before i finish my first word my dad interupts and rabbles on and on again how i'm mad at him. I turn away from him onto my other side stating that im having a few cramps and he can keep talking if he wants. He takes it the wrong way and says oh well if u dont want to talk to me now then you'll never have time to talk to me. Go home. and i'm taking you home tomorrow(today) and your never comming back. Now i am in tears once again. I am very sensitive if ya havent noticed. But to make everything much shorter i went to sleep around 3 and woke back up around 6 quietly krept around the apartment gathering my belongings to leave. Went downstairs called my mom and she came to pick me up around 10. So the rest of today I was doing some work myself knowing its not what i'm supposed to be doing but u have to do what your mom says.

Day is almost over now and i'm chatting with Shelby and Kelsey and Doll happens to sign on. I dont even have to go through my actions, ya'll already know what i do! LOL Within the next few min. ring ring my phone!! I knew it! she said she'd call she did!! HEHEhe! Doll said she was online only for a few min and she'd call me. I was in thin air!! Shelby was laughing at me cause she saw my reaction when the phone rang.. Talked to Doll for a few moments then she had to go and I am here in all smiles. Perfect way to end my day. One of my many special friends gives me a call. No interuptions but one and it was minor. whoohoo!!